Thesemidnightthoughtss - Midnight Thoughts

i don’t know why i feel sad, but i’m tired of feeling this way

this blog may contain sensitive content (its me im sensitive)

In the end

They will all stop talking to you.

They will all start ignoring you.

They will all stop caring about you.

Be prepared.

"People think depression is sadness. People think depression is crying. People think depression is dressing in black.  But people are wrong. Depression is the constant feeling of being numb. Being numb to emotions, being numb to life. You wake up in the morning just to go to bed again."

Can you please end this if you don’t want me? Because I can’t. I can’t do it. I won’t be able to forgive myself for ending it if we had a chance. And some part of me desperately clings to that tiny chance. Maybe it’s all in my head. I don’t know which it is. So please just do it. Because I can’t make sense of what you want anymore. It’s an earnest request, leave me if you want to.

Just put me out of my misery.

The way I loved you wasn’t normal and the way you broke me wasn’t either.

Not knowing where this will lead scares me, but the thought of losing you scares me even more.

— Letters from S