Can you please end this if you don’t want me? Because I can’t. I can’t do it. I won’t be able to forgive myself for ending it if we had a chance. And some part of me desperately clings to that tiny chance. Maybe it’s all in my head. I don’t know which it is. So please just do it. Because I can’t make sense of what you want anymore. It’s an earnest request, leave me if you want to.
Just put me out of my misery.
my brain saw the slippery slope of unhealthy coping mechanisms and grabbed a fucking sled
Feel free to message me anytime about anything going on in your life. I’m here for you, the same way you guys have been here for me ❤️
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Fun Fact: I can’t do this anymore
I can’t do this anymore. I hate myself so much, it’s suffocating me. It’s getting closer and closer to swallowing me and I just let it come.
I don’t want to do anything anymore, I don’t want to be anything anymore
do you ever feel like such a burden that you just wanna apologize for existing
It’s always the people you would never want to hurt and care about so much that do the most fucked up shit to you.
I mean yeah I carry a sadness that exhausts my will to live like a leach on my heart but I’m basically fine
Do you ever feel like no matter how much you connect with someone they will never be as attached to you as you are to them?