Depending Your Entire Mood On Another Person Is Absolutely Pathetic And I Hate That I’m Like This

“Maybe if I was good enough you would have stayed.”

-12:34 AM

why do mental disorders come in groups like wasnt one enough why do i gotta have 4

“I don’t want to die, I just don’t want to exist any more” sounds mild if you’ve never experienced it, but it is in fact a horrible, violent way to feel.

The worst feeling is having to hide your true feelings for someone because you know it’s better off that way

I begged him to stay. Lost all my dignity in the process. And it still wasn’t enough.

oh u got the metnal illnes?

Ever hated yourself so much that the only thing you could is think about is punishing yourself and making yourself suffer? Doing every self destructive thing you can think of. Wanting to harm yourself because there’s so much hate. And you don’t know how to deal with it without taking it out on yourself

I don’t want to hurt people with my death

Instead I hurt myself with my existence