Thesemidnightthoughtss - Midnight Thoughts

That feeling of helplessness never really goes away does it, when you realize that the person you’d do anything for, doesn’t give a fuck about you. So you just sit there feeling so small and pathetic, wondering how something like this happens. How one person can mean the world to you and you are nothing for that person.

I miss you so much...

I wish you were here...

depending your entire mood on another person is absolutely pathetic and i hate that i’m like this

People be like oh you’re in your 20s you have a whole life to live but I already feel as if I’ve missed every opportunity and made all the wrong decisions and it’s just fucked now

me: *exists* me: this is too much

I'm strongly starting to believe that life isn't meant for me.

Not knowing where this will lead scares me, but the thought of losing you scares me even more.

— Letters from S

I fought so hard in the past years for recovery and at some point I thought that I was getting better but now I hate my life even more than before and I don't know what to do anymore..

oh u got the metnal illnes?