I Fought So Hard In The Past Years For Recovery And At Some Point I Thought That I Was Getting Better

i don’t know why i feel sad, but i’m tired of feeling this way

Do you get sad suddenly and your chest starts hurting and it takes all of your energy to move even slightly ?

"People think depression is sadness. People think depression is crying. People think depression is dressing in black.  But people are wrong. Depression is the constant feeling of being numb. Being numb to emotions, being numb to life. You wake up in the morning just to go to bed again."

if you can’t handle me at my worst that’s understandable cause i can’t either

I don’t even want any of this, but I have to deal with all this failure which is a result of me being alive. And that just makes it a million times worse. I fail at everything, I can’t do one thing right. Yeah I failed but I don’t have the motivation or the will to work. I’m not being lazy. I just don’t know how to work towards anything when my end goal is to be dead

“Nobody wants to hear this, but sometimes the person you want most, is the person you’re best without.”

— B.J (via quotefeeling)

do you ever feel like such a burden that you just wanna apologize for existing