Ever hated yourself so much that the only thing you could is think about is punishing yourself and making yourself suffer? Doing every self destructive thing you can think of. Wanting to harm yourself because there’s so much hate. And you don’t know how to deal with it without taking it out on yourself
I don’t want to do anything anymore, I don’t want to be anything anymore
this blog may contain sensitive content (its me im sensitive)
Some things break you so fucking bad that you spend the rest of your life wishing you hadn’t survived it. Because death would be better than the pain you have to live with everyday
why is it the people you can’t have are the ones you want the most
If they act like they can live without you, let them
“It’s tough to get out of bed; I know that myself. You can lie there for an hour and a half without thinking anything, just worrying about what the day holds and knowing that you won’t be able to deal with it.”
— Ned Vizzini, It’s Kind of a Funny Story (via thebookquotes)
i don’t know why i feel sad, but i’m tired of feeling this way
depending your entire mood on another person is absolutely pathetic and i hate that i’m like this