“I Wanted To.. I Wanted To Tell You How Much I’m Hurting, How Badly I Just Want It All To Stop..

“Don’t be a fool. Don’t give up something important to hold onto someone who can’t even say they love you.”

— Sarah Dessen, Someone Like You

I’m starting to care less and less about how people would feel if I didn’t wake up tomorrow.

I think it’s high time that I let you go. I’ve been hurting myself for too long by holding onto you.

I wish I could gather the courage to do it once and for all.

Overthinking the idea of “unrequited love”.

The worst feeling is having to hide your true feelings for someone because you know it’s better off that way

Lately it’s getting really hard to think about how much others will hurt if I kill myself. I don’t wanna hurt anymore. I’m tired of living because I don’t want to cause pain to others. Who is thinking about how much living is destroying me.

They told me leaving you was the cure to my pain. It was the supposed remedy for my heartache. Leaving you would calm the chaos in my head, how I would finally feel free and liberated.

It turned out to be a lie. All I do is wait for you to come back, all I feel is regret.

i’ve been suicidal for so long that i’ve just been assuming i wouldn’t live even as long as i have so i never thought about anything long term and now i have no idea what i’m going to do and i’m more afraid to live than i ever was to die