“I Don’t Want To Be In Love With You Anymore. Every Second I Love You, Is Every Second Bereft Of

It’s always the people you would never want to hurt and care about so much that do the most fucked up shit to you.

― Mieko Kawakami, Heaven

“I mean, sometimes remembering can really destroy you.”

— Benjamin Alire Sáenz

I’m not sure which hurts more. The one word replies, the one sided conversations, the glaringly obvious lack of interest and effort. Or not hearing from you at all.

The heart wants what the heart wants and there’s nothing one can do about it, except for suffering.

I wish I didn’t want you anymore.

Ever hated yourself so much that the only thing you could is think about is punishing yourself and making yourself suffer? Doing every self destructive thing you can think of. Wanting to harm yourself because there’s so much hate. And you don’t know how to deal with it without taking it out on yourself

Why wasn’t I enough?

The way I loved you wasn’t normal and the way you broke me wasn’t either.