Thesemidnightthoughtss - Midnight Thoughts

how tempting it is to stop existing when you’re already barely here

maybe you meant a little too much to me, and maybe i meant a little too little to you

I don’t even want any of this, but I have to deal with all this failure which is a result of me being alive. And that just makes it a million times worse. I fail at everything, I can’t do one thing right. Yeah I failed but I don’t have the motivation or the will to work. I’m not being lazy. I just don’t know how to work towards anything when my end goal is to be dead

It’s always the people you would never want to hurt and care about so much that do the most fucked up shit to you.

On most days it just hits me why am I even trying to put any effort at doing anything when all it leads to failure in a life I don’t even fucking want.

Perhaps the fact that I chased a boy who ripped me to shreds says a lot more about me than it did about him.

Michelle K. — Lessons Learned