maybe you meant a little too much to me, and maybe i meant a little too little to you
I’m not sure which hurts more. The one word replies, the one sided conversations, the glaringly obvious lack of interest and effort. Or not hearing from you at all.
I don't wanna do this anymore
Just please...
Let me die
Let me end all this pain
i’m the problem. i’m draining to be around. i turn everything good into something toxic. i can’t stop myself from ruining everything, no matter how hard i try. i’m the only one to blame. i’m poison to everyone around me, i destroy everything i touch
I don’t even want any of this, but I have to deal with all this failure which is a result of me being alive. And that just makes it a million times worse. I fail at everything, I can’t do one thing right. Yeah I failed but I don’t have the motivation or the will to work. I’m not being lazy. I just don’t know how to work towards anything when my end goal is to be dead
Nikki Giovanni, from “Poem (for EMA)”
Feeling unwanted changes you a lot.
Overthinking the idea of “unrequited love”.
I still love you. After everything I still love you. I wish this was not true.