Thesemidnightthoughtss - Midnight Thoughts

“We are afraid to care too much, for fear that the other person does not care at all.”

— Eleanor Roosevelt

I’m not sure which hurts more. The one word replies, the one sided conversations, the glaringly obvious lack of interest and effort. Or not hearing from you at all.

i don’t know why i feel sad, but i’m tired of feeling this way

That feeling of helplessness never really goes away does it, when you realize that the person you’d do anything for, doesn’t give a fuck about you. So you just sit there feeling so small and pathetic, wondering how something like this happens. How one person can mean the world to you and you are nothing for that person.

idk im just sick of struggling in a life i don’t even want to have

“you’re so distant” you literally made me feel like i wasn’t important

do you ever feel like such a burden that you just wanna apologize for existing

Mental illness took so much away from me, sometimes I wish it would have taken my life as well

I’m starting to care less and less about how people would feel if I didn’t wake up tomorrow.