Thesemidnightthoughtss - Midnight Thoughts

it’s scary how when i think of the future my mind immediately jumps to “youre gonna kill yourself soon anyways so you dont have to worry about it”

Feeling unwanted changes you a lot.

I miss you so much...

I wish you were here...

I don’t know who my first heartbreak was. Maybe it was all of them, maybe none of them. Maybe it was my father when he became the first man to refuse me his love. Or maybe it was hurting someone else that made my heart ache.

- C. H.

Not knowing where this will lead scares me, but the thought of losing you scares me even more.

— Letters from S

“It’s tough to get out of bed; I know that myself. You can lie there for an hour and a half without thinking anything, just worrying about what the day holds and knowing that you won’t be able to deal with it.”

— Ned Vizzini, It’s Kind of a Funny Story (via thebookquotes)

I’m starting to care less and less about how people would feel if I didn’t wake up tomorrow.