Thesemidnightthoughtss - Midnight Thoughts

The worst part about anything that’s self destructive is that it’s so intimate. You become so close with your addictions and illnesses that leaving them behind is like killing the part of yourself that taught you how to survive.

Sometimes it's just feels like I am a burden for everyone, even for myself

*goes to sleep so I don’t kill myself*

I feel like I am not enough and too much at the same time

maybe you meant a little too much to me, and maybe i meant a little too little to you

“It’s tough to get out of bed; I know that myself. You can lie there for an hour and a half without thinking anything, just worrying about what the day holds and knowing that you won’t be able to deal with it.”

— Ned Vizzini, It’s Kind of a Funny Story (via thebookquotes)

“I don’t want to die, I just don’t want to exist any more” sounds mild if you’ve never experienced it, but it is in fact a horrible, violent way to feel.