Thesemidnightthoughtss - Midnight Thoughts

“I don’t want to die, I just don’t want to exist any more” sounds mild if you’ve never experienced it, but it is in fact a horrible, violent way to feel.

Live, not just survive

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Bring up how people don’t reciprocate your energy and watch them guilt trip you for giving them things they “didn’t ask for.”

I don’t think people realize how overthinking slowly kills you, they don’t know how it can turn your mind into thoughts you wish weren’t yours

Don’t tell me I’ll find someone else. Don’t tell me someone will love me someday. Please don’t give me that hope. I want to believe it more than anything. Knowing me, I’ll give in and try again. But heartbreak is inevitable. And I don’t have it in me to have my heart broken again. I won’t make it if it happens again. So let me stay safe, doesn’t matter if I’m alone. At least I’ll survive.

So please don’t say it. Because I’m doing everything I can to never believe in it again.

“The world doesn’t seem like such a bad place when I’m with you.”

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D.S

(via thelovenotebook)

I don’t wanna live because it’s not worth living with all this pain and completely unloved