It Feels A Bit Odd Having Effects Off Some Somewhat Traumatic Events I Experienced Knowing That Out Of

it feels a bit odd having effects off some somewhat traumatic events I experienced knowing that out of everyone involved, I got the better situation. A lady I used to leave with was a bitch to me, yelled at and degraded me, threatened me, and sometimes got aggressive but that's nowhere near as bad as what she did to the other kids we lived with. I almost lost my best friend but she was the one who was so miserable she wanted to end it. I dunno I feel kind of guilty about being upset about stuff that happened when it hardly happened to ME

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1 week ago

the dysphoria is quite present today but I can't even wear my friggin binder because I have so much sports going on that it causes breathing problems


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1 week ago

šŸ’¬ Just a Small Update, and a Big Thank You

Dear friends, kind hearts, and everyone who has stood with us,

When I first opened my heart to the world and shared our story, I never imagined the amount of love and solidarity we would receive. Thanks to your incredible support, we’ve now reached $12,837—a milestone that brings real light to some very dark days.

From the deepest corners of my heart, thank you.

šŸ’” A Journey of Loss, but Also of Strength

As many of you know, I’ve lost 25 of my loved ones during this devastating war. That grief lives with me every single day. It’s in the silence that once held laughter, in the empty spaces where we once gathered as a family.

But through your help, I’ve also felt something else: hope. And that hope is priceless.

ā€œ21/Oct/2023 Before It Reached Us: The Day Our Neighbor’s House Was Destroyedā€ A quiet moment of fear, filmed just before everything changed.

šŸ’¬ Just A Small Update, And A Big Thank You

ā€œ22/Oct/2023 The Morning After: Our Family Home in Ruinsā€ This is what was left behind after the bombing of our home.

šŸ’¬ Just A Small Update, And A Big Thank You

🌿 What Life Looks Like for Us Now

Despite everything, we’re still here. Still surviving. Still hoping.

But things have only gotten harder.

The war has returned, more brutal than before—and for over a month now, Gaza has been completely sealed off. No food is coming in. No medical supplies. No aid. No trade. No one is allowed to leave, and no one is allowed to enter.

We’re trapped.

šŸ’¬ Just A Small Update, And A Big Thank You
šŸ’¬ Just A Small Update, And A Big Thank You

šŸš We live with the fear of tomorrow, every single day. Airstrikes, drones, and the uncertainty of what might happen next. šŸ‘Øā€šŸ‘©ā€šŸ‘§ Our family is forever changed—we haven’t just lost people; we’ve lost pieces of ourselves. šŸ“‰ Basic needs go unmet—even clean water feels like a luxury now. Medicines, if they exist at all, are unreachable.

And yet…

Your support reminds us that we’re not forgotten. It reminds us that someone, somewhere, is still listening. That someone still cares. That we’re not completely alone in this.

Every message. Every share. Every dollar. It tells us: You’re walking this road with us. And that gives us the strength to keep going.

šŸ’– What You Can Do

If you’ve already donated—thank you beyond words. If you can share our story again, it could reach someone who can help.

Even $5 means warmth, comfort, and a chance to breathe a little easier.

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My name isĀ Mosab Elderawi, and I am a survivor of the war in Gaza. Life as I knew it has been completely destroyed. I have lost my home, my

✨ Why It All Matters

This isn’t just about reaching a fundraising goal. It’s about surviving war with dignity. It’s about believing in tomorrow. It’s about making sure my daughter grows up knowing that the world did not look away.

Thank you for your kindness, patience, and belief in our humanity. You’ve helped me find my voice—and I will use it to keep hope alive.

šŸ™ From the Heart: A Quiet Apology

There’s something I need to say—something that’s been on my heart for some time.

When I first began sharing our story, I didn’t know what the right way was. I was scared, grieving, and trying to protect my family in any way I could. I reached out to many people, hoping someone, anyone, would see us. In that process, I now realize I may have overstepped, and I might have made some feel overwhelmed.

If that happened, I am truly sorry.

Please believe me when I say it was never out of disregard or pushiness. It came from a place of fear—fear of being forgotten, fear of not being able to keep my family safe, fear of watching everything I love slip away in silence.

I’m learning as I go. I’ve slowed down. I’m more mindful now, trying to share our journey in a way that feels respectful of the space and hearts of those listening.

If my words ever came at the wrong time, or in the wrong way, I hope you can understand where they came from—and I hope you can forgive me.

Thank you for seeing past my mistakes. Thank you for still being here. It means more than I can ever explain.

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With love and endless gratitude, Mosab and family ā™„ļø

3 weeks ago

Please donate for me. We are suffering greatly and cannot find food. Everything is expensive. Please help me. šŸ™šŸ„ŗhttps://gofund.me/f5feb1bb

please help them if you can!!

3 weeks ago

Hello, I am Diyya from Gaza šŸ‡µšŸ‡ø We are now under siege and heavy bombing is above our heads, our neighbors have just been bombed and lost their lives, we want to escape and survive death, please help us and donate what you can, I beg you save my old mother who can't walk and my little sisters, I need $300 for evacuation fees urgently, please donate $50 or as much as you can šŸ˜­šŸ’”

If you can't afford it, please donate what you can šŸ˜­šŸ™

please donate or share their link to help them evacuate!!

3 weeks ago

i am SO tired of sylvia haters omfg like yes, she cheated on dally and cheating is wrong. BUT DID YOU NOT READ ANY PART WITH DALLY IN IT?? im not saying he beat her up or anything but he was not the best boyfriend either. There are a bajillion reasons she could've done it that are justified and even just "dally is a dick" is fine too.

and lets be real here, sylvia probably has a shit life I mea shes dating dally that's gotta say something. Its unlikely shes got a tonna money money and there is probably a reason she wants dally even though he's the way he is and it isn't great.

ALSO SHES A FUCKING CHILD??? people are honestly SO harsh on the Outsiders girls for cheating like yes its wrong but its a literal child who has probably been through and seen some shit I know she hurt your favorite character, but you HAVE to see past that and view the girl as her OWN person, not just as *male characters* chick who hurt him.

and yes, this applies to Sandy too.

honestly so much of the sylvia hate is ridiculous because LOOK at her boyfriend that you adore and tell me shes worse.

if I can find it ill repost this REALLY great post where someone detailed sylvias potential reasons for cheating and her relationship with dallas.

i will defend the S.E. Hinton girls with my life.


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3 weeks ago

"My name is Samed… and this is my story."

My name is Samed. I’m 23 years old. I was born into this world without a father—I grew up an orphan, searching for safety in the arms of my mother and siblings. We are a simple family: my mother, two sisters, two brothers, and me. We tried to stay strong, just like my name means—Samed, the one who endures.

We’ve been collecting pieces of loss day after day. The first deep wound came when my brother Jihad was killed. His martyrdom felt like a knife in the heart. We tried to stay strong—for him, for my mother, and for the ones still with us.

But I didn’t know that Jihad’s loss wouldn’t be the last…

In a single moment, without warning, a missile struck our home. The house we built with love and patience—the shelter from all life’s pain—was turned into rubble. And in the middle of that destruction… my sister Alaa was there.

She didn’t make it out.

Alaa—her voice still echoes in my ears. Her laughter fills every corner of my memory. Her face never leaves me. She died under the rubble, and a part of me died with her. Now, there's nothing left of our home… only pain, emptiness, and memories that burn more than the fire itself.

Today, I, Samed—the orphaned young man who lost his brother, his sister, and his home—have only these words to cry out with:

Please help us. Support us. For my mother, for my surviving siblings, for the dignity we are still trying to hold on to.

"My Name Is Samed… And This Is My Story."
"My Name Is Samed… And This Is My Story."

We are not just numbers in the news. We are souls who dreamed. Families who built a future on hope and resilience.

We need your voice. Your hearts. Your hands—to lift us from under the rubble and back into life.

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3 weeks ago

This is me Aya.. ā€šŸ‡µšŸ‡ø

Imagine you wake up with nothing left.That's exactly what happened with us .we moved from having everything to having nothing.In a blink of an eye ,we lost everything, our house ,dreams, memories belongings and our works. We are starting from zero and need your help to climb the leader step by step from scratch.

All the positive words cannot express how generous you are, especially in sharing my posts to inform other donors about the people of Gaza who are still suffering from the terrible conditions caused by the unjust war on Gaza!

Please continue to support us by donating directly or by sharing the link to let others know. Don't hesitate to help people in difficult and miserable times until the dark days are over. šŸ™šŸ»šŸ‰

https://gofund.me/c4c2cf82

please share their link or donate so they can get help!

1 week ago

reblogging because not enough people realize that sandy is a teenage girl, only around sixteen years old. similar to sylvia, cheating is bad, but shes objectively A child and we dont have a lot of context as to how or why this happened.

cheating sucks but she also isn't a terrible person for it, she is redeemable. we have very, very little explanation of how and why she cheated, and with whom. im not going to go too deep into this, but there is also the possibility, like with sylvia, that she may have been violated and considering how that topic is treated and the fact that it is the 60s in tulsa, it would make sense for her to have lied or for someone else to.

but if she did actually cheat, shes still just a kid and while I feel awful for sodapop, she isn't a terrible person.

Defending Sandy with my whole soul against the outsiders fandom


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3 weeks ago

i feel like as a kid Ponyboy was one of those kids who was ALWAYS skeptical of Santa Claus, even if no-one ever told him and thus felt the need to tell other kids that Santa wasn't real so that more people would know the truth, but ended up just upsetting a ton of kids and causing arguments.

ponyboy absolutely ruined some six year olds childhood (as a six year old) because he went on a rant about all of the reasons Santa isn't real


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4 weeks ago

gang am I stupid I dont get the Mark (that was then, this is now) slander I saw Bryon as being in the wrong

do I just not have media literacy?? I dont get some of the mark hate I dont think he did much wrong other than being rude to cathy but also I read the book in segments that were a bit far apart and might need to reread it. the drug thing SEEMED justified and I liked mark

#thatwasthenthisisnow #mark #help

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