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when you decide creation is finished, IT. IS. FINISHED. it is finished. there is absolutely nothing for you to worry about, it’s all taken care of. it’s already all worked out the way you intended it to. 

intuition and anxiety are two very different things. don’t let your anxiety fuck with you and what you know to be true.

techniques can be so beneficial in helping you remain in your desired state but they don’t manifest for you and you don’t need them. you can literally just affirm to get what you want. or just use techniques to get what you want. you don’t need to be sticking to a routine that involves hours of repeating affirmations and five different techniques morning and night. but again, if you want to do that go for it. it’s literally up to you, no stress. 

you don’t have to take on board every piece of advice you see from manifestation content creators and coaches, just adopt and apply what feels good to you. this post could be complete bullshit for you and motivating to someone else, it just depends and that’s okay.

you can change your past, present and future with loa. so that’s kinda sick. don’t underestimate the law. or yourself. 

getting in your head is likely to ruin your actual manifestation process and in my experience, slow it down and complicate it; that’s not too much of a problem but stop overthinking, simplify life, have a good time, it’s literally all we’re here for. what’s the point in getting your desire if you were miserable the whole time?

your mindset on life is likely to change a lot during the process of learning about and applying loa. embrace it, let it happen, don’t let it intimidate you.

with manifestation, you will always come out on top.

don’t limit yourself, let it happen.

How I want Tarot to work:

How Tarot actually works:

Doubts

Hey guys! So I've rewritten this post about 5 times but I think it's now exactly how I want it to be. Keep in mind that this post is about my personal journey with doubts and how I overcame this hurdle and my opinions on how to overcome it yourself. Take what resonates with you and I hope this helps you 💗 I also apologize about how long it is, I really tried to make it shorter 🥺

The purpose of this post is make you stop doubting the void. It's going to be split into 4 parts:

1. My Own Personal Journey and How I Dealt with Doubts (This section is to share my journey since a lot of people found comfort in knowing that I also struggled with doubts and was still able to enter the void and also show how I personally overcame it)

2. Stop Spiraling into Doubt/Importance of Identifying Triggers (This section is to highlight the importance of identifying and reducing spiraling with doubts)

3. Proof Portfolio (You can find a lot of research backing up the void here)

4. The Real Truth about Doubting the Void (A little recap, a little secret, and some encouragement)

My Journey

I think the best place to start this post is with my own journey just so you guys know that this post isn't just me preaching randomly, but what I've learned from my own experiences.

I learned about the void state when it first started to gain popularity through Angel's (@divineangelbee) blog. Prior to this, I was in the subliminal community and had spent a few days scrolling through r/nevillegoddard and loatumblr. When I came across Angel's post about the void, I was so intrigued and excited. I think we all know the appeal of the void state. This state that you can easily enter and have any desire of yours instantly granted. I was stuck in really hard life situations before and this just seemed like a dream come true. I wanted to learn more.

Other blogs began to pop up talking about the void and I also did my own research. I found out that the void state was documented even before Neville, was present in multiple religions, was a common experience amongst the meditation community, etc. I began to grow more and more excited. It was real!

I began documenting my journey on tumblr on a previous blog and attempting the void myself, although it wasn't as easy as all the blogs said it would be. However, I didn't lose hope and was willing to fail a few times if that meant I was going to get all my desires. I also really liked to read success stories because I felt like they motivated me. However, I started noticing some things about a few success stories. People saying they manifested a gazillion dollars or saying they're dating a celebrity sp when their sp would confirm that theh were in a relationship with someone else (granted they could have been cheated on but how would that happen if you went into the void and manifested your desired relationship with someone?). I wouldn't call these success stories out but it began to sow doubt in my mind. However, I found comfort in Angel's blog. I was one of her anons and she would always reply to me on any questions I had and would always make the void seem so real, so easy, and so attainable. 

Then, Angel was exposed and my doubts went wild. Not only was Angel my favorite blogger but she was the one who introduced the void state to everyone. If she was lying the entire time, who's to say the void state is even real? What if it's all some big lie made my narcissistic, attention seekers on tumblr.

I entered a period of time where I was just very stagnant. I didn't really believe the void anymore, I deleted my own tumblr blog documenting my journey and just scrolled through tumblr aimlessly.Tumblr, especially void tumblr, turned pretty hostile and I remember success stories were being called out, void bloggers were being exposed left and right, and it just became this very negative, very angry place. And all this just made me doubt the void even more. 

But like Uzi said, "You'll get over it." And I did. But it didn't happen naturally, I had to really stop and take a look at myself.

What happened? What REALLY happened? I ultimately came to the realization that all this wasn't even about the void, but Angel's betrayal. I am really embarrassed about this now but back then, I was so obsessed with Angel. Like I wanted to be her so bad, I wanted to enter the void as easily as she could and I loved to keep up with her and send her asks and be her anon. Like I had notifications on for her and would genuinely get so excited whenever she posted, I cringe at the thought of it now.

Not only did I have this parasocial relationship going on, but I also had this association of Angel and the void. For those of you who don't know, Angel would always going around calling herself the it girl of loa tumblr and talk about how she introduced the void and I ate all of that up and in my head, I genuinely had this mental association of Angel to the void.

So when one was exposed, I just believed the other was fake as well. But that's not really the case, is it?

I realized tumblr was doing more harm than good and I deleted it. I'm not going to lie and act like I deleted it and just moved on. I had relapses and i would get so frustrated as to why I was so addicted to tumblr and I had to constantly self reflect. I watched a few videos on YouTube on being addicted to social media and I think that's what eventually helped me delete it and keep it deleted. After deleting tumblr for good, I went back to my initial research that I did when I first found out about the void. I reread everything. I did even more research. I began finding people talking about the void in various fields during various time periods. I was slowly rebuilding my understanding of the void as well as my trust.

I also indulged in a lot of things I didn't before. I remember listening to a lot of subliminals for the void state, limiting beliefs, and self love. [I know people will ask me which ones and I didn't have any playlists or anything but there were a few I really liked and felt like they made a difference so here they are: 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8]. I loved (and still do) watching self care/mindfulness content like how to overcome doubts and become your dream girl and stuff like that.

During this time, I came to terms with something else. Taking accountability and blaming myself. Up until this point, if you had asked me why I began doubting the void, I would have blamed tumblr or the lying bloggers who were exposed. But honestly, that's not the case. It was my fault. The truth is, we all know that some bloggers are lying. Whether they're doing so to live in the end or just to get attention, it's something that happens. I know I got hated on for saying this before but I've literally gotten asks where people told me they got scammed by multiple bloggers who claimed they would enter the void for them and we've seen multiple bloggers get exposed so I think it's time we accept that this is just something that is going to happen in this community.

But other people lying should have NEVER affected me the way that it did. One tumblr blogger should have NEVER completely shaken up my faith in something as proven as the void as it did for me. And I couldn't just sit and blame others, I had to take accountability. I had Void Tumblr and Angel especially on such a high pedestal when it should have never been like that and that's why one blogger lying was able to have such a massive impact on me to the point where I was genuinely depressed.

I couldn't continue blame lying bloggers because that puts my faith in the void in the hands of external factors that I have no control over so I had to take accountability and blame myself for putting tumblr and Angel on such a high pedestal and just attaching my entire faith to tumblr and being so parasocial and obsessed with "the community" and Angel.

Also, I touched on this before but I definitely had a mental association in my head that:

The Void -> Tumblr/Angel

Deleting tumblr and indulging in my research helped to breakdown that association but in order to make sure this never happened again, I had to completely reframe how I viewed tumblr.

Honestly, void tumblr is such a good resource when used correctly. There are so many amazing bloggers who put a lot of effort into helping others and share really good techniques and advice and I wanted to capitalize on that but to effectively do so, I had to really accept that some of these bloggers might be lying so to not depend on any success story for my belief.

Also, I promised myself to not engage in anymore loser activity. What is loser activity? (1) Being a parasocial fan and tying my entire faith in the void to a freaking social media app and a random blogger who I didn't even know as well as (2) hating on lying bloggers. Yep, both of these are loser activities. The first one is self explanatory but for the second one, the only reason I was hating on lying bloggers is because I was more obsessed with drama than me entering the void and was putting my entire faith into tumblr which is something I should have never done. Energy flows where attentions goes. Was I scrolling Void Tumblr for motivation or to learn tips and techniques to enter the void or to engage in drama? I wanted to enter the void and engaging in drama only increased my doubts so I had to cut that all off once and for all and I've stuck to that since.

I did end up downloading tumblr again after a while but this time, the way I viewed tumblr was completely different. By building up my faith in the void through research and by removing void tumblr off the pedestal I previously had it on as well as reframing how I was going to utilize it, I was able to use tumblr in a more effective manner as well as overcome my doubts and eventually enter the void.

Identifying Triggers

So you might have been reading my personal journey and been like "why is this girl talking so much about tumblr?" Well, the reason is because tumblr was my trigger.

I remember watching this YouTube video that basically explained how almost everything that we do is a habit and our brain basically creates these habits to optimize our daily lives, including negative thought patterns. And our habits are triggered by something aka a trigger and then our brain basically creates a habit feedback loop, meaning whenever you come across that trigger, that habit will follow and if your habit is a negative thought pattern, you will spiral.

For me, the habit was a negative thought patterns of doubting the void and the trigger was tumblr and I would just spiral like crazy, doubting the void. I go really in depth to how I combatted my trigger above but I believe that everyone is different and I highly encourage you to sit down and really examine and understand yourself, identify your own trigger(s), and create a personalized plan for yourself because the thing is I can present all the evidence that the void is real to you but if you come across your trigger, you're just going to start doubting it again and it'll just be an endless loop until you actively combat it.

The best way to combat a trigger is to avoid it altogether, such as deleting tumblr in my case. However, sometimes people have triggers that aren't easily avoidable so it's really different for everyone and it's really up to you to plan it our for yourself because breaking habits is incredibly difficult so not only are you going to have to create a plan but the hardest part will be actually sticking to it but only by doing so will you be able to stop spiraling into doubt.

Proof Portfolio

This section compiles a lot of the research I did [that I could still remember] that helped me overcome my doubts in the void, with some contributions from my lovely anons. I especially recommend the first 2 but keep going through all of them until you totally believe that the void state is real!

1 2 3 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 16 17 18 19 20 21 22

This ^ should be enough but if you're still curious, I would highly recommend browsing reddit and amino for void state success stories. You'll find a lot in shifting and ap (astral projection) communities as well as meditation communities! Browsing meditation communities is pretty beneficial as they don't really put pressure on themselves to enter the void so they end up entering it pretty easily and they have such good advice and shifting communities tend to have a lot of good motivation.

The Real Truth about Doubting the Void

Thank you so much for reading to the end!! I really appreciate it. To summarize, my opinion on how you overcome doubts in your void state journey is by removing/combatting triggers that are causing you to spiral and doing your own research and learning about the void so that you can understand that it's a very real thing, not just something that exists on tumblr or in the loa community.

But I want to let you in on a little secret. The truth is I doubted the void up until I actually entered it and manifested everything. Not the void state itself. After all that research, I knew the void state was real but in the very back of my mind I was like "but will it guarantee all my desires?" But honestly, the truth is no amount of success stories or proof will convince you fully other than you actually entering in yourself and manifesting whatever you want. So don't be so obsessed with doubting holding you back. Focus on entering the void and once you enter, you'll find out for yourself if it's real or not. I love and believe in you and I know you got this 💗

Spirit/Entity House Rules

This can be applied to deities, entities, spirits, or just any other entity you work with. I like to call these contracts but they are more of just a general house-rule list that can help make you more comfortable in a spirit-working relationship or even to keep you safe. You need to feel safe and secure when working with any entity or spirit or it will not be a productive relationship and could do more harm than good. Most of these house rules can help with that.

Edit or adapt them as you will, these are just suggestions.

"no entity is allowed to follow me or watch me in the bathroom while showering, when naked, or when using the toilet" - this is a good boundary to have if you generally need your alone time lol

"No entity is allowed in my space without my and [trusted spirit/entity]'s express permission"

"no entity is allowed to trick me and send me tests that damage or interfere negatively with my mental, emotional, physical, psychological, or spiritual well-being"

"No entity is allowed to lie to me under any circumstances"

"No entity, spirit, or deity is allowed to touch me without my express permission"

"No bringing any friends into my space without my express permission"

"All entities who desire to enter my space must abide by my boundaries, rules, and this contract"

"All entities in my space must always uphold my highest good until my final breath"

"No entity is allowed to mess with my children, trick them, or interfere with them. If you are going to be around them, dull down your energy so to not startle my children"

"No entity, deity, or spirit is allowed to mess with or interfere with my pets or animals unless i give my express permission"

"No entity is allowed to mess with or interfere with my family without my express permission"

"No opening portals in my space under any circumstances"

I personally will take a pendulum or use clairaudience to ask my spirit guides, deities, etc if they agree to the terms and conditions of the house rules and then like, sign their name at the bottom of the paper i write it all down on. If a spirit or entity says "no", then it may just be one of the rules they don't agree with. Take a minute and ask them why they don't agree with it and then maybe edit it to be more agreeable to both you and the entity in question.

How did you meet Healer or find your mate? How can I find my mate

Quite simply: You find your spirit mate when you’re meant to find them. And you don’t always realize they’re going to be a mate right away. And like with human partners (at least ideally), being mates is consensual; it’s not like you alone pick your mate. The spirit has to choose to date you as well.

I have, to be honest, 21 mates (8 spirit spouses, and 13 who are dating/courting me at their comfort and/or in their cultural manners). Generally mine I met as companions first who just wandered in through my warding as many well-intentioned entities do and chose to stay to work with me. Some I’ve worked with as a companion since I was a child (like Her*, Healer, and Luvoso), and some I’ve worked with as a young adult (Rain, R, and G are cases of this), and others I’ve worked with for a not quite a year to about two years (V, B, S, Z, Rat, Ayrus, Derno, Holy Demon, and Doctor are examples). The courting has always gone as this: the spirit expresses interest in being my mate/partner, we discuss both our comforts and discomforts (or rather the do’s & don’t’s) with dating, our ways of expressing love (as everyone’s ways are different), my explaining the fact I have multiple partners and how intolerance of any of them won’t be acceptable, my requesting they come to me if there are issues (generally there isn’t as my astral form can split so I can spend time with all of them while I bi-exist in the astral plane), and our working out a schedule for dates both astrally and here with myself in the physical. Basically we started out as friends first then started dating.

As for how I met Healer. Well, him and his sister Her* and some of their friends just showed up one day when I was about 5. They asked if they could stay, which my companions Everchanging and Crane and myself said was fine. Some helped with the super early stages of the refuge, and some like Healer and Her* chose to work with me as a companion. No, Healer (nor Her*) saw me right away and decided they were going to be my mate. They both left for a time, as can happen with companions, because our paths were diverging as we grew and changed (more specifically me), and it wasn’t until a few years ago when they returned and we started bonding again that they realized their feelings for myself (and vice versa for me with them).

(If you want to know all their “names”- they’re not actual names, but nicknames used for Tumblr: Spirit Spouses: Snake, Greyed, Topaz Eyes, Silvered, Him*, Ayrus, Derno, & Her*; Mates: Healer, Rat, Z, Rain, Luvoso, V, B, H, S, R, G, Doctor, and Holy Demon)

Huhu 😗 I have a question about manifesting someone, you say that some BTS partners will do that. But I heard about free will. Is that not wrong? uwu thanks

hello love, before I explain what *i* think about this let me quickly give a short disclaimer. This is what *i* believe in and what makes sense to *me*. You do not have to agree, it’s up to you what you choose to believe in.

Okay so my believes in regards to this are based on the multiverse theory (you can google this, it’d be way too much to put this here as well). Basically every decision or thought you have creates a new universe. Which means there are multiple realities with multiple outcomes. Meaning that whatever you want exists already. Basically what I am trying to say is that you’re the only one having free will in your Reality, simply because it’s yours.

Let’s say you want to manifest your crush. There is a reality where you are and can be together. But let’s say your crush currently wants to date idk - Mila Kunis in *his* reality. There is a reality where this is possible and happening. Meaning both realities co-exist. You cannot take anyone’s free will away, because there is a reality for them as well. You ARE the main character in as well as the whole production team of your Reality. So yes, you can manifest whatever the fuck you want and no you are not taking anyone’s free will away because you are the only one with free will in your reality. Also you cannot just simply wish for something and it’ll appear, you have to be a vibrational match to it, meaning you have to put in work to attract it into *your* reality. And if you are a vibrational match well honey you better be sure that your crush WILL fall in love with you. You simply have to truly believe in it and put it in the work. Listen to your intuition and let it guide you :)

I hope this makes sense <3

Some basics of Crystals!!! Enjoy lovelies!!

Part 1 ☆♡☆

When you first started working with deities were you scared? How did you know if they wanted to work with you? How do you communicate?

(sorry for all the questions I’m so interested in this!)💕

Don't worry about the questions hahah I don't mind :)

I was definitely scared and nervous when I first started working with them! I wasn't sure if they were even real and when I did get more secure in that, I didn't want to offend them or say something wrong. It can be really nerve-wracking but you get used to it!

As for how I know they wanted to work with me, I know this may sound a little weird if you're not spiritual or not used to practicing spirituality or even religion, but I just "knew". Kind of like how I know for a fact that 2+2=4, I also know when they're around or if I'm talking to them. I think it really helps to be confident in your own skills and knowledge here!

Communication with deities is different for everyone! For me, I literally just talk to them in my head. I'm not super comfortable speaking out loud to them (and they know that), so I speak to them in my head and I get a general feeling for what their response is. A simple example would be me saying something like "hello!", and then getting a feeling of them greeting me in return! There are tons of ways to communicate with them though, including prayers, tarot cards, pendulums, offerings, written words, spoken words, music, etc. While there are definitely classic ways to communicate, in modern times, there really is no right or wrong way as long as you're respectful!

I hope this helps! Let me know if you have any more questions!

Hey! How can we find out a deity's preferred way of communication?

Hey sunshine! ☀️

That's a great question and one that I don't think I can give a definite answer on. Honestly my first instinct was to say "just ask" but I don't think that's helpful.

I think trial and error is the best way to figure that out. I went through a similar thing when I started working with angels actually. It took me a while of feeling things out before I concluded that Gabriel preferred tarot reading above any other form of communication, and that only came from trying other ways and seeing that they don't work for either me or him. I asked him once why he doesn't just speak to me (clairaudience) and he simply replied that he doesn't like it, it's uncomfortable. On the other hand, when Azazel came around, I had wanted to get a new pendulum to communicate with him and he simply said, "No need" and he's very eager to speak to me through clairaudience.

Some entities and deities will be straight up about it and simply start communicating with you through their chosen method, but sometimes you have to figure it out and that comes from trial and error in my opinion. Play around with things and see what works best, no one's expecting it to be perfect right away. Also, the way individual entities choose to communicate with certain people often varies so don't think that because your experience with a deity is different than someone else's it's wrong, and don't feel pressured to do what others do if it doesn't work for you. Your relationships with your deities are unique, and that's why sometimes it takes a bit to find your feet.

Thanks so much for asking sunshine! Ask about this on other blogs if you'd like, others will probably have better advice on this subject than I will. Also please feel free to DM me if I've misunderstood the question in any way.

Khaire! ☀️