Latest Posts by theyurienjoyer - Page 2
thinking about how the best case scenario that elphaba can imagine in the wizard and i is that finally someone will come along who will be able to change everything about her. even in her wildest dreams, she views that as her best option.
and then.
along comes galinda. who - after spending an entire night attempting to give her a makeover - settles on: ‘actually, you’re perfect just the way you are. i wouldn’t change a thing. except maybe to tuck a little piece of myself in with you, just there.’
and i just think that’s neat.
“You could’ve picked me”
I AM STRAIGHT UP NOT OK OH MY GOD
CRYING at Galinda performing the most flamboyant like...tropical bird mating dance the world has ever seen
Meanwhile poor Elphaba, who has never experienced flirting with ANYONE before, let alone the world's most flamboyant closeted lesbian tropical bird, has no idea what the hell she's looking at and is just like ??????
Still, points for at least attempting to match Galinda's freak
Truly the most magnificent sapphic fail-flirt scene of all time.
mitsuaya both still getting shy about admitting how long they’ve liked each other even now after they’ve already kissed oh i know years later they’ll be one of those “awww babe you had a crush on me? how embarrassing for you” couples for sure
boop 🩷
i am finally healed, prepare to be sick of me for the following days
I’M SO FED UP WITH THIS SICKNESS BROOOOOOO CAN I GET BETTER ALREADY I CANNOT EMBRACE MY FULL POTENTIAL AS A RAGING FEMME LESBIAN 🔥🔥🔥🔥
I’M SO FED UP WITH THIS SICKNESS BROOOOOOO CAN I GET BETTER ALREADY I CANNOT EMBRACE MY FULL POTENTIAL AS A RAGING FEMME LESBIAN 🔥🔥🔥🔥
SHE’S SO AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHH
Romeo and Juliet
compulsive heterosexuality is truly one of the worst things you could ever experience not only as a lesbian, but also as a feminine woman. i have been a christian for as long as i have been existing in this planet—raised with catholic knowledge, scriptures, grew up with religious family—therefore, i always thought that women are only meant to be with a man as they are meant to be with a woman. women are meant to submit, to be whoever i am today, while men are meant to protect; to which i do not mind because being feminine is amazing, being feminine is special! it makes me unique, it makes me powerful. i wouldn’t mind being clingy to you, i wouldn’t mind cleaning the dishes for you, i wouldn’t mind being left alone at home for you to come back home with our children, but i always find myself in tears whenever i try to envision myself with a man.
you know this by now but it’s been a year since i assembled the puzzle pieces of my identity and finally figured things out like yes, i am lesbian and i have never been so happier to finally call myself one! i am sending all of my love to all the bisexual people; it is a label that i was once comfortable identifying myself with until i have felt that i know i could be something more than that. most of the time, i am super confident in my skin. sometimes, i feel like throwing up.
the moment i find a man attractive, i get so confused that i start to despise myself ruthlessly. a part of me is terrified, deeply terrified.
will i ever be happy with the decisions i make in my life if i keep on swaying back and forth like what i’m doing today? do i really like girls? am i just playing with their feelings the whole time? are they an experiment all along? am i an experiment? am i actually a lesbian when i end up finding certain men pretty? what if my sacrifices for being bold boils down to the drain and at the end of the day, i’ll settle down with a man? will i actually burn just because i am being who i really am? will i be that kind of a lesbian who will be despised for having this compulsion? maybe i do really like men? will all of this boil back down to me being a christian? will my parents tell me that they told me so and i’ll find myself crying, telling myself that they were right all along? am i meant to suffer from the constant loop that repeats all of these questions again? the moment i find a man attractive and try to envision myself leaning my head against his shoulder, arms wrapped around his; i can never see the same sparkle in my eyes when i love a woman. what am i? who am i, truly? does it ever get better?
this is my biggest fear. you could bring me cockroaches; the insects i always despised since i was a kid, you could take me to the tallest building since i am terrified of heights, but to constantly doubt who i really am and realize that i still haven’t figured it out yet is what would kill me.
DARTH VADER/ANAKIN SKYWALKER in AHSOKA (S01E05)
life is beautiful and everything will be okay in the end anyways
The narrative really chewed him up and spit bro out
The sacred water connects us together
woke up to a mcdonald’s bag with a hotcake box sitting beside me before i start my day 🌟 today’s already starting great, thanks brother!
off to fight the great war now, fellas (one pending project due tonight, one lesson to be reviewed for tomorrow’s exams, two pending projects for the student organization, three lessons to be reviewed for next week’s exams) please wish me luck
off to fight the great war now, fellas (one pending project due tonight, one lesson to be reviewed for tomorrow’s exams, two pending projects for the student organization, three lessons to be reviewed for next week’s exams) please wish me luck
I love lesbian gender so much. Literally every lesbian I’ve met has their own unique form of gender expression. Even within dynamics like butchfemme, we still transcend “normal” definitions of gender. We’re like scrapbooks, we just collect all these little pieces of fashion and culture and construct our own sense of beauty out of it in hopes that other lesbians will find it cool.
an even less exhaustive list of femme literature
since a made of a list of butch lit, I thought it would be nice to make a list of femme writing by (mostly) femme authors as well. books I've read myself in bold; take the rest with a grain of salt. I'd really appreciate additions, especially of fiction!
fiction:
dykette by jenny fran davis
perfume and pain by anna dorn
trash by dorothy allison
all the pretty girls by chandra mayor
femme confidential by nairne holtz
bottle rocket hearts by zoe whittall
nonfiction:
brazen femme: queering feminity ed chloe brushwood rose and anna camilleri
femme: feminists, lesbians, and bad girls ed laura harris and elizabeth crocker
the femme mystique ed leslea newman
out of the closet and nothing to wear by leslea newman
fierce femmes and notorious liars by kai cheng thom
dirty river by leah lakshmi piepzna-samarasinha
s/he by minnie bruce pratt
naked in the promised land by lillian faderman
a restricted country by joan nestle
rust belt femme by raechel anne jolie
my dangerous desires by amber hollibaugh
odd girls and twilight lovers by lillian faderman
another mother tongue by judy grahn
boots of leather, slippers of gold by elizabeth lapovsky and madeline davis
the persistent desire ed joan nestle
persistence: all way butch and femme ed ivan coyote and zena sharman
articles/essays:
our own words by rosza daniel lang/levitsky in e-flux
high femme camp antics by jenny fran davis in la review of books
with gratitude and struggle by nan alamilla boyd in autostraddle
that time I went on a lesbian cruise and blew up my life by shannon keating in buzzfeed
femme-inism by paula austin in colonize this!
Kase-san and Morning Glories
Just being with her is like a dream.
women.
clap for women
if being an awkward loser lesbian was illegal id be in prison
do we fw femmes who are major dorks?? femmes who cant see without their glasses?? femmes who are straight A students?? femmes who have no spatial awareness and are constantly bumping into everything around them?? femmes who spend all their free time thinking about and researching their latest special interests?? femmes who will go on and on without taking a break about anything and everything that's been on their mind, not realizing that they've been talking for hours?? femmes who can hardly imagine anyone actually falling for them because of the way that they typically annoy everyone with their yapping?? femmes who just want to have their brain shut off for once?? do we fw dork femmes?????
hahahahahaha my girlfriend is the cutest, bro just made me cum and whine in their hands and now they’re snoring like they’re working a 9-5 shift 🥹 brb while i go cry in adoration
Back on my bullshit (in bed napping with my plushies and dreaming of my butch)