Tutorial???

Can I get a matchup?^^;Im a calm person,with a bit sassy humor.Understanding toward others,but more strict toward myself.Daydreaming/random naps anywhere;;Hate mess&tend to remind people to take care of themselves a lot if they need it,but Im not the best example of it even if I try hard;;I love gaining new knowledge,Im into art as well.Ambitious but lazy;;Get scared easily.Dislike doing risky things,but if I feel stressed,I tend to act carelessly.I dont seem but love cuddling~Have a nice day^^;

Ooh, this one’s a little tougher! Tbh, I’d ship you with Saeyoung!

He’d love your sassy side, but also enjoy how you remind him to take care of himself. Once he noticed that you dislike clutter, he may even try to tidy up after himself a bit better by not leaving his dirty clothes lying around, and attempting to sweep up crumbs and such so you don’t have to. He’s got a plethora of “useless” knowledge about plenty of things, and I’m sure he’d love to share all that with you (even if he pushes you away at first~) If he notices that you’re afraid or anxious, he’d likely wrap you up in his jacket and hum softly for you to help you calm down, and we all know he totally down for cuddling. You may wanna watch the risky behavior, though, cause that may tempt him into coaxing out both your wild sides. ;)

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Writing Masterpost (Updated 07/08/17)

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★ ★ ★ DIABOLIK LOVERS ★ ★ ★ –Smut– —– Listen to me, Sow – Yuma Mukami x MC —– Hellishly Irresistible – Shu Sakamaki x MC —– Come to Hell with Me – Laito Sakamaki x MC —– You Better Stay Still – Ruki Mukami x MC —– I Can’t Wait to Unwrap You – Laito Sakamaki x MC

–Quick Writes– —– Ayato’s Love Bites (NSFW)

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★ ★ ★ KILLING STALKING ★ ★ ★ –Smut– —– Do You Want to Suck My Cock, Charlie? – Sangwoo Oh x OC

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★ ★ ★ MYSTIC MESSENGER ★ ★ ★ –Smut– —– Is This What Princesses Like? – Zen(Hyun Ryu) x MC —– This is for My Pleasure First – Jumin Han x Jaehee Kang —– This Time, it’s My Pleasure – Jumin Han x Jaehee Kang —– I Wish I Was There Right Now – Seven(Saeyoung Choi) x MC —– We Could Have Some Fun – Yoosung Kim x MC —– You Don’t Need to be Nervous With me – Jumin Han x Jaehee Kang —– You’re Gorgeous, Love – V(Jihyun Kim) x MC —– You’re Releasing an Animal Tonight – Werewolf!Zen(Hyun Ryu) x MC —– And I Want Your Blood – Vampire!Jumin Han x MC —– Imagine Me, Werewolf!Zen –  Werewolf!Zen(Hyun Ryu) x MC —– You’re Going to Give Me Your Soul – Demon!Yoosung Kim x MC —– There’s More Potion Where That Came From – Witch!Jaehee Kang x MC —– It Sounds All the Better When You Play it, Love – Zen(Hyun Ryu) x MC —– Too Bad You Can’t Fuck a Hologram – GHOST!Seven(Saeyoung Choi) x MC —– I Want You For Dessert – Jumin Han x Jaehee Kang —– This is What Netflix and Chill is, Right? –  Seven(Saeyoung Choi) x Male!MC —– The Camera Doesn’t Make Beauty, it Captures It – V(Jihyun Kim) x MC —– This Was What You Had Planned? – Zen(Hyun Ryu) x MC —– Shall We Go Back to Bed? – Jumin Han x MC —– Let Me Eat You Until You Can’t Take It – Zen(Hyun Ryu) x MC —– Try to Stay Quiet – Werewolf!Zen(Hyun Ryu) x MC —– Just Check Your Messages – Zen(Hyun Ryu) x MC —– Do You Like How my Bike Vibrates? – Zen(Hyun Ryu) x MC —– Our Birthday Isn’t Over Yet – Seven(Saeyoung Choi) x MC x Unknown(Saeran Choi) —– I Don’t Know What You’re Talking About, Officer – Police Officer!Zen(Hyun Ryu) x MC

–Smut Series– —– One Night Standerwood (Part 1) (Part 2) – Vanderwood x MC

–Fluff– —– As I Love You – V(Jihyun Kim) x MC —– You’re the Most Gorgeous of People – Zen(Hyun Ryu) x MC —– There’s My Beautiful Princess’s Smile – Zen(Hyun Ryu) x MC —– Can We Take Your Picture? – No Pairings, V(Jihyun Kim) Focus

–Quick Writes– —– Making Out With Jumin (Smut-ish) —– Jumin and Jaehee Curing a Headache (NSFW) —– Shower Lesson With Jihyun (NSFW) —– Giving Zen Head (NSFW) —– Zen’s Valentine’s Day Cocklate (NSFW) —– Giving Jihyun Head (NSFW) —– Zen’s Happy Trail (NSFW) —– Teasing Unknown (NSFW) —– Vanderwood’s Training (NSFW) —– Blindfolded by Zen (NSFW) —– Yoosung’s Birthday Blowjob (NSFW) —– Maid Seven (NSFW) —– Say Something [Zen] (Angst) —– Blindfolded Zen (NSFW) —– Zen’s Beast (NSFW) —– Walls [Zen] (Angst) —– Butler!Zen (NSFW) —– Werewolf!Zen’s Tease (NSFW)

–SFW Headcanons– —– Job Switch (RFA + V) —– Favorite Card/Board games (RFA + V + Unknown) —– As Songs from Wicked (RFA) —– Getting into a Fight (Zen) —– Reacting to the Death of MC (RFA)

–NSFW Headcanons– —– First Time with Male!MC (RFA + V + Unknown + Vanderwood) —– Shy MC Hinting at Sex (RFA)

–Vanderweek 2017– —– Day 1: Memories —– Day 2: Vanderwood Route —– Day 3: Romance (NSFW) —– Day 4: Hobbies —– Day 5: Conflict

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★ ★ ★ UTA NO PRINCE-SAMA ★ ★ ★ –Quick Writes– —– Cuddling with Natsuki (Fluff)

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★ ★ ★ VOLTAGE INC ★ ★ ★ ★ Scandal in the Spotlight ★ –Smut– —– The Best Birthday Present of All – Kyohei Rikudoh x MC

–SFW Headcanons– —– Steamy Collab with Idol!MC (Kyohei)

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Writing Masterlist!

Hellooo~~ So I created a masterlist, so it’ll be easier to navigate around here since I reblog posts a lot. 

Will update it regularly :D

I don’t always write MysMe, I like a lot of stuff lol. If you want to find my other writings, find me on my MysMe blog , fanfiction.net , AO3

Mystic Messenger: Life After  Zen X MC Fanfic Daily Life, Romance, Friendship Preview: Life of MC and Zen together after the end of the party. Status : END Read on other site: fanfiction.net | AO3

Chapter 1 here | Chapter 1.5 (NSFW) here | Chapter 2 here | Chapter 3 here | Chapter 4 here | Chapter 5 here

Chapter 6 here | Chapter 7 here | Chapter 7.5 (NSFW) here | Chapter 8 here | Chapter 9 here | Chapter 10 here

Chapter 11 here | Chapter 12 here | Chapter 13 here | Chapter 14 here | Chapter 14.5 here | Chapter 15 here

Chapter 16 here | Chapter 17 here | Chapter 18 here | Chapter 19 here | Chapter 20 here 

Mystic Messenger: Life Again

Zen X MC X Saeyoung Fanfic Angst, Tragedy, Romance Summary: Continuation of the Life After fic Status: ONGOING Read on other site: fanfiction.net | AO3

Chapter 1 | Chapter 2 | Chapter 3 | Chapter 4 | Chapter 5 | 

Chapter 6 | Chapter 7 | Chapter 8 | Chapter 9 | Chapter 10 | 

MysMe Short Fic, HCs, Scenario, etc

Perks of Dating Zen (Hairs) | Jumin’s Gift | Seven’s Real Life | Cure To Addiction (Zen) | Yoosung’s New Friend 

Random MysMe Drabbles and thoughts

Waiting | Correct Treatment | Zen’s Smile | 

my tribute to the fall of vine, part 1

part 1/part 2/part 3/part 4

Injury angst for writing dummies.

Hospitals and injury are always such a staple of angst fics, but 9 times out of 10 the author has clearly never been in an emergency situation and the scenes always come off as over-dramatized and completely unbelievable. So here’s a crash course on hospital life and emergencies for people who want authenticity. By someone who spends 85% of her time in a hospital. 

Emergency Departments/Ambulances.

Lights and sirens are usually reserved for the actively dying. Unless the person is receiving CPR, having a prolonged seizure or has an obstructed airway, the ambulance is not going to have lights and sirens blaring. I have, however, seen an ambulance throw their lights on just so they can get back to the station faster once. Fuckers made me late for work.

Defibrillators don’t do that. You know, that. People don’t go flying off the bed when they get shocked. But we do scream “CLEAR!!” before we shock the patient. Makes it fun.

A broken limb, surprisingly, is not a high priority for emergency personnel. Not unless said break is open and displaced enough that blood isn’t reaching a limb. And usually when it’s that bad, the person will have other injuries to go with it.

Visitors are not generally allowed to visit a patient who is unstable. Not even family. It’s far more likely that the family will be stuck outside settling in for a good long wait until they get the bad news or the marginally better news. Unless it’s a child. But if you’re writing dying children in your fics for the angst factor, I question you sir. 

Unstable means ‘not quite actively dying, but getting there’. A broken limb, again, is not unstable. Someone who came off their motorbike at 40mph and threw themselves across the bitumen is. 

CPR is rarely successful if someone needs it outside of hospital. And it is hard fucking work. Unless someone nearby is certified in advanced life support, someone who needs CPR is probably halfway down the golden tunnel moving towards the light. 

Emergency personnel ask questions. A lot of questions. So many fucking questions. They don’t just take their next victim and rush off behind the big white doors into the unknown with just a vague ‘WHAT HAPPENED? SHE HIT HER HEAD?? DON’T WORRY SIR!!!’ They’re going to get the sir and ask him so many questions about what happened that he’s going to go cross eyed. And then he’s going to have to repeat it to the doctor. And then the ICU consultant. And the police probably. 

In a trauma situation (aka multiple injuries (aka car accident, motorbike accident, falling off a cliff, falling off a horse, having a piano land on their head idfk you get the idea)) there are a lot of people involved. A lot. I can’t be fucked to go through them all, but there’s at least four doctors, the paramedics, five or six nurses, radiographers, surgeons, ICU consultants, students, and any other specialities that might be needed (midwives, neonatal transport, critical retrieval teams etc etc etc). There ain’t gonna be room to breathe almost when it comes to keeping someone alive.

Emergency departments are a life of their own so you should probably do a bit of research into what might happen to your character if they present there with some kind of illness or injury before you go ahead and scribble it down.

Wards

Nurses run them. No seriously. The patient will see the doctor for five minutes in their day. The nurse will do the rest. Unless the patient codes.

There is never a defibrillator just sitting nearby if a patient codes. 

And we don’t defibrillate every single code. 

If the code does need a defibrillator, they need CPR.

And ICU. 

They shouldn’t be on a ward. 

There are other people who work there too. Physiotherapists will always see patients who need rehab after breaking a limb. Usually legs, because they need to be shown how to use crutches properly.

Wards are separated depending on what the patient’s needs are. Hospitals aren’t separated into ICU, ER and Ward. It’s usually orthopaedic, cardiac, neuro, paediatric, maternity, neonatal ICU, gen surg, short stay surg, geriatric, palliative…figure out where your patient is gonna be. The care they get is different depending on where they are.

ICU.

A patient is only in ICU if they’re at risk of active dying. I swear to god if I see one more broken limb going into ICU in a fic to rank up the angst factor I’m gonna shit. It doesn’t happen. Stop being lazy. 

Tubed patients can be awake. True story. They can communicate too. Usually by writing, since having a dirty great tube down the windpipe tends to impede ones ability to talk. 

The nursing care is 1:1 on an intubated patient. Awake or not, the nurse is not gonna leave that room. No, not even to give your stricken lover a chance to say goodbye in private. There is no privacy. Honestly, that nurse has probably seen it all before anyway. 

ICU isn’t just reserved for intubated patients either. Major surgeries sometimes go here post-op to get intensive care before they’re stepped down. And by major I mean like, grandpa joe is getting his bladder removed because it’s full of cancer. 

Palliative patients and patients who are terminal will not go to ICU. Not unless they became terminally ill after hitting ICU. Usually those ones are unexpected deaths. Someone suffering from a long, slow, gradually life draining illness will probably go to a general ward for end of life care. They don’t need the kind of intensive care an ICU provides because…well..they’re not going to get it??

Operations.

No one gets rushed to theatre for a broken limb. Please stop. They can wait for several days before they get surgery on it. 

Honestly? No one gets ‘rushed’ to theatre at all. Not unless they are, again, actively dying, and surgery is needed to stop them from actively dying. 

Except emergency caesarians. Them babies will always get priority over old mate with the broken hip. A kid stuck in a birth canal and at risk of death by pelvis is a tad more urgent than a gall stone. And the midwives will run. I’ve never seen anyone run as fast as a midwife with a labouring woman on the bed heading to theatres for an emergency caesar.

Surgery doesn’t take as long as you think it does. Repairing a broken limb? Two hours, maybe three tops. Including time spent in recovery. Burst appendix? Half an hour on the table max, maybe an hour in recovery. Caesarian? Forty minutes or so. Major surgeries (organs like kidneys, liver and heart transplants, and major bowel surgeries) take longer. 

You’re never going to see the theatre nurses. Ever. They’re like their own little community of fabled myth who get to come to work in their sweatpants and only deal with unconscious people. It’s the ward nurse who does the pick up and drop offs. 

Anyway there’s probably way, way more that I’m forgetting to add but this is getting too long to keep writing shit. The moral of the story is do some research so you don’t look like an idiot when you’re writing your characters getting injured or having to be in hospital. It’s not Greys Anatomy in the real world and the angst isn’t going to be any more intense just because you’re writing shit like it is. 

Peace up.