It’s 3:52 At The Time Of Writing This And I’m A Bit Bored Right Now. If You’re Reading This Rn

Closed for the winter

first post on tumblr waow… heres something I drew after i got inspired by a pic off pinterest. anyway i love holden he's so relatable

Preordered a shirt and a physical copy of RAMONA on CD since they were limited edition releases for the 10 year anniversary and it arrived early! I love the quote from kill bill on the inside of the case. It feels good to finally own these.

Thought I woke up at 1:50 pm but it was am. Now I gotta find some shit to do.

Hey, making yet another post about some music I listened to at 2:00 while out on a midnight walk. I’m gonna put a disclaimer for whoever may see this post but I just want to vent a little bit at the bottom of this post and if you’re only interested in the albums then here they are with some of my thoughts on them written underneath.

Earl Sweatshirt and The Alchemist - VOIR DIRE (2023)

An amazing album with vivid wordplay by Earl and The Alchemist's immaculate and beautiful beats to serenade the listener. My only real complaint is that it's only 22 minutes long. I'll give it a 10/10.

CYBEREALITYライフ - Midnight Walk (2013)

I had this album written down in a list for a long time now and i figured it would fit to listen to this during my walk. I never saw when it was released until i checked near the last few tracks. I thought that it was more of a chopped & screwed record near the first half as the beats were slowed down and the vocals were slowed and also pitched down a bit. Also, a majority of the tracks used beats from MF DOOM. Overall for a vaporwave album released in the infancy of the genre, I'll give it a 8/10.

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Now, to vent. I've mentioned in some posts that I sometimes go on midnight walks just to clear my mind but sometimes it doesn't feel like it works too well. I never want to use my blog as a place to vent fully and air out my problems and make it other peoples problems or just seem like I'm doing some sort of attention seeking post to stoke the flames of activity on my page. I feel like a fucking loser sometimes cause I either get a nervous stutter sometimes or realize my voice sounds like I'm slurring words together or repeating the same few words. It doesn't help either that putting out applications and getting nothing back is just a bit disheartening. I don't know if these episodes of sad feeling or other awful shit would lessen if I go back to therapy or just fix my sleep schedule. Forgive me for venting publicly like this, whether you're a mutual to me or some random stranger on here who just managed to find this post in some fucked up irony. Either way, I thank you for your time and I wish you a good day/night, good health, and that things get better for whoever may read this. I don’t have any plans or ideations but I’m gonna hop off and probably take a nap.

My box set of Chromakopia came in! It took me forever to figure out how to assemble the container but I got it now. Will probably post a bunch of albums that I listened to recently since I’ve been forgetting to post here.

Rest in peace to an underground rapper/producer and veteran of the New York Fire Department, Ka. I listened to Orpheus vs the sirens a while back but I remember falling in love with the production and samples throughout the album and Ka’s raspy vocals as the whole album reminded me of something by MF DOOM. If you have the time, please check out this album, you won’t regret it. As for me, I’m gonna check some of his solo projects he made.

The official statement from his insta

When I scroll through your blog I feel as if I'm descending a dark well and I'll never be seen again

This is one of my favorite songs to listen to while walking at night and nobody's awake. It's such an amazing piece of art that can sound absolutely hopeful as the ending of a hopeless and melancholy filled album. I like how in the remaster you can actually hear the final speech Peggy gives about how he made the album because he loved making music and I find myself living by it that I hope if anybody sees any of my posts on social media about music I loved or liked that they see how I'm truly in love with it.

Hello everyone. It's been quite some time since i last posted and I'm truly sorry but i shall try and be a little more active. Anyways, here are some (pretty overdue) albums i had listened to. Enjoy.

Usually I'd give my favorite tracks but I felt burnt out with music in general but I feel refreshed enough to go back to listening to albums. I believe that my first album back will either be Revolutionary Vol. 1 by Immortal Technique or 2014 Forest Hills Drive by J. Cole but I think I'll go with the first choice as one song has me curious from it. Have a good day/night.