My Body Is MY Temple So I Will Treat My Temple As I Please. If MY Temple Needs To Be Starved She Will

Tw sorry lol

man I would love to slit my wrists rn but I can’t since I have to get labs done in a few weeks and I know that they won’t be healed by then. I might just go it on my tights tho but that’s an awkward place to me yk

current mood

coloring in my colleges library while trying not to cry 👍

mini mood board 4 inspired bc idk why but i cannot fucking. stop. eating.

all i think about is my weight and the wanting to lose, but i am stuck maintaining and ending up in binges.

i need to be smaller. i have to. i’ve been working so hard why am i messing this up??

I feel this but with family/friends :(

I want love but I don't want to have to beg for it. Please love me too. Please acknowledge me. It's like you don't want me here anymore...are you better off without me? Is everyone better off without me?...

the devil couldn’t reach me so he made me feel like i dont belong anywhere.

ITS BACK!

There’s so much to unpack here:

Pack of Beakers

Goth Beaker

The Beaker snitching and pointing out the photographer

The Beaker that’s about to unload on the photographer

The terminator strut before the ass whooping and you know he’s moving at speed because of the blur

The ominous feeling that you know this is 3 in the morning

Hey, reblog this if you’re ok with mutuals messaging you and stuff!

Asking for my sanity :]

me because i did sm work convincing everyone that i got better and i cant destroy that now

i deserve to be an eel. in a crevice with a bunch of other eels. opening and closing our mouths over and over