I Think There’s Something To Be Said About How Depressing The Presence Of Roach Bud Across All Of Gregor’s

hey it’s me lol

Hello there TsukiAza nation, can I interest you in some crippling angst during these trying times?

I didn't make these all credit goes to @LuninTIBTEW on Twitter for telling me to letting me post these here!

behold. the licovamp doodle page i made a few days ago

get that clown around town

You're going to die Mira

@nopanamaman i simply love this song

this was done in 10 to 12 hrs and is my first mv ever so yk don't come after me if theres some bugginess or smth

(THIS IS A FANMADE MV, the song and characters belong to ferry, i just did some funky artsy shit)

apparently they can talk to you through kris’ pocket and offer useless commentary?? nice

A doodle of kenjirou maybe? 👉👈 I really like the way you draw him… so soft…

here u go! i hope you enjoy it!

this image was always painful but now that we have more context on it, it's straight up just driving me insane

the fact that dongbaek and yi sang are at the front, but dongbaek is hiding her hands.... the fact that gubo is off to the side and looks anxious almost.... the fact that dongrang stands at the back (fully at the back, to me it looks like he's standing behind even the guy he's shoulder-to-shoulder to) and is the only one not looking at the camera, his heart not truly in it...

i feel like gregors roach traits could be read as allegories for PTSD/trauma. obviously the way he got them was a very traumatic experience, but i wanna focus on the war shit and the other genetically modified veterans we see. Like how he grows more buggy when he gets really stressed, and the more traumatized he gets the less physically human he becomes (because trauma dehumanizes you!!). and when he survives the war and tries to live a normalish life, the one thing that keeps it from happening is his cockroach arm. It won’t go away, even if he tries to cut it off, and it lashes out indiscriminately much to his scorn and resentment. like that scene in the subway where it attacks that woman seemed to be followed by mentions of the war and thoughts of it on greg’s part. I also think that the way gregor and all the other insectoid smoke war vets who turned to enkephalin (can’t say i blame them:( ) couldn’t get their lives back and were used and thrown away is like obvs a statement on how the govt/war machine/military industrial complex treats (disabled, but that’s another text post for another time) veterans. not to mention the fact that gregor explained they were operated on without their consent!! gregor and co are seen as disposable, disgusting insects who are less than human. i also think there’s something to be said about the fact that he’s a cockroach specifically. yes, they’re viewed as gross, disgusting pests but they’re also survivors. no matter how disgusting people think they are they don’t die in water and they can literally survive decapitation. also like the way trauma makes you feel so disgusting and tainted and like how your own mind and body don’t belong to you. he can’t look at him own arm/body without remembering that his own mother decided to surgically experiment on him… he consistently talks down on himself for being a roach human hybrid or whatever. he makes me so sad. the way other people treat him like he’s gross too like omfg it makes me sooo mad. he has endured so much dehumanization on so many different fronts :( i hope he has a good support system. anyways i like gregor hes a dilf cockroach milking

hi i am now allowed to post the kagecalendar for @kagezine :)