Clarice Lispector, From Selected Crônicas; “Excess And Privation “

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Hello, folks. I’m writing another RP finder as I have a never-ending suspire for more.

About me: Fluent English, literate/advanced literate, 18+, and I write on Discord. I am down for any kind of plot, this includes controversial topics.

What I’m looking for: I prefer to play MxM or FxF. The characters I play are written in purple:

Genshin: Razor x Bennett, Gorou x Heizou, Xingqiu x Chongyun, Kazuha x Scaramouche, Tighnari x Cyno

Arcane: Caitlyn x Vi, Viktor x Jayce, Jinx x Ekko, Jinx x Vi (platonic), Jinx x Isha (platonic)

Yuri on Ice: Yuri P x Otabek

Wednesday: Wednesday x Enid

Sk8 the Infinity: Langa x Reki

Haikyuu: Kenma x Kuroo

Overwatch: Hanzo x Cassidy, Hanzo x Genji

AIB: Chishiya x Arisu, Chishiya x Niragi

Please either like this post or DM me and we can plot something together. I love head-cannoning, sharing fanart, and becoming friends OOC. Please consider! Thanks ˶ˆ꒳ˆ˵

the feminine urge to smoke a cig and then just kms idc

I think I'm just gonna- *stabs myself*

"You are slowly losing interest in me and I fucking hate it. I can feel the love between us fading and the worst part is: there's nothing I can do about it."

- M.C.

I don’t know if this is relatable or not, but do you ever watch a tv show or read a book or engage with some type of media, then have a very very difficult time determining what is from the media and what is actually real. I’ll think I’m a character from the media, that my loved ones are characters from the media, that I’m in the place where the media takes place. I’ll have a difficult time telling if my dog just died or if that happened in the media, if I just won a competition or if that was the media. Anyone else? Just me?

The saddest thing is when you are feeling real down, you look around and realize that there is no shoulder for you.

Bonnie and Clyde: Rambling #14

19th April 2022, 00:31

Dear God, my last rambling made me start thinking about this. A lover. A crazed lover. Somebody who is obsessed and head over heels for me. Somebody who spends every minute thinking about me, plotting scenarios about me, dreaming about me, who would do absolutely anything for me. Just as I would for them. In love. Wholly in love. Wildly in love. Our love would be messy. Bloody. I want us to elope and become Bonnie and Clyde. I want them to look at me, sparks behind their eyes, with a knife in their hand, blood spattered across their face, and a corpse by their feet. I want to walk forward, clutch their jaw, and press my lips firmly to their own. I want to make love in the blood of our victim. But, are they really a victim? We’re only ridding them from this horrible, horrible world. I think I would try and kill the bad, worst people of this world first. The animal abusers. The pedophiles. The parents who beat their children. Rich people who don’t donate to charities. Oh, and that one girl who lied about me hurting her when I was about six years old. You fucking bitch. I didn’t touch you. But, now I will. I’ll hurt you in the way you said I did, and then my partner will slit your throat and your blood will coat my naked body. I’ll glisten black under the moonlight. My lover, their eyes dilated in admiration, would drop their knife and come to me, tender hands leaving trails through the blood across my chest. Oh, how I would fall for you even further. I would kill for you. I would do anything for you. I would grow you roses fed with the blood of my enemies. They would be the brightest, most healthiest, deep red roses you have ever seen. All you have to do is let go and trust me. Just let go. Let your inner demons take control of the steering wheel. Join me in my instantly. Together we can dominate this disgusting, pathetic world. After all, it’s not fun to be insane when you’re alone.

~ 化け猫 (Bakeneko)