My Mind Is My Game , My Soul In One Blink.

A child

So innocent

So pure

Handed to me

From heavens door

This mind is empty

He warned me

So what you do

Is down to you

I looked at him

Ever so confused

Didn’t understand

Or even have a clue

Baby blue

Precious eyes

Looking so unfilled

Yet pure & beautiful

This tiny persons eyes

Looked so empty

Is this what he ment

When he said

Watch what I do

I watch each day

As she grows

And I can see

Her eyes becoming alive

Isn’t that mad

A empty shell I swear at first

But as she grew

So did the life, Within her eyes

Full of love , life & laughter

This little person

Is growing into my imagantion .

So I believed

But I swear she is real

She was giving to me

To raise , to fulfill

With all the love I could ever give

And she will be my long life gift

To this crazy world we belong in

I just pray I’ve made her strong

Coz this world is scary &

I’m scared they will break

My innocent child’s eyes

From the pure beauty

Built deep with inside.

@trueemotions91

Pretty lady

Looking at me,

Why do you bring

Me to my knees,

In all the humans

Upon the world,

Your the one

I kneel to.

Not because your eyes

Enchant me

Or the whisper of your voice

Excites me,

It’s a belonging I can’t explain

just a human brain .

@trueemotions91

In life we are giving just one shot, what makes you think you have the power to take that from me? Did you create me ? Can you even see me? I told you I can’t breathe, yet my words were silenced upon your knee. A black thing is all you see, not a man not me . A human your brother , begging under for the force of your power for my right n will to breathe. And still you couldn’t see me. The devil is inside you and I sympathised with you . How can you allow that man inside your soul ? But now you have released him into me . My soul is free but my mind can’t breathe. 8 minutes you took that was long enough. I heard Jesus call me to the hood. But I weren’t ready to go . I bloody told you so ! Now I’m here with a million voices and more! All Screaming through my hometown I can’t breathe or move! Can you hear me now! A million voices roar. But still it falls upon your ears! My pain is burning up through your towns, co-operate-coppers still prowling the streets ! Through all the noise, anger and blaze you still can’t see me stood here , clear for all to see! Three simple words - I CANT BREATHE!

5 boys who are running around,

doing what these boys do.

Power rangers.

Fighting & cars

Bruises from bangs

cuts from falls.

Feet stomping from your moods.

Screaming

All in a hurry.

Baby dolls. Kissses. Cuddles. Helping. Tears.

All the things above are nothing bad.

As they are what are perparing you to be a perfect man.

Your learn to control them paddys and in return control anger.

The tears you cry now will show you that being a man also means you need emotion because you are just another

human .

The bruises and bangs just make you that little bit tougher.

The dolls you play with now will help you as you to one day become a father.

The kisses and cuddles will show you that's all your family will need one day to feel protected just like you do now.

But for now I'm sit back watching you grow with tears, laughter and sometimes a bit of frustration - but mummy knows all the bad and all the good is going make you the perfect man for your future .

@trueemotions91

All I need is air

The sun

The moon

The sea

All things that are beyond the beauty of the earth

When all falls silence , all at last will be

How the world was ment to be

I see you , your struggles and all the things behide

But nature is calling you

To heal you

In the silence , of the night

We need that, to reinstate

Reinstate with the earth , the very place we was made

To feel the air against your naked skin

The noise of the trees

The sound of the leaves and rain

This is what your body is craving

A break from hell

And back to heaven on nature’s ground

Bare footed

To recharge from the ground

Not from the television , we weren’t made a plug in

Pick up the leaves

let the creatures of earth wiggle on your feet

Put down the phone

And dig your hands into earths rich soil

Roll around like you never have

Smell the flowers and enjoy the earth.

@trueemotions91

Better then never knowing , but the deepest story’s are always - what if ❤️

A flower so sweet and pure

Always staring at me

Through a open door

I wonder what

She is asking me for

Always waving hello.

I wonder if she knows

How much I adore her

And how much she makes

My skin crawl

She is amazing

Beautiful

I cant resist

To pull her from the ground

Just to give her one

Sweet kiss.

@trueemotions91

I hear you,

I can feel you

I can’t see you.

Sickness

Weakness

You make me do all these things.

Love

Hate

Twisted emotions

You control all these .

My movement

My touch

My taste

Are all crazy things

It scares me

To know your the most powerful thing.

@trueemotions91

When I was young

I thought I was strong

Thought life was just a laugh.

Till the voice in my head ,

Kept screaming for a chance .

Showing me things

My own eyes

Could never believe .

I ignored the noise

A racket in my brain

Used to tell the fucker

To just go away,

Always screaming at me

A fight against the other.

always in the inside

No one else can hear my brain

It sent me crazy

Used to screw

Wanted it to just escape

But it wanted to stick like glue .

Who was this screaming inside of me

I used to ask the fucker

But it would never accept the anwser .

I learnt to listen

And accept it

that’s when my words started flowing

It started screaming a little less louder

Then I realised it was me against my self

The devil and angel balancing me out

Till I accepted

That’s what my life was about

To find peace with my other self .

@trueemotions91