Crossroads lay ahead
The paths are clear now:
Continue or change
Alcohol, antidepressants and rage
Sobriety, healthy lifestyle and peace
Exhausted from protecting myself
And pretending to be strong
If one thing I taught you
Stick it to this tune
Life ain’t fair
We all know the apple ain’t square
So when everyone is glaring
Just remember your daring
They imagantion
To the next level
As thier have never
Seen
Such a amazing
Thing
Which is you.
So don’t be shy
Don’t feel intimated
Their are all just scared
Coz thier ain’t seen
Truth, in the human form
Which spills so flultently from the tongue
As beautifully as you .
@trueemotions91
Life one look one love , one heart one soul, one shot at this game .
Play wisely like a fool watch for the stars and fill the space .
Don’t let the clouds move that amstophre push them thoughts through quicker then a river.
Watch how it moves, watch how it trembles . It bears a lot of Weight but yet - never do it buckle .
To love, to loss ,to lose , to gain, to win , to climb.
To fly like a bird with the wind gliding your path.
You flip I flop .
You fall I climb .
@trueemotions91
Freedom
I hear them call
But thier ain’t ready for that door.
Freedom
Yet there still roar
Do thier know
What their are asking for?
Freedom to what
I stand and adore.
Freedom to withdraw ?
Your to in line
To know freedom
Is in the mind
Once you explore
And unwind
Then you may know
How freedom works
Because it’s
inside that cage
You locked so tight .
@trueemotions91
I look at a photo And a million words and memory's fly through my head.
They also bring tears to my eyes Why?
I want to smile and I want scream But that's good Means I'm still alive.
Means I know how to associate pain with happiness But Also means I'm strong enough to over come that pain By smiling By knowing one day all will come into place.
The puzzle may be missing pieces and some have been lost through out my life.
But they are there and they will one day be complete .
And when that day comes My heart and mind will in twine and awaken a deepen sense thats along been waiting .
A sense of fulfilment of love and happiness and my tears will still run through pain but it won't be in my eyes no more forever hid away
@trueemotions91
emotions make me feel physically sick
Yet I fight that feeling everyday
Just because I’m used to feeling that way
It’s not normal
I know that now
It is my soul
Breaking inside
It’s only escape
Since I lock it deep
I’ve ignored every instinct
To fight what I know
Coz the truth be told
I just don’t care no more .
Bottled for far to long
It’s only aim is to remind me every day
What makes me feel vile
But I allready know
He will never complete my soul
Yet forever under his control .
@trueemotions91
Lost in a world of emotions
Covid on my mind
Not a worry for the blind.
It’s not the strain of my eyes
from watching the tv
Or holding my phone all day
It’s the battle going on in my brain .
A pain I feel through shut eyes
The light don’t bother me no more
Used to the dark and the man made lights
With a flip of the switch .
It Seems day and night no longer disgunish
The hurt no longer exists
But neither does my happiness .
Lost in my own mind
But just a empty space .
Dying to breathe in the fresh air
To revitalise my brain .
Lost words that make no sense
Emotions I can’t figure out .
The world has gone crazy
And my brain is on the fall out .
How can my brain survive this pandemic with nothing to do , no air to breathe , no sun to see,
Just me .
@trueemotions91
Wow , I needed to read this as I could never put this into words as perfect as this person but is spot on & worded so perfectly x
Am I responsible for the damage in me Am I responsible for the damage in you Am I responsible for all of the things I couldn’t see Am I responsible for all of the missed things …when you couldn’t be When you couldn’t be I couldn’t rise from my own I needed you Just like you needed me Doomed to everything in between Doomed by the things we couldn’t see Doomed by the things we let be
I hate, me.
- {GK VIV}
A father ,
Is a important role
I promise you that
As a girl
I promise
I know .
To teach us right or wrong
Like our father
To teach us to be strong
Like our father
Now I’m not saying a mother is no less
But nor is a father
He is a huge impact upon
Your child’s mental state
And latter
You may not see eye to eye
But I promise you I don’t lie
To seek for love
When all was forgotten
A empty shadow
Of a man
That
I called dad
Was hidden
By a man in disguise
I craved for his love
I honestly did
But not for my good
Nor his
I realised years later
When all was gone
That all along
I just wanted my dad
To teach me how
A man was supposed to treat me
In a ideal world
I should of learnt all this from the man
I called my dad
@trueemotions91
Man made shit
Tissue to wipe my arse
Man I’d rather some grass
Man made shit
Cant shake the stick
From that drip
He’s hanging on to my every word
Yet he claps
When he gets a slap
From the man in the back.
Man made shit
What a laugh
Stood over their looking like a arse
Man made shit
Just a fart
When everyone laughs
Man made shit
Full of art
But you can’t do the crafts
Man made shit
Do I have to finish it .
@trueemotions91
If don’t make sense to you - take away the words man made shit , 🤪 x
Living life to the bare,
Never realising
I ain’t taking in enough air
To stoned to care
Feeling high as that airplane
In a desert island
Chillin to the beat of
Natures sound
Everyone around
Me is just
Blurring
The flowers keep turning
In amazing circles .
While the fairies are dancing
To my pretty foot sound.
The trees are sucking
From the ground .
The Bees are to busy
To see the flowers are running
Around .
The worms dig hard
But wiggle out the earth
Into it’s next survivors mouth .
The mud is moving
If I lay still enough
I’m sure I will feel it
Pretty things flying around.
@trueemotions91