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Lets talk about the not so pleasant parts of Autism

This post is not to say that aren't good things about being autistic or that every autistic will have my experience. Let's just not forget that this is a disability that needs to be taken seriously no matter the person. Any autistic person is welcome to add on the the list.

I'll start with my struggles:

Violent meltdowns

Public meltdowns

VERY poor hygiene the the point of needing teeth removed and hair loss

Constant loneliness and felling depressed from it

Co-occuring conditions like personality disorders, ptsd, depression, psychosis, etc

Mourning the childhood and friends you never had

Blatant bullying

Feeling like you will never make your family proud

Rejected by family, society, medical system, literally everyone

Being taken advantage of (including SA)

Constantly putting yourself in danger

EDs and malnourishment from dietary habits

Knowing that others are purposely leaving you out

Being called homeless and other names for stimming and wearing comfy attire

Sensory issues make you feel like your skin wants to remove itself

Sensory issues making you miss important or fun events

Knowing that you may never be independent

Being belittled

Self injurious stims and low self esteem from it

Embarrassment 101

No privacy

Constant painful state of confusion

Being mocked for how you communicate

Fear of being judged for alternative forms of communication

Needing assistance to just maintain a healthy shower schedule

Having to follow very specific routines to the point of possibly putting yourself in danger if you don't follow them

...and these are just some things. This is the not so pleasant part of what I go through on a daily basis as an autistic. This list can go on forever because autism comes in many "shapes and sizes". Any autistics of any level, if you want, please add on to this list to show that autistic isn't a quirk and can have some seriously hard to live with sides.

No. No that is not what mothers do. Are you okay?

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Just had two crying meltdowns and three nonverbal episodes in one day :D. Autism is lovely, school is clearly wonderful for my mental health, and the only things mentally holding me together on a day-to-day basis are the promise that my friends will still be there in the morning, and also my weighted blanket. Life is wonderful and I am doing great! Promise!

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Hello, it's the Birthday Anon. Or less ambigiously, the "a year in parkour civilization is 360 days" anon. So, if birthdays exist, surely holidays do. I think this will turn into a full ass calendar but idc, I NEED this.

Firstly, 12 months, 30 days each month. Here's the names of the 12 months since I'm NOT going to use the regular calendar stuff of "January, February, March" and so on.

1-block, 2-block, 3-block, Vertical, Ladder, Stair, Fence, Chain, Ice, Neos, Glass and Crystal. (PS: ngl I forgot the parkour legends so I might've been calling a parkour champion by the wrong name)

That's my proposed calender but you can invent your own Parkour Civilization Month Names if needed.

Then, holidays. I don't have exact dates tbh but I have ideas:

Something Something Parkour God related holiday(s).

Birthday of the old man.

Holidays dedicated to Parkour Legends.

Birthday of the Evil Champion.

Date of when X level of civilization is built assuming it had to built and was built at seperate times.

Holidays for specific Parkour Pro jobs. Like "House selling day" or something.

Holidays for specific items like totems of undying, brewing stands or whatever.

aaand... I'm kind of tired and while I'd love to ramble on and on, I don't really have much more energy to say all my ideas. See you later and I may ramble more when this ask gets posted! /nf

EXACTLY!!!!!!

@tsippi

I'm still deeply obsessed with grian just flying head first into end crystals in impossible minecraft's finale

“How could you?” “I can expla-“ “No, I don’t mean morally. Logistically how could you even pull something like this off?”