Currently 2 Of My Former Friends (I Don't Consider Us To Be Close Because We Don't Talk Anymore Lol)
Currently 2 of my former friends (I don't consider us to be close because we don't talk anymore lol) posted these on insta and they're both super skinny like every time I would see them in our former school I would be so jealous and only stare at their legs and the way they moved. They always seemed so light and carefree.
At work there's a woman even skinnier than them and every time she walks by I also get super jealous. Everyone around me just seems to have their shit together and then I'm over here lying in bed doing absolutely nothing except disappointing my parents with every second that passes, stuffing my fat face at home and also at work. Like can you imagine that I just go to the store on the opposite side of my workplace and buy stuff that together has over 1000 calories
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i can't stop eating. i hate myself
my heart is stupid
wear your favourite outfit with your tallest shoes. order that ridiculous drink and ask the server to add espresso. run that extra mile and see the river. make your favourite breakfast and add more flavour. clean your room with ghibli music in the background. do your homework with your feet on your desk. live life to its fullest extent, but don't push off your responsibilities. find your balance. dont settle for mediocre. take care.
you don’t need to be skinny to be beautiful!
now, me on the other hand
im literally so dumb because i'm constantly shifting between "im so gross i need to lose weight now" and "im fat anyways so i might as well eat a lot" and it's honestly so exhausting
“I hope that one day someone will make flowers grow in even the saddest parts of you.”
— vacants
scrolling through tumblr like looking at skinny people would make me skinny
I don’t think enough people talk about the social hierarchy of eating disorders.
So, this is simply a reminder that Bulimia is NOT “failed anorexia.” Binge-Eating Disorder is NOT laziness and lack of self control. EDNOS is NOT any less valid that anorexia. And, Anorexia is NOT cute or desirable.
These are all horrible and deadly disorders, and there is no way to “fail” at having a mental illness. We are all suffering is different ways and that is always valid and deserving of help.
i want all the extra fat on my body to fall off and turn into cash
Holy god I was gone for a long time lmao. just cycling through addictions and ig obsession with insta and twitter is over for now xD
