Yall Need To Drop The Narrative Of "I Become Aware Of Something Being Mine AND THEN It Happens Fr" Cuz

how to balance being the creator and being physical in your creation.♥︎

fun fact: there is a way to balance that!! (^_^) and this was supposed to come the same day i made the “how to “become”” post

i always wondered how am i supposed to balance being the sole creator of imagination, how am i supposed to balance being physical with the creation, how i am supposed to see “the outer-world”, how to the see the inner world and how am i supposed to see the law in a better perspective. and this is what this post is about!!

being the creator of my imagination and the 3D can be both confusing at the same time. like how i am supposed to create and not expect for it to show up??

the answer is you dont. you dont expect. you dont wait. you dont want… you ether have it or you dont. the 3D is supposed to be left alone and i want this to be DEEPLY ingrained in your mind.

the 3d is supposed to be left alone. the 3D shouldn’t be your concern, priority or something you scale to see if you “have it or not”. you are supposed to look within. not without. you’re supposed to identify as the inner man in its inner world who haves what he wants in there. youre not supposed to “make something happen”, you’re supposed to be it in consciousness.

read that for as many times as you want and truly accept this. your only focus should be giving yourself what you want within and your trust should be in your imagination, leave the outer man alone. hes just supposed to experience life as a human and live the creations you made within. there inside your imagination lies your power of creation and inner man (you.), this inner man fools himself to be two separate being, the outer man and the inner man. so when he sees something in the eyes of the outer man, he “believes” he wants it in “the outer world”. he “believes” he exists “outside”. but desire is within. feeling is within. the only way is to fulfill is within. the inner man is within. so why would the inner man want it physically? because this is the manifestation of the inner man fooling himself to be the outer man.

to add on: youre not outside of the 3D. you are BOTH the 3D and the 4D. the 3D exists within your consciousness. your mind isnt in your body, but your body is in your mind. you believe what you are seeing is “outside” of you, but its all within. having what you want in imagination should be your priority and getting results in the 3D is just a bonus.

the outer man only sees restrictions, barriers and limits, while the inner man is free to have, be and experience ANYTHING HE WANTS. so when the inner man fools himself to be the outer man, he believes he also “have” to force a change within to “change” the outer world or vice versa. (the inner man believes he “haves” to forcefully “change” the outer world to feel fulfilled within.)

i want you to truly let go of the outer man and the outer world, not letting go will lead to nothing but frustration and fear.. this also includes your physical body. let the outer man be human. the inner man is that feeling of you when there’s darkness when you close your eyes, the little voice in your head, your awareness, your consciousness, your imagination, your inner world. that little guy holds ALL of the power within and can create ANYTHING INSTANTLY because he is unlimited!

everything can be changed in the world of imagination.. you should only be focused on what you are, what you have and what you experience in imagination. you should only “manifest” in imagination. you may not have it in the 3D but that doesnt matter! as long you have it within there should be no worrying if you have it or not. because you would know that you have it and the 3D can only reflect imagination.

who you are, what you have and what you experience in imagination should only be relevant and your priority!

when we mean you have it/assume you have it, we only mean your imagination. you have it in imagination. getting physical results would never satisfy you than getting imaginal results.

ex. you have a problem with someone but you believe everyone is shitty, so now you will occur shitty people because you believe that within. if you believe everyone isnt, then, you wont see shitty people. but if not seeing shitty people is what the inner man doesnt want within then the inner man wouldn’t feel fulfilled or have any type of emotions except for desire on what it actually wants which is… shitty. people. sure, getting physical results may sound fulfilling but you only want the feeling that comes with it. without it. it will just be nothing.

edit 1: i would also like to clarify that the outer and inner man is just you. 😭😭 so theres no separate being outside of you. its all within. just identify as the inner man and fulfill within

tdlr: don’t expect for results, dont wait for them, dont want them. you ether dont have it or you dont. leave the 3D and the outer man alone. shift your awareness to being the inner man and fulfill within (by having what you want within). dont fool yourself to be the person who is the outer man. dont fool yourself to be the person who isnt the inner man in the world of imagination. the outer man can only be frustrated and want when it comes to the law because the outer man cant manifest, hes only there to be human. the outer man cant access the powers of the law. the 3D can ONLY reflect your consciousness so start being in consciousness. physical results can never fulfill you… only internal results will.

please note when im using he/him pronouns im only talking about the inner man and the outer man. not you literally…

I loved this stage!!

mbc gayo daejejeon 2018 x mic drop

exactly what i was going through

Undermining Inner Movement Due To Lack Of Physical Movement

The only movement that matters is the movement within.

I’ve been thinking lately about why sometimes I would never see my Full manifestations materialized even thought I would ((seriously)) change so much within.

Like seriously.. I’m a person who goes through multiple deaths and rebirths internally. The things I thought last week probably aren’t what I think this week and it’s surely not what I thought last month. I’m always expanding upon my life philosophies and dogmas to try to learn more about the world. Since the beginning of the year I really have completely changed inside. Blossomed into something completely different to the point where the me from pre late March just feels so disconnected from the me of now.

I say all this to say that I Do do the hard inner work and have the hard inner conversations with myself to shed old parts of myself to make room for the new. But then i ask myself, why does my external world not reflect that change?

Honestly this is something that would have me tripped up for a long time because before anyone comes in here saying “it’s clearly because you haven’t changed”, i’m going to stop you right there since I think I know myself better than a stranger on the internet. If anything, I think it’s because I championed external movement more than internal movement.

I was watching some Edward the other day, his video on internal movement. He spoke about how the movement inside should be the only movement we should seek, the outside is merely a bonus. It made me think about how I would undermine my Very Real internal transformations just because there wasn’t tangible evidence on the outside to substantiate that change which, in turn, would lead me back to square 1.

At times I would literally feel trapped by my outside world but as I’m typing this now I realize that it’s because I was too invested in the outer world. This feeling of encagement rlly would be because I would be someone completely different inside, but outside there was nothing to back this up. I felt (sometimes feel) like the world would never change… Like I’m trapped…

But again, the only movement that we’re after is the movement inside since reality is within not without. Me getting to a point where I completely felt like a different person inside should’ve been where I stopped and congratulated myself because that’s where the mission was accomplished… because.. again.. reality exists within.. not without.

Essentially feeling like a new person inside means I associated myself with this new state so much that I felt disconnected from the outside world but my need to see that reflected outside would have me back at square 1 because it was putting me back in a state of lack.

I honestly don’t remember where I was going to go with this but I want to just share this to remind everyone that if you’re like me and find yourself trapped at times, you’re too into the 3D. Remember that the hard part (internal metamorphosis) is already done and go back to your imagination to fulfill urself and experience what you’ve given yourself. Even if it feels like nothing is changing, know that you’ve changed in the only place where it matters and the rest will unfold beautifully … at least that’s what I tell myself

If you know that you’re a different person inside, if you know you’ve done the work, and if you feel disconnected to your 3D that is because you’ve shifted states. You’re more connected to a new version of yourself than you are to the current one in the 3D. Don’t let 3D validation keep you bogged down to the old story by changing your state from (being) to (wanting/waiting).

As I typed the last part I had a new epiphany lol. All the other times in the past I would only get my things half way is because I wasn’t fully committed to the fact that imagination is the only truth. Only half of my toes were dipped into the pool not the full thing. But I’ve decided to really let the mirror go and take a chance on faith and see where that gets us.

That’s all for now. Hope that helped!

To long

Longing is a concept people in this community are very familiar with.

It eats away and tires you out it breeds doubt and fear, fear of delusion, fear of failure, fear of rejection, even if it's it coming from ourselves.

You entered this community, and you were told what to do, what to think, and how to act. You were told that as God, you could make your own decisions, and you made the decision of not being that God, not until you've consumed enough info, not until all your desires show up in the 3d.

Like me, you went into imagination whenever you're hungry and leave starved. When this happened, i would spiral. It felt like I would see the food in front of me, but im unable to eatit. There was always a barrier between me and my desires. I'm sure this is how u feel, too.

I learned that I spiral only when I push myself to do something when I do something I'm not meant to do. Like changing things in the 3d or worrying about time.

Seeing a lot of loa blogs when I entered this community, I looked back at the info I consumed and realized what was making me spiral. People would talk about keeping track of your thoughts, making sure you feel it right, and make sure you persist. But all that teaches us is how to beat yourself down even more. That's because you're not meant to micromanage your life. You're not meant to make sure everything is perfect and you're not meant to make your desires happen.

One day, I gave up and told myself I couldn't manifest, and it ended up being one of the greatest things I did. Because it made me realize that manifesting has absolutely nothing to do with the 3D, I cannot make things show up here as it is not my job.

The only thing you and I can do is accept and imagine. Accept your imagination as true because it is, it's where u lie, and it's who you are, that is all you can be.

You're not a desperate person dreaming of a better future. You're not a sad human making things come out of thin air by thinking about them, you're literal imagination, and once you accept that you'll feel free to imagine and feel what you wish. That's literally all manifesting is.

You can only fully feel in your imagination. You can only experience there, and you can only be imagination.

I told myself that I, as I am, can do nothing. I can't fly here in the 3d, but I can in imagination, I can't wake up in a different place in the 3d, but I can in imagination. This what loa bloggers mean when they say you can manifest absolutely anything.

When we say assume, we mean k the inner world, and that's all you need because that's all there is. Reality can only live through you. It can only thrive through your attention, your gaze, and approval. That is your power.

Whatever you do, do not make the 3d your enemy. You'll be turning yourself against yourself, and that will make you spiral. Pay attention to the deepest, most vulnerable parts of yourself. They lie in your imagination to the outer, and they are absolutely beautiful.

Loa is about taking care of those parts about learning that forcing and pushing will only result in you being forced and pushed, that focusing on the wrong will make life itself focus on the wrong, because it is only a reflection, it is you.

Perfecting loa is not about how fast you can manifest and how good your self-concept is. It's about revealing who you are. Beyond religious scriptures and materialistic objects. Have a day where you have fun in your 4D, get to k ow yourself and who you are in there, I assure you, you won't care for the 3d, not when you realize it can't bring you the joy you can bring yourself.

The only way for your state to change is to admit your current one and realize it can only live through you, give yourself that power, and shamless permission to move on. Let intrusive and doubtful thoughts pass, the only way for them to stop bothering you is to not identify with them.

You want to manifest a new house in the blink of an eye? You did now, you want a brand new self? You did just now. They all showed up in your imagination because that's your only responsibility and power, yourself.

This is why a relationship with yourself is the base of loa, when I accepted I can only work in the 4d, my self concept sky rocketed.

Did I spiral after that? Yes, it's only natural when you live your life differently for a long time and you're learning somthing new.

But I still managed to come back up to a good self concept because all the loa lessons you read all come to one thing, there is nothing to change but self because there is nothing in this reality but self.

After you learn this, if there's one thing in this whole law rather is impossible in your mind, it's to long.

Ughh so good👏

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jjk x (f) reader

summary “Baggy clothes are in, but you wouldn’t know that, Miss I Draw Inspiration From Catholic School Girls.” tags f2l, triple texting king kook, ncampus crush kook who is also the weird gamer boy, the skirt aspect is forgotten towards the end tbh, dumbassery is a disease and we are all affected by it, confessions SO CORNY it could be a 2005 teen romcom warnings smut in the form of: unprotected sex, use of mirrors, mostly heavy petting as foreplay I’m sorry, mentions of Jk’s furry ways as a gag kinda, like an unnecessary amount of swearing  wc 7.8k 

to make a long story short, i saw this nsfw gif and wrote this entire fic between 2 am and 6 am anyway i actually really like how this turned out!! lmk when u think

Part of the ideology behind the pleated skirt was in hopes that buying a new wardrobe would somehow help you rebrand your image around campus. Truthfully, it was kinda too late for that now; you’d been here going on three years, your friends and anyone with eyes could see that the style of clothing you leaned towards favored comfort over fashion. However, someone—it might’ve been Taehyung—had gone on a drunken spiel the other night concerning the importance of presenting oneself via fashion. It wasn’t aimed at you, but it certainly left you wondering. 

Which is how you find yourself shivering to the bone now, lingering around the west quad as you wait for Jungkook to come out of an anatomy lab. He’s at that point in the semester where grades mean nothing and everything to him at the same time, so Namjoon’s commissioned you and your other pals to take turns babysitting him once a week to make sure he gets at least some assignments done. 

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DESCRIPTION: It wasn’t long after you started your new job that your boss caught your attention. Young, platinum blonde, a fan of basketball and hip hop, he was quite the outlier for someone with his title. It was hard to deny your attraction and when he suggested a casual sexual agreement, it was clear the feeling was mutual. What wasn’t apparent at the start was the dark reality he lived in and how he would pull you into that abyss.

PAIRING: Yoongi x Reader x Jungkook

GENRE: Angst and Smut

WORD COUNT: 170k

STATUS: Ongoing 10/11 parts completed

WARNINGS: abusive themes, violence, mentions of blood, dom/sub themes, blackmail, derogatory names, breath play, high levels of assholery

INDEX:

Prologue

Chapter 01

Chapter 02

Chapter 03

Chapter 04

Chapter 05

Chapter 06

Chapter 07

Chapter 08

Chapter 09

Chapter 10

EXTRAS:

Long Trailer

Drabbles

Playlist

Answered Asks

Fan Art

it's not that I need a quiet day or a day off exactly; it's that I need a pocket of time that exists entirely outside of linear time as we know it that would allow me to get things done without time passing in the real world, and frankly, I don't think that's too much to ask.

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ur only reality is the 4d, for me it clicked when I replaced the word reality with life. like my only life is my imagination so the life in 3d does not matter (it has no affect). and also 3d and 4d are the same thing so because they are equal and u can only change the 4d then that means that everything u imagine in your 4d will automatically transfer. i hope that makes sense? but the main thing here to understand is that imagination is the only reality and it is the true reality. So all you need to do now is worry about your imagination cause your 3d does not matter in the grand scheme of things it’s literally only reflecting. It’s your 4d that’s controlling the 3d and who’s controlling the 4d? you

so literally live in imagination and make urself happy instead of dwelling in the 3d obviously u still have things to do in the 3d that you can’t ignore but u need to handle the 3d with indifference and this is where states come to play where u dwell in the state of knowing ur 4d. what I like to do is whenever I feel any anxiety about something I just fulfill myself like literally anything and everything I fulfill myself I don’t think about logic and I am not looking or even thinking about it showing up in the 3d i am just fully allowing myself to feel and fulfill. This post is more of a reminder to myself tbh because I always go on loa tumblr to find the “secret” and a step by step way to get all my desires but really it’s just fulfilling yourself. like don’t reason and just fulfill urself to ur hearts content and that’s all you need.

in summary my step by step way of doing loa

1. don’t reason- imagination is the only reality

2. fulfill ur desire

3. repeat steps 1-2 whenever u want

anyway hope that helps <3

some of my fave photos Tae posted in 2018