This Is Very Out Of The Blue
This is very out of the blue
But-
Just wanted to talk about
How LITERALLY EVERYONE IN MY LIFE, knew I was Bi, before I did.
And like, there were signs, like, HUGE signs, they were SO obvious.
And I was too homophobic with myself to accept that.
I was completely cool with non straight and non cis people, and supported them 100%.
But when it came to ME, I was just not going to accept it!
Kept INSISTING that I was straight and cis! Like, “I like guys, so I can’t be gay!” “I don’t feel like a guy, so I can’t be trans!” And just wouldn’t let myself accept that I was Bi and Enby.
I even SAID I was Bi, like, before I knew for sure that I wasn’t straight.
I was a tomboy when I was younger, I accidentally came out to my grandma and a random employee at a shoe store-
As I was shopping for shoes with my grandma, I picked out some boyish shoes, and my grandma asked “wouldn’t you want something for girls?”
And out of NOWHERE, I said “They’re not JUST for boys, I should know, I’m bisexual.”
…………
I MEANT to say TOMBOY, which is, which, does not EVEN sound like bisexual.
And I was embarrassed, cause like, HOW?! Does that happen?!
I’m still embarrassed about that to this day!
I’m just HOPING that my grandma forgot about that day, cause it has traumatized me deeply-
Oh, I hope that employee doesn’t remember also-
……
She was cute-
ANYWAYS-
All my friends knew I was Bi, they always asked me if I was Bi. Like, they never asked if I was straight or gay, or pan….they just asked if I was Bi!
I’m not upset about it, it’s just so weird that I was so self conscious about that for so long!
I had cuffed jeans that I liked wearing when I was younger, but because everyone kept saying I was Bi because of the cuffs, I ended up cutting the cuffs to go down. That’s how self conscious I was!
It took A LOT of time for me to accept that I was not straight.
But when I finally accepted it, it felt, so awesome!
When I came out, literally, no one was surprised.
They were all like “We already knew that.” And I was like “But HOW?! How did you all know before I did?”
And all they had to say was “We just got that vibe from you-“
And like, yeah, looking back on literally EVERYTHING I’VE EVER DONE IN MY ENTIRE LIFE-
I see it. And should’ve definitely known sooner.
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can fabian and zechariah from zoophobia play as kipper and fogey from the live action 101 dalmatians movie from 1996?
I guess
My headcanon. 😊 💛🤍💜🖤
Just some ships that I headcanon as Queerplatonic
Steven x Connie (Steven Universe)
Peridot x Lapis (Steven Universe)
Ivy x Sprig x Maddie (Amphibia)
Polly x Pearl (Amphibia)
Frisk x Chara (Undertale)
Kris x Berdly (Deltarune)
Angel Dust x Alastor (Hazbin Hotel)
Zill x Kayla x Jack x Jill x Spam x Vanexa (Zoophobia)
Judy Hopps x Nick Wilde (Zootopia)
Yona x Sandbar (My little Pony)
Viney x Emira x Katya (The Owl House)
Sonic x Shadow x Silver (Sonic)
Din x Lina (Wish Dragon)
Gwen Stacy x Miles Morales (Spider-Man Into The Spider Verse)
K.O. x Dendy (Ok K.O! Let’s Be Heros!)
Lukas x Jesse x Petra (Minecraft Story Mode)
Zim x Dib (Invader Zim)
Tak x Gaz (Invader Zim)
Jessie x James (Pokémon)
can you remind me if you read the first few chapters of the phantom tollbooth?
Yeah.
do you dislike the episode onion gang?
No. I actually quite like it. Gives you a small look into Onions life. He’s just a kid. He’s not really NORMAL. But, neither is anyone else. He has friends that he has to wait to see. Which is a bit sad. Cause I have a friend that I have to wait for every 5 months a year to see them. Most people want to see their friend(s) so badly and they can’t wait. They love them too much. Of course, I can’t really tell what Onion is feeling most of the time, but….
Okay I’m done talking.
can atticus from infinity train be a yamper?
https://darlingwolfie6002.tumblr.com/post/658250134048653312/can-kiki-and-mr-cranberry-from-the-secret-heart-of
can steven and greg be a teddiursa and ursaring?
I can definitely see Steven as a teddiursa, it’s Greg that’s hard for me to see as an ursaring-
Zill x Kayla x jack x Jill x spam x vanexa. Nsfw handcanons
I apologize, but I’m not really a NSFW person. I might (might, probably not, but maybe) rethink about it later. But as of right now. I don’t think I will write any of that stuff, sorry.
(EDIT: I’ll edit this later)
rb if saying "I love you" doesnt always have to mean something romantic
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