My BNHA OC’s

I would pay to see this 😂😂

AU that everything is the same but Raph’s name is Picasso. 

Thank you! 😄

I can't wait, and maybe I'll submit a few more 😆

Turquoise droplets in an ocean of blue😄

Hmm… Reader is a sweetie pie who ALWAYS wears Turquoise. Leo has a huge crush on her. This can either be angst (Reader dies, blood all over Leo) or a fluff (Reader seeks comfort bc every happy person sheds tears too, and he figured out she was upset by feeling her tears?). Here Comes the Sun by The Beetles for the song, for sure. I really like this, I’ll probably write this too.

Y'all don't understand how funny this is

One time, Donnie was so sleep-deprived he tried to zoom into a piece of paper.

Dude if you had to Chose to marry any of the Turtles who would you marry? Only one!!

We know I love both Donnie and Leo, but when it comes down to it I think it depends on the day.

Today is a Donnie day. I'd love to wake up in the middle of the night to the smell of coffee and walk into the kitchen to see a fresh cup but your husband nowhere in sight. You find him in his lab downstairs, head resting against his arms and a screwdriver still in his hand as he let out soft breaths.

Nights like these would be common with him, and you'd rub his shell to wake him up and lead him slowly back upstairs to your bedroom to get some sleep.

☆☆☆

Leo on the other hand would go out for early morning runs. He usually woke up a few hours before you, but sometimes he'd wake you up and insist you join him, even volunteering to carry you.

So there you were, still in your pajamas hugging his shell with your eyes closed as he kept across the rooftops. When he came to a stop he patted your hand and told you to look. He always found the perfect places to watch the sun rise, yellow fading to pink and then purple that stained the clouds as the city began to wake up.

You nuzzled into him as you watched, grateful to have such a peaceful moment until it was time to return home.

Our Omega

Hawks x F!reader x Fatgum

A/N: This is once again just pure smut so WHOOPS

@redrehab​ this smut war is not over yet and you shall feel my sinful wrath   *pulls out lightsaber*

(Omegaverse)

Enjoy sinners <3

You were sitting in the living room scrolling through social media while your mate, Hawks, lifted weights in the spare room. The front door swung open suddenly to reveal your other mate Fatgum, who was sweating and sporting a few bruises, his body deflated to his fit form. His breathing was labored and the second his eyes met yours a deep growl emitted from his chest.

You felt your body relax submissively and immediately knew something was off.

Shit, his rut isn’t supposed to be for another month, you thought as he took a step towards you, his pheromones surrounding you like a blanket, stained with the scent of arousal. He growled again and another growl sounded from the room behind you where Hawks stood, sweat dripping down his exposed chest. You almost didn’t hear the whine that left your mouth as slick pooled between your thighs and soaked through your shorts.

Before the other alpha could make a move, Hawks moved to stand between you and the rutting alpha. “Taishiro, what’s going on?” he demanded through gritted teeth.

“Villain… quirk,” he huffed, “Omega, let me breed you…” 

Fatgum’s yellow eyes zeroed in on yours and the sinful sound that left him had you moaning out loud. Suddenly you were wrapped in a second scent as Hawks gave in to his growing desire, fueled by his other mate's pheromones. Your alpha’s didn’t even bother to move things to the bedroom as Hawks pulled your back against his chest and sat on the couch. His strong arms wrapped themselves around your stomach as he nibbled at your neck. “Fuck angel you smell so fucking good,” he groaned as he licked along your sweat gland before sucking at the skin just beneath your ear. 

For a moment, the larger male just watched with lust filled eyes. Just his gaze was causing more slick to leak out of you and you could hear Hawks inhaling it like a drug. Fatgum's nose flared as the scent of your arousal hit his nose and you moaned as Hawks slipped on of his hands into your shorts and slipped two fingers easily between your slick folds.

“God Keigo,” you moaned as he immediately started a fast pace, filling the room with squelching sounds from all of your slick.

A growl to your left drew your eyes back to Fatgum, who was crouching down and inhaling your scent as he worked a hand along his thick member, his pants having been discarded at some point. The only coherent thought in your mind was that you needed him inside of you filling you up with his knot. The thought caused you to whimper and his eyes snapped up to yours. “Taishi, please alpha…” you weren’t able to get anything else out as Hawks crooked his fingers and brushed against your g-spot. 

Your back arched but your moan was cut off when a thick finger breached your lips. You immediately began to suck at it as you stared into your mate's yellow eyes. “Fuck baby, look at you. Keigo, move your hand, I’m gonna take care of our little omega.” Hawks removed his hand from your pants and brought his fingers up to suck your slick off of them with a long, drawn out moan.

You whined before returning your gaze to Fatgum, who was stroking your inner thigh. As you watched him gently caress you, you were  lifted from your lust filled state enough to remember that he was hurt. “Taishiro, you’re hurt,” you huffed as you reached out for him. “You need to eat and get rest.”

The alpha only lowered your hand before kissing your lips heatedly. “They’re only scratches my love, and I have the perfect meal,” he lowered his head closer to your core as he ripped off your shorts, “right here.” 

The finger that had been in your mouth pushed into you as he attached his mouth to your clit and sucked. “Alpha!” you cried out, back arching as you reached for his head. Strong hands grabbed your arms and pulled them behind you as Hawks ground his erection up into you. 

“Fuck angel, you’re loving this aren’t you?” he leaned forward so his mouth was against the shell of your ear as he added, “you just love when your alpha’s take care of you, don’t you? You can’t wait to be stuffed full with our knots?”

“Please fill me alpha, I need your knot,” you mewled as the mouth around your clit pulled back and fingers left you empty and whining.

You were suddenly lifted as Hawks moved to lean against the arm of the couch and you were flipped onto your knees, ass in the air and mouth right above the winged hero’s ever growing bulge. Behind you, your rutting alpha pinned both of your arms to your back before slipping both wrists through the makeshift handcuffs he had made from one of Hawks discarded ties. He pulled them tight before grabbing the tie and pulling you up so your back was against his. “Are you ready for my knot baby?” he teased as you felt the head of his erection ghosting against your entrance.

Tears welled up in your eyes as you responded. “Please Taishi, I need you inside of me,” you cried and without warning his thick cock breached your entrance. There was a slight stinging but you were high off of the feeling as he lowered your head back down and began thrusting in and out of you. You found yourself hovering over your other alpha’s bare cock greedily taking it into your mouth and swallowed around him.

A hand twisted in your hair before tugging you off of Hawks cock, the said hero’s golden eyes never leaving your face as he teased the head of his length against your lips and he held your head up by your hair. “Shit angel you just love skewering yourself between us don’t you?” He let go of your hair and you returned to sucking him off as he groaned sinfully above you. Fatgum was no better as he rutted into you, still holding your wrists behind you as he used it to pull you towards him with every snap of his hips,

The pace suddenly changed as both heros grabbed onto you and thrust themselves into your waiting holes. Hawks was the first one to finish as he filled your mouth with his seed, watching as you dutifully swallowed every drop. As soon as he had pulled out of your mouth, Fatgum shoved you into the couch, allowing him to reach new angles inside of you. You no longer cared to feel embarrassed about the loud sinful sounds leaving your mouth that you were sure the neighbors could hear, and as you felt your orgasm approaching you whined to warn him. Taishiro licked up your neck before sinking his teeth into your bonding mark, ripping your orgasm from you with a shout of both their names. You felt his knot against your entrance before it was stuffing you full and he filled you. 

It took a minute for the knot to deflate but he untied your wrists before he pulled out of you and groaned, stumbling over to the kitchen. “I need a snack, but don’t you dare move,” he said locking eyes with you. “I’m nowhere near finished with you.”

Dream Turned Reality

Alright, listen up you beautiful humans, this is an 18+ fic and I’ve never posted one before so yeehaw lets get this shit show started lmao.

Pairing, Shouto x OC

The silver haired teen could feel everything. She could feel the soft touches as her lover walked around the bed, touching her in all the places that drove her crazy before pulling away again. The satin sheets felt pleasant against her bare form as she wiggled into a more comfortable position, shifting her wings slightly.

A blindfold covered her eyes, leaving her all the more sensitive to every touch as a cold hand trailed down Octavia's neck and between her breasts. A low whine escaped her as she bit her lip.

"Is something the matter darling?" A husky voice asked next to her ear. When his lover didn't immediately respond he smacked her inner thigh before kissing the mark with his icy lips. 

The girl only moaned and arched her back as his lips left her. "Please Shouto," she breathed as she pulled against the silky restraints that bound her wrists above her.

The bed dipped and her lover nipped at the juncture between her neck and shoulder as one of his hands trailed down between her thighs before pausing. "You're going to have to be a bit more specific love," the hot and cold hero teased as he let his fingers touch everywhere except her dripping entrance.

"God Shouto I need you! I need you to fuck me, please!"

Her body was suddenly pinned as her blindfold was ripped from her eyes. Her eyes momentarily raked his naked form before coming to rest on her lovers lust filled eyes.

"I want you to watch me fuck you into a pretty little mess," he growled before shoving his entire length inside her soaked pussy.

*************

Octavia awoke with a jolt, immediately feeling the dampness between her legs. Her wings were splayed out behind her and her whole body was covered in sweat. Damn that Todoroki for being so damn perfect. No matter where he was or what he was doing, he always looked like a snack. Without even trying!

With not enough time to take care of herself before classes started, the poor teen quickly changed into her uniform and changed out of her soaked panties. As long as the teachers hadn't planned any activities with the grade above them she wouldn't have to see the heterochromatic man who had stolen her attention so easily.

She met up with her twin sister, Destiny, and the two of them walked to class together as they always did. They took a seat just as the bell rang and Kayla turned around in her seat to give her a look. "Hey Tavi, you look like you just crawled right out of hell; is everything ok?"

The said girl nodded and gave the brunette a lopsided grin. "Yea, just didn't get enough sleep last night," she mumbled.

As Aizawa entered and started the lesson Octavia found herself shifting in an attempt to ignore her arousal. By the time class was about to be let out she had thankfully been able to calm down and take some notes.

While Kayla and Stasi were packing up the second the bell rang, Destiny leaned over to grab her sisters hand. Whatever it is on your mind, she said through the mind link, you can take lunch off if you need. 

Octavia smiled back at her twin, squeezing her hand reassuringly. I'll be fine Des, but I'll let you know if I change my mind.

The two smiled at each other before following their friends down towards the lunchroom. As they waited in line they chatted about their upcoming girls night and joked about class. They had just made it to the front of the line when someone bumped into Octavia, making her stumble a bit before a pair of strong arms wrapped around her, saving her from a fall.

"Octavia, I'm so sorry I didn't mean to bump into you," Todoroki apologized as he let go of her. "Kirishima and Bakugo decided to have a shoving match and threw me."

The winged teen felt her brain getting foggy as she remembered the dream she had, and she squeezed her legs together as she responded. "Oh, it's no big deal, really. I know how those idiots can get; there's no need to apologize."

The bicolored teen smiled at her as she grabbed her lunch tray and walked towards a table. She could feel his eyes still on her as she sat down and she could feel the blush on her face.

"So," Stasi said nonchalantly, "when are you two finally going to fuck?"

Octavia choked on her noodles and coughed loudly before loudly whispering, "what the fuck do you mean?"

Kayla and Stasi exchanged a glance before the latter leaned in, an evil grin plastered across her face. "Oh come on, I could totally see it back there. I've never seen you so flustered before, and I'm pretty sure Todoroki is still checking you out."

Destiny glanced back towards the table of 2A students and muttered, "she's right, he keeps glancing at you."

"So what? He and I are friends, nothing more! He's probably just worried after he nearly knocked me over."

"Don't you mean after he swept you off your feet?" Kayla asked with a giggle.

Octavia was sure her face was as red as a tomato as she gulped and took another bite of her food. As she was chewing she could remember her dream almost perfectly. God how she wanted him to pin her against a wall and take her fast and hard… 

Focus, she scolded herself as she stood from her seat. "You know what guys, I think I'm gonna go do some laps before gym. I'll see you guys in class."

She ignored her sister's quirked eyebrow and her friends smirks as she made her way out of the cafeteria and towards the gym building.

When she reached the smaller building away from other students she slumped against the side of it and cursed herself. Fuck, why is it so hard to control myself? I should have taken care of myself this morning dammit. She thought checking her surroundings before pulling down her soaked panties to assess the damage. Shit it's worse than I thought! If I hurry I can probably change these before class…

Octavia was so deep in thought that she didn't notice the footsteps approaching until someone grabbed her shoulder. Her wings snapped open as she whirled around to see the person who had been occupying her thoughts all day. "Todoroki, what are you doing here?" She squeaked nervously. 

"Hey Octavia, what are you-" 

Todoroki looked down and the smaller teen swore she had never known true fear until that moment. Her hands shot down to pull her panties back up but a pair of strong hands grabbed ahold of hers, halting her movements before she could completely pull them up.

Brown and blue eyes met grey and aquamarine as the pair froze. Todoroki gulped before looking away. "I'm sorry I shouldn't have been peeking, but-" he looked back to her, voice suddenly more gravelly, "why are they so wet?"

Octavia could have died right there at the straightforward question but she forced herself to respond. "W-well you s-see, I um… had this d-dream that kinda sorta has me super d-distracted all day and… I just wanted to see i-if I should run back to the dorms and um- change you know?" She stuttered, unable to keep eye contact as she rambled, trying to keep out the part about him. "I didn't think anyone was w-watching so I-"

Her explanation was cut short as the other teen released her hands and stepped closer. "Oh really?" He asked. "And what, or rather who, exactly was this dream about?"

Goosebumps erupted along the pale girl's skin as she fixed her uniform, her mind going completely blank. 

"I don't know if you'd be able to look me in the eye if I told you," she admitted quietly as she looked at the ground.

A hand tilted her chin upwards as she was backed into the wall. Todoroki's eyes were locked onto hers intensely as he slowly leaned forward. "I highly doubt that sweetheart," he growled before his lips descended on hers. They paused more centimetres from hers and Octavia let out a low whine before closing the space. 

Todoroki's lips moved against hers slowly as she melted into him, hands running along his toned chest as his hands settled lightly on her hips. It was everything she had ever dreamed of and as they drank each other in she couldn't stop the moan that escaped her lips.

Shouto's breath hitched and suddenly his body was pressed flat against hers as his left hand tangled in her hair, his mouth ravaging Octavia's as his other massaged her hip. When they both broke for air, panting for breath, Todoroki growled into her ear as a hand reached down to graze her supple ass. "If you make another sound like that I wont be able to help my curiosity," he groaned as he nipped at her ear, "I'll have to see what other sounds you can make." 

Octavia, in response, grabbed him by the collar and pulled him closer, throwing caution to the wind as she let out a low moan into his ear.

The teen was ripped from the wall as the half and half hero dragged her around to the east side of the building where shadows draped over the area. Once there he paused and looked down into her own heterochromatic eyes; searching them for any sign of discomfort. "Tell me to stop," he muttered breathlessly. 

Without missing a beat Octavia smiled and replied, "never."

With that his lips were back on hers as he shoved her roughly against the side of the building and lifted his leg to grind against her clothed core. Todoroki bit down on her lip hard enough to draw blood before pulling away and placing a hand around her throat, squeezing hard enough to leave her breathless while his other hand crept up her leg. He moved her panties to the side and ran a finger along her folds, groaning when he felt how wet she was for him.

"God sweetheart, you're absolutely soaked. Is all this for me?" He asked, shoving a finger inside her before she could answer. Her responding keen nearly had him coming on the spot. 

He pulled his finger out and shoved the silver haired teen to her knees as he shoved down his pants. They had barely hit the ground when a pair of soft lips wrapped around his hard length. "F-fuck, you must be desperate for my cock love."

Octavia could only moan in response and Todoroki threw his head back at the feeling. Her tongue ran from the base of his shaft to the tip before swirling around his head and then taking him back into her mouth.

"Just like that love, look at you so eager to swallow my cock without being told. Such a good girl." Shouto praised.

Another moan had him trembling as he pulled her off of him, watching in awe as the woman beneath him whined at the loss of contact. Shouto smiled as he pulled her up and kissed her. Taking a chance the red and white haired teen asked, "What do you want?"

"I want you to pin me down and make me scream."

A smirk crept onto Shouto's face. "How about I take you right here where anyone could see you? I want to hear you beg me to let you finish," he groaned.

Another moan was his only answer before he grabbed her wrists and pinned them above her with one hand as the other grabbed her ass and he growled, "jump." The second her legs were around him he ground against the winged teen, allowing her to feel his erection against her core.

"Todoroki p-please, fuck," Octavia keened at the feeling.

"You want this cock babygirl?" He growled as his hips came to a stop.

The other whined before leaning forward and nipping at his ear. "If you aren't inside of me in the next minute I'll be the one pinning you down, Shouto."

Before she could blink a warm hand was wrapped around her neck, squeezing lightly as his right reached down to free his aching member. He pulled her panties to the side and swiped a finger through her wetness before bringing it to his lips for a taste. "Fuck darling, you taste devine," he growled as he swallowed her arousal, thrusting into her before she could respond.

The moan that left Octavia could only be described as sinful; matching the throaty groan pulled from the bicolored teen that filled her.

The hand around her neck was giving her just enough room to breathe as Todoroki gave another experimental thrust. "S-shit love, say it again. Fucking say my name," he demanded, his hand tightening.

"Shouto," she whined, throwing her head to the side as he shoved himself inside her fully. 

Todoroki moved himself to wrap his arms behind her, grabbing Octavia's shoulders to shove her against him; thrusting into her g-spot with every thrust. With her neck now bare, Shouto licked along her neck before biting into the juncture between her neck and shoulder. 

"Oh my God, S-Shouto!" 

His lips kissed the mark before they were pulling hers into a lustful kiss, swallowing every moan she had to offer.

"God, I'm gonna come," he groaned. "Where do you want it?"

Octavia was barely lucid enough in her lust filled haze to realize she wasn't on any pill and they weren't using a condom. "I want to swallow you, please," she begged as her orgasm tore through her body and she bit into his shoulder.

Panting, Shouto pulled out of her and brought her back to her knees where Octavia took him back into her mouth and swallowed around him. Shouto came into her mouth and the winged teen was able to swallow most of it before she pulled away, coughing.

"Shit, Octavia, are you ok?" Todoroki fretted as he bent down to look at her.

She smiled back at him as she wiped the remaining fluid off her mouth. "I'm fine Shouto, I promise," she replied with a kiss to his lips. He moaned as he tasted himself on her lips before tucking himself back into his pants and picking Octavia up.

Before she could protest, he said, "I'm taking you to the dorms so you can change before class. You might want to hurry unless you plan on explaining to the teachers why you're late."

The silver haired girl huffed. "You underestimate me. I have a plan, but you need to head back or it wont work."

"Maybe next time we can do it somewhere more private,"he whispered as they entered the dorms.

Next time, she thought, and her heart soared. "I can't wait."

I PROMISE

TMNT

Mikey x Reader

So I felt like writing something depressing because we all need a little turtle love but some of us just need it differently. Sending my love to those of you with depression <3 Hope yall like it :)

Trigger Warning: Suicide, self harm, bullying, and depression.  

Your life had always been bland and empty, it was something you’d learned to live with for as long as you could remember. That was… until you had met them. The turtles were the only people you had ever met who had ever given two shits about you. Your parents had neglected you for most of your life and the only friend you’d ever had had moved overseas to Ireland. The only good luck you’d had in your whole seventeen years was meeting the turtles two years ago.

They’d brought happiness into your world and made you feel human for the first time in your life, but out of all of them Mikey had helped you the most. You admire his strength and ability to lighten the mood, it had helped you on numerous occasions.

You really needed that today.

It was your birthday and as usual it seemed to be a day of torture. Every year something would happen to remind you that it was just another year people had to tolerate you and that you had to live through their torment. This time one of the girls in your foods class, who’d been partnered with you to take care of the laundry, had made a point of spilling bleach on you when the teacher wasn’t in the room.

She had pointed at you with a smirk and laughed. “Well maybe that will clean you up you filthy fat whore,” she’d announced, and the whole class laughed along with her.

You didn’t waste a second as you grabbed your backpack and ran out of the room to the sound of the whole class chanting, “(Y/N)’s a whore, (Y/N)’s a whore!”

Tears clouded your vision until you no longer knew where you were going, but you didn’t care, not anymore, there was no more reason to. At one point you caught sight of your reflection as you were passing a store window, bringing you to a halt. You looked awful. Your favorite dark orange shirt was already fading to white in messy splotches and so were your skinny jeans. Your beautiful (h/c) hair was covered in the nasty chemical making it crusty and plain out gross as it dripped from the tips onto the sidewalk, but the stench was the worst part. You saw a lady give you a disgusted look as she passed by and you ducked your head in shame before diving into the nearest alleyway and lifting up the closest manhole cover. During your time with the turtles your strength had grown and lifting the covers had became second nature.

You ran through the sewers as the memories flooded your vision. (Y/N)’s a whore! (Y/N)’s a whore! (Y/N)’s a whore!

“I’m a stupid fat whore…”

The words were barely a whisper, but the second they fell from your lips fresh tears fell in turrets and you had to stop moving as sobs racked your body. Why? Why did everyone need to remind you how useless you were? You knew no one cared, you’d accepted the fact a long time ago, no one loved you enough to care if you were gone. The thoughts and sobbs lasted only a few minutes before you took a few shaky breaths to calm yourself and continued walking.

When you arrived at the front doors to the lair you stopped. You wiped your eyes to make sure there were no remaining tears staining your cheeks for them to discover before you took another deep breath and walked in.

The first thing you noticed upon entering was that the lair was warm and smelled like pizza. You heard laughing to your left and looked up the small set of stairs to where the table was to see that the boys were eating pizza and betting on who would win the arm wrestling match that was going on between Leo and Raph.

You couldn’t help but feel happiness surge through the darkness at the sight, it brought back memories of happier times.

Back when you used to live with them for days at a time, during which you would wake up to Leo and Raph fighting and be the one to break them up. Back when you and Mikey would watch videos and spend all night talking about God knows what. Those were the days you lived for, the days you only had to worry about if Leo would burn dinner, or if Donnie would pass out from sheer exhaustion, or what you and Mikey would talk about that night…

The phone call had changed it all. Your parents demanded you come back, if you didn’t they’d take extreme measures. You didn’t want to find out what those were so you packed your things and prepared to leave after all the boys went to sleep that night, but as you were leaving you woke Mikey.

The argument you two had that night was one you’d rather not remember, but it seemed you could never get it out of your mind. It seemed to be burned there like a lingering scar in your memory.

He had refused to let you go. When you asked him why he refused to answer, just kept trying to convince you to stay. Your voices had steadily raised until the volume had woken his brothers and even Splinter. After a while you’d had enough and as you began to leave he had screamed at you that he didn’t want to see you hurt. That had been a year ago and as far as the brothers knew you were doing fine, better actually. They had no idea what things were really like...

You smiled and walked over, dumping your backpack at the foot of the small stairs, joining in on the fun.

Both turtles were straining and holding eye contact as they attempted to out gun the other. You laughed a little causing all attention to go to you as Raph flexed and pinned his older brother’s arm to the table.

“Ha, looks like I win Fearless.”

“It doesn’t count if I was distracted Raph,” Leo growled as they both looked at you.

Mikey gasped. “Dude what happened to you?” he asked as he looked you over.

You flinched a bit but smiled and said, “an accident with bleach in foods, a girl tripped and spilled bleach on me, nothing major.”

All the brothers seemed to gasp at the same time. “Nothing major?” they shouted in unison.

“Did she do it on purpose?”

“Did you tell a teacher?”

“Did ya knock ‘er out?”

“Did it get in your eyes?”

“Woah, woah, woah, guys relax!” you shouted, “it’s ok, the teacher wasn’t there so I left but I didn’t feel like going home so I came here instead. No there’s none in my eyes, just all over my clothes and hair. And no, Raph, I didn’t beat her up.”

Raph threw up his hands. “Well ‘scuse me for wondering if that girl got a proper ass whoopin.’”

“Looks like your clothes are ruined Angel Cakes, we should get you washed up while Donnie calls April.”

Mikey led you to the bathroom as Donnie took out his phone and dialed said girl and Leo and Raph went back to arguing about who had won their earlier fight.

As you entered the guest bathroom Mikey helped you take off your shoes while you grabbed a towel from beneath the sink. Out of the corner of your eye you saw Mikey scanning over your facial features, so you tried to keep them from showing the pain you felt. “Are you sure you’re ok (Y/N/N)?”

You smiled at the nick name and nodded encouragingly. “I promise Mikey, I’m fine. Just in desperate need of a shower,” you admitted sheepishly.

The orange clad turtle looked you over another time before smiling and getting up. “Well then I’ll let you take your shower. Holler at me if you need anything,” he said with a wink before lightly ruffling the dry part of your hair.

As the door shut behind him you let out a sigh and began to undress. You stepped into the shower and turned the knob as far as it could go. As the scalding water ran over your skin you found your thoughts wandering back to the dark places they had been treading through earlier. A tear streaked down your cheek but you didn’t notice as it mixed with the water running over your face. The water had reached an almost unbearable temperature by the time you turned to wash yourself off, but you barely even registered it as your thoughts roamed to desperate places. You were only half aware of your actions as you washed your body and shampooed your hair. You were only focused on the thoughts invading your mind.

(Y/N)’s a stupid fat whore!

Why can’t you follow orders like your sister.

You’ll never be anybody special.

Get your head out of the clouds, you can never be anything useful with all your daydreams.

Take a hike bitch.

What guy would want you?

Tears had begun to stream down your cheeks as memories flooded your mind and you finished washing your hair. There was something deep inside your soul that wanted to scream, to cry out for help, but what if they were right. What if nobody cared? What if nobody wanted you?

Your thoughts suddenly turned to Mikey. Would he care when you were gone? Would he cry and beg for you to come back?

No.

No one would.

A hand reached out and grasped your razor. You could end it. You could make it stop. Make the dull ache in the backs of your heart and skull disappear and the torment of your soul stop. You felt a slight sting as the razor dug into the skin of your left arm. The smell of blood filled you sinuses as you looked down to see the cuts bleeding. The wounds helped clear your thoughts as you dragged the sharp metal object across your arm again, and again, and again before switching to your other arm. Relief flooded your senses as the pain took over, but it wasn’t enough. You needed more.

You stepped out of the shower and into the foggy bathroom, barely able to see anything. Without letting go of the razor you wrapped your towel around you and stepped in front of the fogged up mirror. You swiped your hand across it, revealing your face. Your sad (e/c) eyes, your pale face, and the bags underneath your eyes. No one should have to live life like this. No one.

A knock on the door brought you out of your thoughts.

“Hey (Y/N), April dropped off some clothes and the rest of the bro’s went into the dojo to train so-” his words were suddenly cut off before he knocked on the door again, this time louder, “are you ok? There’s super steamy air coming out from under the door. Can I come in?”

Your breathing hitched in your throat as you reached over and locked the door. Not seconds later you heard the doorknob rattling as Mikey attempted to enter. His shouting grew and you knew that he could easily have Donnie taking the door off it’s hinges in a matter of minutes so you turned to look into the mirror as you held the metal against the skin of your neck.

BOOM!

The door shook as Mikey kicked it, almost sending the door flying. The door was suddenly pulled in the opposite direction to show Mikey at the same time that blood started to run down your neck.

Baby blue eyes met (e/c) as he stared at you with a pleading look. His usually bright demeanor was completely gone, replaced with sadness and above all, fear. You could see his hands shaking as they slowly reached out to you.

“(Y/N).”

You inhaled sharply. Although the words were barely audible they held more meaning than anyone else would ever understand. He rarely called you by your first name and he had never looked at you like that before.

It was then that all of the dark thoughts began to fade from your mind as you realized that all your earlier thoughts were false. Against your will your arms fell to your side and the razor dropped to the floor.

In mere seconds Mikey had his arms around you as the razor slid across the floor.

“Shhhhh, it’s ok (Y/N). I’m here. Please don’t ever do that again, you scared the shit out of me.”

His words barely registered in your mind as you finally let loose and slumped against his form. Your tears ran free and your sobs were so loud it hurt. You tried to hide the sounds against his neck but as his arms tightened around your shaking figure your walls began to crumble.

“I love you, please don’t leave me,” you whispered as you clung to him.

“I won't sweetheart, I promise. I- I love you too (Y/N). I’ll do anything to see you happy again,” he pushed you back a bit so he could look you in the eyes, his baby blue orbs moist with tears, “just promise me you’ll let Donnie take care of your cuts and that you’ll talk to me next time, I don’t want to see you so hurt.”

As his arms wrapped firmly back around you you felt all your walls caving in, the caution tape around your heart being ripped away, and your heart finally seemed to beat to in time with the universe.

And finally, you were at peace, you were home.

You nodded, a small smile gracing your features through the tears. “I promise.”

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