Hi Sorry If This Is Invasive But Are U Trans? Just Wondering :)

pov u realize ur mutual had the same idea you did long before u and did it a million times better. Also I think this is the greatest take on Bdubs to ever exist and I’ve actually quoted this daily since I found it several years ago before I became a tumblr-er. He is really down with those kids.

there should be even more roommates aus lol. double life is perfect material really. and besides who better to dye etho's hair than joel "green stripe" smallishbeans himself?

bdubs is the best lol

dandelionnsss! cause i had that one song on repeat.

some extremely low quality doodles of some things that happened to me today. I’m literally only posting this for my own amusement lol.

The shittyest of shitposting lol. Retrospectively I think putting my watermark on this was a little presumptuous. Also I need a cooler watermark.

VOTE BIGGRI VOTE BIGGRI THIS IS BIGGRI PROPAGANDA I WILL DO DRAWINGS PLZ VOTE BIGGRI !!!!!! (mad respect to cletho, I also love cletho sm, but ahhhh biggri is one of my absolute favorite life series ships!!)

ROUND 2 | MATCH 4

look at my boooooys!!!! LOOK. AT. THEM. The power of umm power compels you!!

I’m currently in my biggri obsession arc. Missing them fr.

I know I have not been posting as much, and that’s because I’ve decided that I’m not gonna drive myself insane trying to get a real following for fandom art, which unless you are selling your fanart, which I am not, is a purely recreational engagement. I am also going to give myself the freedom to shitpost somtimes as well, because I seem to have forgotten that this is in fact my blog, that I can post whatever I like on lol. Like, have any of you considered that Joel’s laugh at the end of wild life is the same laugh as jack from last kids on earth??? Like I heard it and was like immediately “is that jack lkoe?” (Idk if other people abbreviate it, that’s a long ass title I’m not typing that out lol) I’ve decided that I literally do not care how many notes I get anymore because willful ambivalence is better than extreme anxiety and burn out lol. So, I’ll still be taking art reqs and stuff, but expect a LOT more sketch pages, OCs, fanart for other fandoms, and long rambling paragraphs. Hopefully. Or I’ll vanish for months at a time. Who knows? The point is, this is a personal blog, so I want to use it more as a space to be. Just a person. Anyway, bye!

I was doodling to mess around with different designs I have for different hermits, and I had a thought: what if bdubs’s giant anime eyes are actually because he has terrible vision and wears really thick glasses? So I tried to draw that, and then for some reason I added braces, because idk gender-neutral-man, it just felt right. And now he looks. Actually adorable.

I don’t even know if I’m gonna keep this as my design, but he’s just such a cutie, and I get such joy from looking at him, that I felt the need to share.

also thank you to everyone interacting with my real life smp Cleo fanart that is literally my favorite thing I’ve ever drawn so it makes me so happy every time I see it pop up in my notifs. (Special thanks to bluet for the really nice tags, I was having a rough day and so I literally sobbed at that like one of my friends saw my art! lol)

edit: btw the little scribble in the background says “something you can sue, however, is Docm77” and that is an official Bdubs quote from season X that you can take to the bank! I just scribbled it down for unclear reasons and forgot to erase it before posting lol

Had my brother do the name them life series thing

And here’s a quote from him “all these men seen kinda zesty”

what up losers? We’re not smallishbeans but we think he’s real neat and today we’re gonna stand in front of a chicken killing machine and not acknowledge it in the slightest while giving important info!!

Are you interested in a zine dedicated to Joel Smallishbeans being made, read, or used as a coaster? Well then I’ve got good news for you! (Except you coaster people. Go buy one off of Etsy or something. Jeez.)

please fill out THIS interest form if you answered the above question with yes! If you answered with no, please kindly go back to making toast or putting on your socks or whatever it is people who aren’t Jeremys do. This may be the wrong blog for you.

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We’re so interesting

If I’ve made a horrible mistake in the interest form, please kindly let me know so I can fix it and then lie awake thinking about it at night for the rest of my life.

If you have questions, I assure that I do too. Answers will come along as I figure out what the heck is going on.

My sister needed a ‘visual aid’ for her book report, and I was happy to be of help.

Ramble below! Do not read if you value your sanity my craziness will infect you you have been warned!

Imma be so honest, those word bubbles aren’t filled with just scribbles, I used the text feature and then just wrote a small dissertation on my fav anime. It covers the whole screen on that text size, I just made a new layer and filled the whole thing with white except for the text bubbles. I am not well.

(I kinda hope her classmates notice. But only the cool ones who will respect her for it)

see if you can guess what book! Challenge: impossible, because I have not read the book myself and these are just randos in the drawing based off of her general description of the plot.

the book was Radio Silence. My sister recommends, and I recommend listening to her recommendations. She is cool. 👍

I was not paid for this but I still count this as my first commission, so, whooopee!

also look at me being a good older brother! I’m so generous, you should totally follow me and like all my posts! <-whoa who said that?

If you have read this far, you deserve something good to make up for subjecting yourself to this madness. Go have a cookie. Did you drink enough water today? I know you didn’t. Go drink some. Eat some real food too. Maybe watch a movie. Whatever floats your boat.

also in other news art reqs are open! Please send me asks. Please. Engage. I will hypnotize you, ready?

engage!

Now tell me what to draw because I am a bored and lonely basement dweller (I don’t actually live in a basement. I just have that vibe.) who needs inspiration. I am running on empty and your ideas are the cookies I need to keep going. Did i mention that cookies are cool. I like cookies. And cake. And candy. And everything else that has sugar in it. In fact, food in general is just wild. I don’t think we appreciate enough how great it is to be able to eat food. Go have some candy right now. Go on, you can tell your doctor I gave you permission. This is getting weird. I’m gonna stop talking now before you start thinking I’m some sort of crazy person. Hah, imagine <- said the crazy person.

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welp, anyway.

Something something grian wip that ill probably never finish