“Chipmunk Tasting Almonds For The First Time”

Things were so different.. Everything's changed. For better and worse. Guess it ain't too bad

Music has gone the way of food. People want it fast and cheap and they don’t care what it tastes like or where it comes from.

-Yvonne Prinz, The Vinyl Princess

Just cut all my hair off. Don't recognise myself in the mirror 😅

Got a mullet now

New beginnings

“Treat this world as I do, like a wayfarer; like a horseman who stops in the shade of a tree for a time, and then moves on.”

~ Sayings of the Prophet (from Caravan of Dreams by Idries Shah)

Jhaleya..

Ishq kamona okah..

Shani Malik Malang

اسی نازک دل دے لوگ ہاں

ساڈا دل نہ یار دکھایا کر

Baba Bulleh Shah

Right, I have journaled. I have even picked up therapy. I have prayed to Allah. I have had a haircut and even changed the colour of my hair. I go gym and changing my body and work on myself - mentally and emotionally. I have changed my life around 180degrees. I have even made a sad playlist.

sit in the darkness? What does that mean?

My heart is not open to people but is open to new experiences and opportunities and acquaintances.

Yet I still can’t move on. I get dreams and feelings just like you. Yet I’m stuck.

I might need to do the Tahajjud itikhara combination.

Well done for doing all of that already. That's massive. Im proud of you. Appreciate yourself and all you've done so far.

Sitting in darkness; not literally but metaphorically. You're already doing it. You're prioritising your own development and are allowing yourself to feel all the emotions.

You're already in the darkness.

This will take time. Weeks, months, maybe even years.

Getting over someone is very much case by case. Eg; If you done wrong in this relationship and have guilt, it can take years to get over, or even better, you don't ever get over it but you learn to live with it.. If you did no wrong, you'll get there eventually. Time is the greatest healer. Consistency matters. You will fall and will feel low, but you just gotta pick your shit up and carry on.

Definitely perform Tahajjud and Iskithara. Sometimes just stay in Sajdah, feel the negativity departing your soul. Prepare for Ramadan also, insha'Allah this will be a good one for you.

Feel free to dm me if you want a chat, I don't bite.

"The rich have no style, the artists have no money"

You must be ready to burn yourself in your own flame; how could you rise anew if you have not first become ashes?

Friedrich Nietzsche