V33ngeance - V33ngeance

Rejection from the one you want kills but anyways, Ramadan Mubarak brother

Indeed... Ramadan Mubarak

In English we say "I can't make eye contact". But in Urdu, we say:

"Unki nazron ka rukh aaj meri taraf hai,

Aaj meri palkon ne uthne se inkaar kar diya hai".

Right, I have journaled. I have even picked up therapy. I have prayed to Allah. I have had a haircut and even changed the colour of my hair. I go gym and changing my body and work on myself - mentally and emotionally. I have changed my life around 180degrees. I have even made a sad playlist.

sit in the darkness? What does that mean?

My heart is not open to people but is open to new experiences and opportunities and acquaintances.

Yet I still can’t move on. I get dreams and feelings just like you. Yet I’m stuck.

I might need to do the Tahajjud itikhara combination.

Well done for doing all of that already. That's massive. Im proud of you. Appreciate yourself and all you've done so far.

Sitting in darkness; not literally but metaphorically. You're already doing it. You're prioritising your own development and are allowing yourself to feel all the emotions.

You're already in the darkness.

This will take time. Weeks, months, maybe even years.

Getting over someone is very much case by case. Eg; If you done wrong in this relationship and have guilt, it can take years to get over, or even better, you don't ever get over it but you learn to live with it.. If you did no wrong, you'll get there eventually. Time is the greatest healer. Consistency matters. You will fall and will feel low, but you just gotta pick your shit up and carry on.

Definitely perform Tahajjud and Iskithara. Sometimes just stay in Sajdah, feel the negativity departing your soul. Prepare for Ramadan also, insha'Allah this will be a good one for you.

Feel free to dm me if you want a chat, I don't bite.

What my dreams look like

Mood 🍃 !.

I found the fleece, guess I didn’t need your guidance after all

Don't follow me, I'm lost too

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