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Nestled in bed with my teddy bear reading an old space encyclopedia I got when I was very young and have always cherished it and always will no matter how old I am. Reading it under a warmly lit lamp listening to soft taps of rain on my window. If only I could freeze this moment for a while and let the world and worries fade away...

I was coming back home this afternoon and it was so fucking hot so naturally I was feeling homicidal. No thoughts just rage and heatstroke. All my life I have only experienced hot,burn fuck you die hot, burn fuck you die hot deluxe version, blissful rain and flu winter. But when I looked up i saw so many trees full of gorgeous yellow, orange, violet, white flowers and the Bougainville (pink) which soothed my rage a little bit and made me realize oh hey it's spring not classic spring but I'm still grateful for you.

Some pictures I took while coming on the scooter I wish I could capture the orange and violet ones and lush green trees passage.

Pygmalion effect.

Remember that not everyone is capable of being happy for you. These people are often the closest ones to you your family your friends etc. family is the one which hurts the most they'll pay for your basic necessities but use it as a leverage for every single failure. They'll say that they want "the best for you"or " we only think about your success" you dare dream big or different you are the problem I mean every fucking thing you do is a problem. Even if you win a noble prize they'll always highlight your previous failure every chance to demotivate you they'll use it. Because let's be honest the crab bucket mentality they don't really want you to thrive they want you to "settle" maybe a life like theirs with a job you hate, a partner who drains you and someday even kids you will end up treating the same and the cycle continues until someone really breaks it. So if you're reading this break the cycle break it please I'm begging. Most people are emotional creatures we rely on validation and support during tough times support doesn't mean coddling or spoiling it means to show people that you're there for them no matter fucking what. There are of course people who come out stronger out of this " tough love" but not all children are that way whats so fucking hard to understand. "You can give a flower all the water it needs, but if the environment is full of hostility, it will still wilt" .

LOOK AT MY GIGANTAMAX SNORLAX HE IS AN ABSOLUTE UNIT HE HAS AN WHOLE ISLAND ON HIS BELLY?!? AWW im gonna cry

Thank you so much y'all for the many reblogs and likes I started posting seriously like over 2 weeks ago also thank you for being my mutuals it's crazy I mean let me count i know only like 4 people in real life here more than 60- that's crazy that used to be the strength of my class when I was in school lmao ( y'all have such cool blogs really i really would like to talk y'all- I be stalking and scrolling through blogs like my mother scrolls through whatsapp statuses) im really really grateful no kidding except for the porn bots and creepy men in my dms YOU all stay the fuck away no I'm not interested in sexting or an older daddy no thanks I'm not that desperate enough yet. Also no I don't wanna learn about trading from Tumblr as tempting making 50,000 dollars in one hour sounds i think I'll pass aheh.

But again thank you so much dhanywaad

Jal lijiye… aur saath mein ek do antidepressant bhi.

Queer 👏 people 👏 are 👏 not 👏 all 👏 fucking 👏 activists 👏

Stop quizzing us on queer history and asking us questions we aren’t qualified to answer about the world and about politics and about our identities

Stop trying to back us into a corner so you can justify your discrimination on the basis that we don’t know what we’re talking about or can’t “defend” ourselves to you

Stop treating every queer person that stands up and says “I want to be treated like a person” as if they’re an activist

Cut that bullshit out

Marginalised people just want to exist and be happy

I don’t know everything, and that doesn’t make me undeserving of your respect or my human rights you fucker

I don’t even owe you the stuff I do know- I still am entitled to basic fucking respect

TLDR; Queer people shouldn’t have to be historians or scientists for you to not be a fucking dick