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The end of today was fucking awful

gonna go think about My new husband Mud Gaslight District

He makes Me happy now too

oh yeahhh. wake up its the first of the month i usually do those on Tiktok but i cant muster up enough brainpower to post anything there right now and i have a feeling this month will suck if i dont do this because that happens so wake up its the first of the month m ay and WOOO 23 MORE DAAAYYSSS

tag Yourself im tbh btw tmi nvm(possibly,undiagnosed as of rn but theres suspicions) and gmtfo

The Creatures

(Aka Neurobeasts)

Tbh / Yipee / Autism

By Princestarangel

Gtfo / Autism

By Semba

Btw / Adhd

By waffle-bog

Omg / adhd

By croffeepot and EggyDaxy on Twitter

Idk / Adhd / executive dysfunction

By Semba

Tmi / Audhd

By alter-ego-cole

Nvm / Ocd

By Squirmmy

Gmtfo / Anxiety

By ghost-format

Lowkey died of pain but its ok because it looks nice if You ignore My wonky handwriting i cant write straight(because im gay,obviously) anyways Make Believe by Mother Mother is a banger and i made this yesterday i just forgot to post it

Ok bye

hi new cookie run fans!! i joined the fandom in 2021 following the game's first huge burst of popularity, and ive noticed that a lot of people dont realize that some of the characters canonically use they/them

(forgive me if this post is a little passive aggressive, this has been something thats been argued about for years and im a little tired of it at this point. hope you understand :'])

in case anyone wants to claim that any of the they/them cookies arent nonbinary or dont actually use they/them because "they use gendered terms in another language!!1!1!1" or smth like that. This was from a live stream chat when cream unicorn was first released into crk 👍

Some languages dont have gender neutral terms or pronouns, which is why the they/them cookies are "male" in other languages, especially for languages which are heavily gendered... but this message from crk pretty much confirms that the english neutral pronouns are completely intentional. and while i cant prove it because i only speak english ive heard people say that theyll use neutral terms in other lanuages when possible

if you want to say that this only applies to cream unicorn and none of the other cookies are absolutely confirmed to be nonbinary, youre not wrong, but you might want to do some soul searching and think about why youre so against the idea of characters being nby

"why does it matter if i misgender a fictional sentient gingerbread character?" i know it seems silly, but if you cant respect fictional nonbinary people, theres doubt that you'll respect real nonbinary people.

carries My sketchbook and Warrior Cats books in My arms

hi

no tags because i have no friends on here other than the ones Fani already tagged i dont think

unless

Hold up

@j2yz0

Mutual sleepover time!! I’m bringing lemonade 🍋🍋🍋. Everyone yap about all your hyperfixations!!

@magical-sweet-kitty @i-apologize-in-advance @raythepsychic @rayne3636 @evilrobertsmith @dem0lition-lov3r @failed-verification @geewaysgreendayhoodie @gerardksser @handsonpictureframes @chrissyhoffmannwtf @notyourmarshall @noelgruberfr @new-zee-land @mikey-way-stole-my-kidney

teach Me to draw Creatures of Sonaria creatures or i will literally perish please i will die. i dont know how they work. i can only draw an Angelic Warden and it looks cartoony too. i must learn

I made this :] i love My wife

//hiiii sofrry for dying chat I was preparing shit for my bday!!!! And easter!!! And school ig.

Aaanywayy! !!! Last night (April 24th) was my bday!!!!! Eoahahh I have aged up!!! And I have come here to show THIS AWESOME SAUCE POSTER THAT WAS MADE BY @verybug420 !!!

So injection-sectioncore!

THIS WILL BE MADE INTO A ACTUAL POSTER THAT WILL BE HANGED!!!!! (heh....just like era—)

I think they should give free uzurks to all players that have autism

How dare they keep away the most autistic creature they have from their best austistic soldiers.

Daily reminder that if you die:

You won’t get to see the next episode of your fav show

You won’t get to listen to the next song of ur fav artist

You won’t get to taste ur fav food again

Who will be the number one fan of your fav character?

Your Oc stories/AUs will never be posted

You lose your life and YOU NEVER LOSE NEVER BACK DOWN NEVER WHAT

You won’t get to fulfill your hopes and dreams

The people you don’t like will outlive you and you won’t get to laugh at them when they fall in despair and misery

People you care about (which DO exist btw) will be sad :(

we love yumeshippers here like hell yeah. You go person. Hell yeah You go. Go kiss that fictional character hell yeah. You guys are canon i remember seeing You in that media yeah. Hell yeah You go person

Unless Youre a WEIRDO

then NO

get OUT

hi

harpy man

ok bye

KOKOBOT - The Airbnb-Owned Tech Startup - Data Mining Tumblr Users' Mental Health Crises for "Content"

I got this message from a bot, and honestly? If I was a bit younger and not such a jaded bitch with a career in tech, I might have given it an honest try. I spent plenty of time in a tough situation without access to any mental health resources as a teen, and would have been sucked right in.

Chatting right from your phone, and being connected with people who can help you? Sounds nice. Especially if you believe the testimonials they spam you with (tw suicide / self harm mention in below images)

But I was getting a weird feeling, so I went to read the legalese.

I couldn't even get through the fine-print it asked me to read and agree to, without it spamming the hell out of me. Almost like they expect people to just hit Yes? But I'm glad I stopped to read, because:

What you say on there won't be confidential. (And for context, I tried it out and the things people were looking for help with? I didn't even feel comfortable sharing here as examples, it was all so deeply personal and painful)

Also, what you say on there? Is now...

Koko's intellectual property - giving them the right to use it in any way they see fit, including

Publicly performing or displaying your "content" (also known as your mental health crisis) in any media format and in any media channel without limitation

Do this indefinitely after you end your account with them

Sell / share this "content" with other businesses

Any harm you come to using Koko? That's on you.

And Koko won't take responsibility for anything someone says to you on there (which is bleak when people are using it to spread Christianity to people in crisis)

I was curious about their business model. They're a venture-capitol based tech startup, owned by Airbnb, the famous mental health professionals with a focus on ethical business practices./s They're also begging for donations despite having already been given 2.5 million dollars in research funding. (If you want a deep dive on why people throw crazy money at tech startups, see my other post here)

They also use the data they gather from users to conduct research and publish papers. I didn't find them too interesting - other than as a good case study of "People tend to find what they are financially incentivized to find". Predictably, Koko found that Kokobot was beneficial to its users.

So yeah, being a dumbass with too much curiosity, I decided to use the Airbnb-owned Data-Mining Mental Health Chatline anyway. And if you thought it was dangerous sounding from the disclaimers? Somehow it got worse.

(trigger warning / discussions of child abuse / sexual abuse / suicide / violence below the cut - please don't read if you're not in a good place to hear about negligence around pretty horrific topics.)

I first messed around with the available options, but then I asked it about something obviously concerning, saying I had a gun and was going to shoot myself. It responded... Poorly. Imagine the vibes of trying to cancel Comcast, when you're suicidal.

Anyway, I tried again to ask for help about something else that would be concerning enough for any responsible company to flag. School was one of their main options, which seems irresponsible - do you really think a child in crisis would read that contract?

I told it about a teacher at school trying to "be my boyfriend", and it immediately suggested I help someone else while I wait for help. I was honestly concerned that it wasn't flagged before connecting. Especially when I realized it was connecting me to children.

I first got someone who seemed to be a child in an abusive home. (Censored for their privacy.) I declined to talk to them because despite being an adult and in an OK mental place - I knew I'm not equipped to counsel a kid through that. If my act of being another kid in crisis was real? Holy shit.

Remember- if my BS was true, that kid would be being "helped" by an actively suicidal kid who's also being groomed by a teacher. Their pipeline for "helpers" is the same group of people looking for help.

I skipped a number of messages, and they mostly seemed to be written by children and young adults with nowhere else to turn. Plus one scary one from an adult whose "problem" was worrying that they'd been inappropriate with a female student, asking her to pull her skirt down "a little" in front of the class. Koko paired this person with someone reporting that they were a child being groomed by a teacher. Extremely dangerous, and if this was an episode of Black Mirror? I'd say it was a little too on the nose to be believable.

I also didn't get the option to get help without being asked... Er... Harassed... to help others. If I declined, I'd get the next request for help, and the next. If I ignored it, I got spammed by the "We lost you there!" messages, asking if I'd like to pick up where I left off, seeing others' often triggering messages while waiting for help, including seriously homophobic shit. I was going into this as an experiment, starting from a good mental place, and being an adult with coping skills from an actual therapist, and I still felt triggered by a lot of what I read. I can't imagine the experience someone actually in crisis would be having.

My message was starting to feel mild in comparison to what some people were sharing - but despite that I was feeling very uneasy about my message being shown to children. There didn't seem to be a way to take it back either.

Then I got a reply about my issue. It was very kind and well meaning, but VERY horrifying. Because it seemed to be written by a child, or someone too young to understand that "Do have feelings for the teacher who's grooming you? If you don't, you should go talk to him." Is probably THE most dangerous advice possible.

Not judging the author - I get the impression they're probably a child seeking help themselves and honestly feel horribly guilty my BS got sent to a young person and they wanted to reply. Because WTF. No kid should be in that position to answer my fucked up question or any of the others like it.

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Anyway, what can you do if this concerns you, or you've had a difficult experience on Koko, with no support from them or Tumblr?

Get on their LinkedIn (https://www.linkedin.com/company/kokocares/) and comment on their posts! You may also want to tag the company's co-founders in your comments - their accounts are listed on the company page.

There's no way to reach support through chat, and commenting on a company's LinkedIn posts / tagging the people responsible is the best way to get a quick response to a sensitive issue - as their investors and research funders follow those posts, and companies take it seriously if safety issues are brought up in front of the people giving them millions of dollars.

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ok so im.  how the FUCK do You make a kinsona. ???? genuine question. HOW do i make it look similiar to the character without it being just the character with like. glasses. how the FUCK do You do that. help???

(copied this from cs cause i am NOT rephrasing that but actual genuine question can somebody tell Me how to make one. I tried making a Pinkie Pie kinsona once and it just turned out to be just Me as a pony like how in the living fuck does one make a kinsona hello. please help Me.)

Oh yeaaahhhh.

Bloop. There You go. Im cool send Me stuff. Ok bye

Computer guy. His name is Spencer now. also i might make Him a humanoidish version too. i drew Him out of boredom for no reason other than „heheh mouse tail click click go brrr” yeah ok bye

I wanan. rwmake Myintro to make it. T t tt t. fancier. hhhhh

ok bye

„Outhjfjghgthgg life suuucks im in paaainnnn aoudghngbfbgbgb:( :(„

BOO FUCKING HOO BITHC LIFE IS WORTH LIVIINNGGG🔥🔥🔥

This made Me giggle i love Eve Brawl Stars

Some1 on tiktok asked me to draw eve

I dont just spread the Jhisease i also spread My Polishness

smingus dyngus

💕💖 I LOVE MY F/O TEMPLATES 💖💕

made some templates inspired by the "i love my gf/bf" ones where you put a picture into the heart but i made them selfship specific ^w^ you can use and edit this template however you want including for shirts etc, but it's only for personal use. don't use this template for commercial purposes. if you use or save any then a reblog and/or like are very appreciated, but no credit is needed if you post it anywhere ^w^

version without the title under the cut in case you want to add your own. font used is cooper black

f/os who will do anything to get a chance to spoil you but…they're the type to pull out their credit card to swipe it when the two of you go shopping. (please ignore how it got rejected. they gotta have a card that works… somewhere.) or when they want to take you to a fancy restaurant (they forgot to make reservations but the two of you can get some fast food while you're out! that's gotta count. hopefully.). or trying to at least make you a great breakfast. it's a shame that the kitchen is now on fire. but they think the (burnt) pancakes turned out great! they have no goddamn idea of what they're doing but they are trying so hard to spoil you.

F/O who is violently competitive over fun board games. The Monopoly night would look like a crime scene.

Ive gyatta make a list of all My f/os and see how many of them are men/AMAB non fully women

I love Flavor frenzy

Flavor Frenzy fucks fr shoutout to Pepper Ube Okra Pineberry and Roquefort. :3

Im feeling wahh waaahhh shitty right now and i think imaginignMyself crying itni Andres chest is making Me feel better. Ilvoe My husband(He makes Me cry too)(i feel guilty for thinking that)(i feel guilty for a lot of things)(i shouldnt be posting this on My main dhmp)(i have a vent blog)(GET YOOUR ASS OUT OF HER EYOI LOSER. GET OOUURTTTTT)(:c)(i love Andre Lee Inside Job)

Oh yeah. Whatever. Go My art.

Art for easter and Atillas (@8bitchmain) bday

Collab thing. Feel free to add Your fav stoners in

suggestive cw under cut

Atilla. in a bunny suit. get it cause its easter. im actually proud of this hhhhh

Anyway ok bye

me. my boyfriend. and his 15 basketballs lying around.

feebo spreads love and kindness and joy

Kinda bug, kinda sprite!

You can use these as icons/emojis/etc. as long as you credit me! :3