If You Love Me Hard Core Then Don't Walk Away

THISSS !!!

Ok, time to breathe and vent to the masses a little. Pretty much everyone here has no clue of the struggles I've been through lately. Sure, I've told some of you who message me, and I greatly appreciate those who let me vent. Most of those who listen, have been wonderful to talk to.

Apparently, what some people just don't understand is that there are more than just one type of dom. Pretty much every guy I've heard of seems to think it needs to be sexual right from the start, and it's your way or the highway. But what of the CG style of dom that I am? Someone who actually cares about the person that I am talking to, and doesn't need things to be sexual from the start, nor does it need to be every day.

But I often feel that the personality I have, tends to get overlooked, at least on this platform. Yes, I have met some wonderful people on here, and have made at least one really amazing friend that I hope will last the test of time. But after last night's attack on me, I was left broken for a little bit. The doubt it created caused me to hurt someone I truly care about, and really I hope that they will forgive me.

From now on, anyone that intentionally causes me, or someone that I care about, any kind of pain like what had happened last night, I'm not messing with it. You will be removed from my life on the spot. Apparently someone has hurt feelings already for this happening, and I don't think they fully understand why. That's not my problem though. I have my circle and I will protect that circle with my life.

But I'm over it at this point. I have received plenty of reassurance from some of you, and for that, I am eternally grateful. I have cut contact with some that I feel caused the pain. It's time I clean the negativity off of this page, and focus on what I was before that negativity came into my life. I will find her, and we will be happy, no matter what. Whether from this platform or another. I know the one for me, and the one who needs me is out there somewhere. We just have to find each other.

Another topic that I have been thinking of lately.

I always see the reasoning for why a girl wants an older man, and it always points to daddy issues. But what about someone like me, who wants to take care of a younger girl?

Well, I think I figured it out, at least for what applies to me. And it's really not all that different, just a little harder. The answer? Years of neglect, and not wanting someone else to feel the same pain that I have felt. Having absent parents, one physically was never there because the other left him. And the other was so focused on herself that she neglected her kids. Then onto adulthood. Neglected by partners, tossed to the side, emotionally ignored for no reason at all. So to be able to help save someone from that same trauma, I think that is what has developed me into who I am today.

Sure, it's not the overly aggressive Dom that everyone imagines, but that's not all there is to this lifestyle. It should be more about genuine care for your little, not just about abusing them. All that will do is break them, and they will eventually leave you for someone that actually cares.

RESPECT! You may like chats with young women or chats with experienced men. But isn't respect the most important thing of all? Young or old, enjoy each other and respect each other. The experience of an older man and the openness of a young woman can be perfectly pleasant and valuable. Enjoy each other and respect each other.

I hope everybody heals and see the beautiful things in this world again

I sometimes wonder if we ever had a chance.