Random Doodle GRRRR Can You Tell What Emotion I Like To Draw The Most 🌚

It’s that one picture of Christian bale and the other girl who’s name I forgot 😭

can you imagine if the woman you trusted so much to the point where you lied and manipulated and killed for her without ever questioning it for years suddenly turned into dust in front of you without explaining her motives and you just have to walk back to the office break room covered in her ashes

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Sea Grunks Intro

Good god, I have been working on this for a while. What originally started out as small storyboard pro practice, ended up becoming an actual project. There was a good amount of time when I wasn’t sure I would finish it, but here it is. I hope you enjoy it!

GUYS IM GONNA SCREAM I LOVE OBLIQUE LANES ART. GNAWING AT THE BARS OF MY ENCLOSURE ABKFKWIFIDKC. PLEASE CHECK OUT ANOMALY DIVERSION ON A03!!

I thought I had alreayd posted this but I apparently didn’t

BUT

I saw fidds in his welding mask and this idea popped into my head of him just becoming murderous because why not? I originally couldn’t choose his weapon so I was thinking about a chainsaw or hammer but idk

In tf2 we take respawn as a given, just as an in-universe mechanism, no big deal.

But imagine... How actually painful and scary it is to die. Even if consciously you know that you will return, the fear of death is instinctive, your body will always roar and fight for it's life. Experiencing the closeness of death is a great trauma. It's exhausting and it's imprinted on your subconscious.

Now, imagine that you die an average of 10 times every day. You reap the trauma of death, you get up, you immediately go into the fight and don't think about it, and then it goes on and on again. You don't even have room to process the pain. You keep putting it off for later, but then when is that?

I wonder if mercenaries have nights when they just let themselves weep out their lings from all that accumulated pain. Even if logically they know there is no danger - the instinct for self-preservation hurts VERY badly. The trauma is primal.

They're all definitely not healthy there in that kind of system.

Random doodles over the last couple months 😭

Billford and some Pyramid Steve!!

Gosh these idiots need to get a room