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I AM SO FUCKING FAT!!!

I am gonna gymmax bros

I meet cut maxing and running

I have been having one mentality

Walk 40 km with protein shake.

That didnt work

Then I tried just training daily, but I fee no difference….

Carbs go in and calories dont go out, but without carbs I also feel frigid.

Terry bless him in heavens.

I have machines…

And he knows a single ninjujutsu 😫

Rock Lee vs. Gaara went SO hard and was so memorable, it unintentionally tricked an entire generation into thinking Naruto's underlying theme was that effort and hard work ultimately triumph over natural talent. Naruto was, in fact, not about that. It was the opposite, in fact.

My name

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Here is the video essay I've made about the migration crisis we are currently facing together.

Cheers, sister!

I hate moth.

so far through web ive seen..

a gacha game about rocks, flowers, candies, paintings, tanks, ships, rulers, heroes, gods, monsters, train stations, guns, it never fucking ends...

it never fucking ends..... why

how

consumerism is way too much

we need to literally j just destroy electricity

because

consumerism is fucking insane just shut up

we get it

we GET IT.

everything is moe my poop yesterday is moe

parasitic worms are moe

you will see wehn you pick up random ass sand that it is all moe each rock

This will be kind of meditation.

I would like to say to myself especially about my brain. I am the smartest.

No, I am very smart. Indeed. The way my brain works horribly diabolically different. In some peaceful environment, I most definitely look perfect. But I am really really fragile and I would like if you view me respectfully. My brain has OCD but big major way it works is that it doesn’t have survivor as direct priority. When it tries to use thought process it makes millions decisions to “improve” final outcome, in other words I am not satisfied until I get major damage repair or problem solution, that means I will keep walking through a rope on top of a flagship in the wind to search for solutions. Very often I end up looking differently, expanding my horizon and gaining relevant knowledge to solve the problem. But I get in such way that the brain encourages risky paths more. More time consumption, more work, less power. Yara yara…

When other people have flaws or weaknesses, it’s easier for me to see them, hell it’s super easy. Each one of them, there’s million issues I can pick up on however I am more of an eye. Making logical decisions is definitely my forte also abstract reality is …. Unbearable, my ocd hates making abstract decisions that put me in disadvantage. That cynical pattern behavior has been true all the times. Sometimes, between two somewhat good decisions or two identical ones my brain doesn’t comprehend not making tough choice anymore…

I am too used to keep improving a decision until perfectly satisfied.

I understand flaw in that logic. How do I move from here? How do I live more like normies? To me, it is mental brainhell.

Being stupid seems to be bad. Being too smart makes you stupider than an idiot. Being smart in general doesnt seem to be useful survival skill. Real friends are only ones who can make my life happier.