HELLO STONERS (haha Get It Cause Dr.Stone Yeah I’ll See Myself Out)

I-I'm alive..... *breathes heavily*

nothing i do, say or feel is ever truly real. It feels like me, but i know its really not and i dont know how to get rid of it. Its like my main source of problems ngl. that and people. i fucking hate people.

i am an artist

although, i haven't created anything in a few years.

i'm an artist, and yet, the only thing i do (CAN do) is pitifully observe

i am an observer, then.

i suppose it's hard to see myself as anything else, considering my singular hobby is perceiving stories.

i read, i watch, i play; i hear stories around me constantly. everything from the niche post to the highest grossing video game, or the strangers on the street to my family-- they all have a story i've seen. one that means something.

funny thing though, i can't read between the lines to save my life. as much as i observe and think about these things on a daily basis-

I never fully understand what it is that i see

maybe its a difference in interpretation between myself and my peers that makes me feel this way (i've always been a part of the crowd)

i'll dont think ill ever know why i don't get it. i cant understand anything, i've lived alone for too long. even before i was alone, i never understood them. I was too awkward. Too forward.

i dont think i'll care enough to know, though. it doesn't really matter to me. nothing ever does in the end.

maybe thats why i dont understand.

what do you mean elon musk did a nazi salute on live tv at the united states presidential inauguration twice and is now erasing the evidence off the internet by replacing the footage with the crowd cheering instead?

would be a shame if people reblogged this, wouldn’t it?

😭😭

the idea of Saiki liking how someone looks after getting his powers back is making me giggle, like its so adorable to imagine him finding the beauty of just the surface of a person, not needing to know their insides and only taking in how fascinating the outside of a person can be too. But also after getting his powers back I think it would be so funny to think about him blinking at another person to not have his xray vission see through them, like a cat slow blinks as affection to other, Saiki blinks (kinda bats his eylashes tbh with the few seconds between each blink and how attentive he probably is which I find soo funny omg) at people that he enjoys looking at, like I mean its such a cute thought to me that he does this at everyone he finds affection for after accepting everything. And people close to him just know that thats a good sign after a while of him continually doing it just uugh!!!

Its a little sad to think about Saiki having to struggle more with his powers after finding the beauty in everyday life and in a perfect world he can control his powers better and find a way to turn off and on things like xray vission and telepathy, and I do think he gets a better hold of himself as he grows up but this is just so cute for still teenage Saiki after the power reveal or something

have always hated when people are like "stories are supposed to crush u👿" "media is supposed to comfort u☺️" why are there people trying to prescribe art. something famously known for its very consistent style format background intent and audience

bro who was gonnna tell me that there was a drst video game?????

screw my calc homework im doing this now.

The King has returned

It's Byakuya and Senku time again

I've tried to put into words how Senku feels about Byakuyas death and I finally think i understand a fraction of it. Senku feels guilty. So so guilty because he never got to tell Byakuya how grateful he is, how much he loves him, he never got to see his father one last time.

But more than that, the guilt crushes him because he sees the way Byakuya cares for him every day. The village was a gift from Byakuya to him, the platinum was gift from Byakuya to him, Lillians record was a gift from Byakuya to him. Senku has to live every day, is able to survive another day because of his dad. Byakuya always planned for exactly what he thought Senku would need, he as and always will do whatever is necessary for his son to succeed and yet Senku will never be able to do the same, he will never be able to do the same for his dad as his dad did to him. His dad gave everything he could to Senku up until his dying breath.

Senku feels guilty because he's been aware of how much his dad has done for him up until his dying breath and the only thing he can do now for his dad is to revive humanity, even if he has to die to do so.

woke up from a nightmare (?) at 4 am after only a couple hrs of sleep wtf