The more I think about it, Buck making not one but two jokes about jerking off when talking to Hen about becoming a sperm donor? The more it becomes one of the most casually heartbreaking Buck scenes we've ever witnessed.
The way Buck will use his body to deflect from the vast well of grief and pain that he cannot bear to feel. (And a clever writing choice to have Hen be drunk and also navigating her own crisis, because I bet a sober Hen would have clocked what was going on.)
That he didn't even allow himself to contemplate the ramifications — beyond jerking off in a cup — of giving away a part of himself. Because that's all he is, right? Just DNA, just body parts, just a body. Best he can hope is for his parts to be useful. He can be good at his job and he can take care of Chris if Eddie dies and he can use his body to help an old friend have a family, something Buck's heart desperately wants, but doesn't believe he'll ever get to have.
But he can't think about any of that. So it's just dick jokes. Fucking brutal, 911.
San fransokyo really loved Tadashi
writing problems: writing
OMG!! finally someone said it!! Lucy is literally called the Valiant for a reason. And Edmund is called the Just.
peter is a hufflepuff. susan is a slytherin. edmund is a ravenclaw. lucy is a gryffindor.
Jacob: I will protect her with me life Everyone: I mean you don’t have to Jacob: nono I’m gonna
never beating the sleepy allegations. they’re snoozin’
for the doodle prompt “inspired by eddiediazes request and also aisha’s IG stories i would love you if you doodled buck and eddie napping together at the station 🥺” from @dancing-mylife-away
We are always told that fire is dangerous
And yet the most beautiful things are born from the ashes
My mind
the transition from people needing each other to wanting each other is literally one of my greatest weaknesses that shit makes me want to walk into the sea and sit on the ocean floor for a thousand years
My favourite way of buck coming out to the firefam is someone bringing in LGBTQ+ badges in and buck just goes "sick!" And picks up a bi flag and walks away while everyone else just is shocked in a range of huh? To WHAT!
penny drop moment