Consume?

I devoured a whole advent calendar today

Bro is NOT held back by the calendar

Blud came back from war

Are you alive bro ski

not really sir….

Aquarius Cookie is here! ♒️ I held a poll on insta and had my followers vote on which zodiac cookie they’d wanna see next. I knew I wanted to give him a surfer dude/beachy vibe since Aquarius is such a confident, outgoing sign. Also water gun > vase to fit the beach theme (also lowkey inspired by kobo kanaeru lmao)

Sometimes i think about how the earth is nearly five billion years old meanwhile the dinosaurs first appeared only 200 million years ago and my head starts hurting………like what do you mean the entire history of humans and dinos is just a silly small goofy chunk of earth’s timeline…….anyways here’s a gremlin

Gremlin fr

But honestly thinking about how old EVERYTHING is gives me a damn existential crisis

What mmy parents wanted me to be fr

Elden Ring Miku

I crawl out from hell hole I've been residing these past few months tee hee.

So basically, my art WA1 is coming one, and the theme is about identity.

The counsel (my friends) has decided that my art shall take a meme-ish route. But imma sprinkle in some emo Ness cuz why not guys???

Rant below ‼️‼️‼️‼️

It also gets a tad bit personal too. Something about my long forgotten identity but I don't think it'd take up a huge chunk

So I was thinking like a vivisection of me, opening up to show my interests and what not (Ultrakill, Crk, ...Elden Ring 🥺👉👈. My hobbies too) and it'd also showcase my very interesting personality (ie my brain a black rotten mess due to the shit I watch 😔) but I think it'd also be fun to put my identity issues in there. Beneath the layers of 'me' there are other more layers of me, the person as I've been playing through out the years (like an onion). And when you reach the end you'll just see a black void in my silhouette. Just a husk without a soul.

Anyways. I also feel like being pinned up would be a nice metaphor as well. (I can't poetry and write in flowery language but I can try) Like in a sense that Im forced (BY ME) to be normal. Like a person with interests. Pinned up there without my consent for the world to see. Little do they know the secret beneath 😈

Also I have a bare bones idea, I've been searching the wide Web to fine art somewhat similar to what I want, but found NOTHING. I use to see so much of like 'what's inside me' ,simply put, art but now they're gone????

Also also. I gotta make use of textures. And if I lack the ability to feel emotion a majority of the time god dang how would I know what textures would make people feel a certain way.

That is why I won't be an artist when I'm older.

Oh god I'm jumping all over the place but like I also want to put labeling there too........ SCIENCE SCIENCE LONG LIVE SCIENCE.

And if you have any ideas that would help me a lot 🙏🙏🙏 like I have the bare bones minimum to what I want to do but I didn't have the time to brew it out and solidify it yk. Busy week... Grrrrrr

Thank you for taking your time to read,

Hope you have a nice dayyyyy 👉👈👉👈👉

It is also a COLLAGE. 😔

sobbing crying hysterical weeping

THIS TOOK ME WAY TOO LONG. AND I DIDNT EVEN DO THE BACKGROUND I JS DREW IN CABINET OF CURIOSITIES INTO IT

you might think, ‘oh, why is naib here, in this game that probably not a lot of people know about?’ and here is why.

i really like naib aubedar.

i really like manifold garden.

both their coulers are primarily white (cabinet of curiosities i mean).

so i did what i wanted to, and scridibbled him in. didnt include some details cause they were really small and my digital brushes could not handle details on such a scale

and some i really could not bother with, such as his manta rays (too translucent, didnt work with background image well), seaweed on his lamp (too late to be added in, i feel), and his other eye (tbh its something that defines my artstyle now)

please this took my ass WAY too long (over 5 hours, most of it taken up by experimenting with the colours and shading) and yet his shadow aint even right bro.

also i found higher resolution pics for the background after i finished drawing it (im twEAKING OUT)

but its aight ig, im pretty proud of the way he blends in with the atmosphere of the game. i was aiming for that too, so thats nice

here is the linkie for the original image i drew over

I got Burning Spice Cookie like two days ago. And in commemoration I drew fan art of him.

Proof

Totally not flexing

ANYWAYS HERES THE COOKIE

An d I do believe that Burning Spice and Capsaicin Cookie are like father and son

Burning Spice cookie is gonna be kicked out of meta soon. I feels

A ssimple sketch

我要哭