my problem is i pick a face claim for my OC and then whenever i look for new ideas for different books i get married to the face claim i already have and for that reason iโll reusing my FC ๐
oh iโm on it
god i wish i could write. I need to see logan with his young tipsy hypersexual little girlfriend who canโt keep her hands to herself in the car
NYXโs NIGHTFALL
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Natalya's eyes fluttered open as the morning sunlight filtered through the curtains, casting a warm glow across the room. She blinked away the remnants of sleep, her mind slowly coming into focus. And then, as realization dawned upon her, a sinking feeling settled in the pit of her stomach. She turned her head slightly and saw Damon lying beside her, his form still and peaceful in sleep. But Natalya knew better than to mistake his calm demeanor for kindness. Beneath the surface lurked a darkness, a cruelty that she had become all too familiar with. As she shifted in the bed, Damon stirred, his eyes flickering open. A cold chill ran down Natalya's spine as she met his gaze โ "good morning" Damon says as he moved his hand towards her face "please...don't" she said flinching away from his touch. "don't do that โ ah ah ah" he tuts pushing her hair over her so he could view the bite marks from the night before "no, no, no, get away from me โ No" she scrambles off the bed towards her vanity. A knock is heard at the door, "Natalya are you okay?" Elena yelled through โ Damon looked at Natalya with a sinister look daring her to yell for help, "yeah lena just - uh- dropped my perfume" she said looking Damon in his eyes, "alright i made you some food downstairs, Jenna's on campus for the day" she said walking away. Damon smiled "this could have gone a completely different way. i'll be back later" and he disappeared. Natalya sat down on her bed, the silence weighing heavy on her chest like a suffocating blanket. The once vibrant walls now seemed to close in on her, their cheerful colors mocking her bleak mood. She hugged her knees to her chest, seeking solace in the darkness that enveloped her. Tears welled up in her eyes, blurring her vision as they streamed down her cheeks unchecked. Each tear felt like a drop of lead, dragging her further into the depths of despair. She felt numb, empty, as if a black hole had swallowed up all the joy and light in her life. Thoughts swirled in her mind like a whirlwind, each one more crushing than the last. She felt worthless, hopeless, as if she were drowning in a sea of despair with no lifeline in sight. Every breath felt like a struggle, every heartbeat a reminder of her pain. She dragged her feet to her mirror where she ran her fingers over the holes in her neck. She hadn't felt this way since her parents died, so lifeless โ out of control. She quickly got ready, grabbing a scarf from her sisters closet; she wrapped it around her neck.
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Under the shade of a sprawling oak tree, elena and bonnie stood outside mystic falls high school, their voices mingling with the soft rustle of leaves in the gentle breeze. The sun cast dappled patterns of light and shadow across the pavement, creating a serene atmosphere for their conversation. Bonnie leaned against the trunk of the tree, her backpack slung over one shoulder as she listened intently to her friend, elena. "somethings up with talya" Elena said to bonnie โ who perked up at the mention of Natalya โ "what do you mean, i haven't talked to her since last night i tried to call her this morning but she didn't answer" bonnie said back "this morning it sounded like there was someone in her room and then i heard a loud noise" Elena said her worry was clear on her face "i knocked on the door and she told me she dropped her perfume." Elena had a perplexed look on her face "she didn't want to have a movie night last night which is completely not like her" bonnie raised her eyebrows in surprise "wait โ there she is" โ Natalya walked up to the girls with a smile on her face after she exited Damon's car; the scarf around her neck, she tried to cover up the bite marks on her neck and hoped no one would be able to notice them. She couldn't say the same for the bags under eyes and her sunken cheeks. Elena and Bonnie both noticed her depressed state, she was normally so happy and bubbly she would practically run to meet up with her friends, but here she was walking slowly towards them. Elena noticed the lack of color in her all black outfit, the only color was a burgundy scarf. She always had a bright color whether it be a pink bow, or bright shirt. She actually thinks Natalya stole that scarf from her closet. "hey guys sorry i'm late" Natalya said sounding out of breath โ "i โ uhโ couldn't figure out what to wear this morning" Natalya scratched the back of her hair "i'm just gunna go inside" she quickly turned around and started walking away โ "wait talya" Elena yelled to her sister who turned around, "yea?" she responded "bonnie and Stefan are coming over for dinner tonight just wanted to let you know" she said smiling at her โ "great" Natalya whispered under her breath as she turned and walked away. "that was caroline's mystery guy from the grill" bonnie said as she turned her head back to Elena โ "that's not a mystery guy. That's Damon Salvatore" Elena responded โ "Salvatore.. as in Stefan?" bonnie quickly asked Elena who shook her head. Elena and bonnie had parted ways, she was on a mission to find Stefan. She knew that from what Stefan told her about his brother that he was nothing but bad news. She also knew that Natalya would never go for a man that looked like him. she saw him walking towards her near Mr. tanners room โ "Stefan" Elena exhaled as he approached her "did you know my sister is dating your brother?" she pressed, she watched as Stefan's face contorted with confusion and she could have sworn she saw anger in his eyes. "no i didn't know that" he responded voice strained โ "well i don't know you brother all that well but somethings up. Natalya's being different than normal and no offense but he is not her type." Elena said waving her hands to make her point โ "i think he's doing something to her" Elena whispered eyes watering as she look up at Stefan who had an almost painful expression on his face. "listen, i promise you i will handle it alright." Stefan said back as he grabbed Elena's hand.
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Damon had made himself comfortable in Stefan's bedroom reading his journals when Stefan arrived home from football tryouts โ "how were tryouts? did you make the team? very Emerson, the way you reveal your soul with so many adjectives" Damon instigates โ "what are you doing here?" Stefan replies wary of his brothers next move "i've come to apologize. I've been doing some thinking, some soul searching, and... i want us to start over. we need to put the past behind us. You're my little brother, and if you want to live a normal, happy human life, then I want that for you. Maybe I can do it, too. That I can learn to be a non-living living person. Maybe there's hope for both of us." Damon says, he almost looks serious but Stefan knows him better โ "no Damon, there isn't actually hope for both of us because there will never be hope for you" Stefan shot back as he walked closer to Damon grabbing his journal from his hand. Damon gets up from his chair โ "You know i saw Elena today, btw. That means by the way." damon retorts โ "She was at cheerleading practice. She looked so perky in her little short shorts. Just... simmer down, I didn't even go near her. I've got my own gilbert girl now. Ooh, that reminds me... I gotta run. I have a date. Sweaty palms. Wish me luck." he says wiping his hands on his pants and walking out of the room.
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Elena and Bonnie were in the gilbert kitchen preparing food that elena had ordered. The girls were currently trying to make it look like they had cooked it. "You explain it. Last night, I'm watching Nine-o, a commercial breaks come on and I'm like, I bet it's that phone commercial. And sure enough, it's that guy and the girl with the bench, he flies to Paris and he flies back. They take a picture." bonnie exclaimed as she shrugged her shoulders matter of factly "Oh, come on. That commercial's on a constant loop." Elena retorted looking for a spoon โ "Fine. Well, how about this? Today I'm obsessed with numbers. 3 numbers. I keep seeing 8, 14, and 22. How weird is that?" bonnie said back looking over her shoulder "Maybe we should play the lottery." Elena said stopping herself "hey can you try to go upstairs and talk to talya she won't let me in her room." Elena asked bonnie concerned laced in her tone โ "yea i'll go now, i'm really worried about her." bonnie said walking away. Bonnie was worried about her best friend. the girls had been inseparable since the day they met, and yet bonnie hadn't heard from Natalya more than their quick interaction outside the school this morning. Bonnie bounded up the stairs towards Natalya's room, she could hear the shower running so she figured she could enter the room and wait for her on the bed like she normally would do. When she entered the room she noticed that all her makeup products from her vanity were scattered all over like Natalya was looking for something and her bed wasn't made, she even took notice of what looked like blood on Natalya's pillow. Clothes were scattered on the floor and some pictures were hanging sideways. she grew concerned when she realized the shower had been running for a longer time than necessary, she quickly knocked on the door "Natalya..." bonnie banged โ no answer โ "tal..? it's bonnie can you come out here" she heard the sound of the water shut off. "go away bonnie i just want to be alone right now" Natalya yelled back through the door โ "no tal i miss my best friend and you scaring me and Elena. we just want to make sure that you alright." bonnie pleaded, finally the lock clicked and Natalya opened the door quickly making sure to move her hair over her neck. the door swung open and Natalya stepped out of the bathroom steam flowing out of the room. "i'm fine okay? i just want to get ready." Natalya snapped at bonnie as she moved out of her way โ "ready for what?" bonnie inquired moving to sit on the bed. "i invited Damon over for dinner" she replied with a quivering voice โ "tal you know if Damon is doing something to you that you can tell us right?" bonnie asked moving to grab Natalya's shoulder โ "he's not doing anything to me" she snapped back to her pulling her shoulder out from her grasp. "okay.. okay, just promise that if you need help you will tell me or Elena?" bonnie held her hands up in surrender as she turned around and made her way to the door. "GUYS STEFANS HERE" Elena yelled from downstairs โ "i'll let you get dressed, i love you glinda" bonnie smiled sadly at her. "i love you more elfie" Natalya choked out, she didn't want to cry but it was like her thoughts weren't hers anymore. she wanted to yell for help but she couldn't and she didn't know why. "okay don't be nervous, he's here, just be your normal loving self" Elena whispered to herself as she opened the door.
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Stefan sat across from Elena next to Natalya, bonnie was on the end of the table. Stefan could smell the dried blood from Natalya's wound on her neck. He tried to not focus on it but rather the conversation at hand โ "Did Tanner give you a hard time today?" Elena asked โ "Well, he let me on the team, so I must have done something right." Stefan retorted, Elena turned her head towards bonnie โ "Bonnie, you should have seen Stefan today. Tyler threw a ball right at him, and..." Elena started, you could hear the excitement in her voice as she spoke โ "yea i heard" bonnie said quietly, Natalya knew that when bonnie wasn't fond of someone she wasn't exactly secretive about it. "why don't you tell Stefan about your family?" Elena pushed. Natalya cringed that was always a sore subject for bonnie. "Um, divorced. No mom. Live with my dad." bonnie replied calmly, "No, about the witches. Bonnie's family has a lineage of witches. It's really cool." Elena said looking back and forth between bonnie and Stefan โ "i don't think cool is the word bonnie would use" Natalya said lowly under her breath. "Well, it's certainly interesting. I'm not too versed, but I do know that there's a history of celtic druids that migrated here in the'00s." stefan said moving his arms on the table and crossing them over each other โ that had piqued bonnie's interest "My family came by way of Salem." she said back just as the doorbell rang. Natalya's head flew up at the sound her breathing gone ridged, her shaky hand held her chair so she could get up "I wonder who that could be." Elena said beating Natalya to the door, she opened the door and Damon stood there with a pie in his hands.
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"Hope you don't mind. Natalya invited me over for dinner" Damon said with a smile on his face, Stefan got up from his seat "what are you doing here?" he asked keeping his calm as if to not alert the others. Natalya noticed how he glanced at her, she realized he knew what Damon was doing. She grew mad at the realization that he knew and he wasn't doing anything, then she became scared because if his brother was doing that to her then what was he doing to Elena. as if on autopilot Natalya spoke up in a sweet voice "Baby hi, i'm so glad you could make it." she said pulling him over the threshold into the house. Damon leaned down and kissed her, she internally cringed but her body played along leaning into him. "you have a beautiful home, Elena" he said making eye contact with her. the group gathered in the living room, Natalya was sat on Damon's lap. "so.. um how did you guys meet?" Elena asked keeping her eyes on where his hands were placed making sure her sister was uncomfortable. "well i met him the other night when i ditched bonnie and caroline at the grill after caroline said how you can get any guy you want." Natalya said rambling โ "you know i love her to death but sometimes i wish sheriff Forbes was the one who died that way i didn't have to listen to her voice all the damn time" Natalya finished, Elena and bonnie gasped at her words, Stefan held in a breath. it was never like Natalya to ever wish something bad on someone she loved, the person sitting across from them was not the girl they knew and loved. damon tapped her on her knee and said "you know you shouldn't say that sweetheart, I know what it's like to lose both your parents. In fact, Stefan and I have watched almost every single person we've ever cared about die." โ natalya was forced to say that, she didn't feel that way at all. "i should put the dishes away" elena excused herself โ damon shortly after excusing himself to go help. Bonnie had went home giving natalya a quick hug and kiss on the head. Stefan was sitting across from natalya watching her intently, the way she fidgeted with her hands, how her heart beat irregularly every time she heard damon laugh. She was scared of him. "that's a really nice scarf" stefan said to natalya "Mm. Thank you, it's elena's" she said playing with the end of the scarf. "Can I see it? I mean, would you mind taking it off?" he asked holding his hand out for it, "oh i can't" natalya replied shyly โ "why not? you okay?" stefan pushed, natalya raised her eyebrows as if to say "you know i'm not" but replied "Um... All I know is that I can't take it off." she said looking down at her lap. "what are you two kids up to?" damon asked as he entered the room โ "i was just asking her about her scarf" stefan said to his brother โ "Hmm. Hey, you know, um, Elena is finishing up the dishes. Why don't you go see if you can help?" he directed his question towards natalya but stared at stefan, natalya got up and made her way to the kitchen to help her sister. โ "They are people, Damon. She's not a puppet. She doesn't exist for your amusement, for you to feed on whenever you want to." stefan said getting in his brothers face, "Sure she does. They all do. They're whatever I want them to be. They're mine for the taking." damon said pushing his brother back "All right, you've had your fun. You used Natalya, you got to me and Elena, good for you. Now it's time for you to go." Stefan said pushing Damon towards the door โ "That's not a problem. Because... I've been invited in, and I'll come back tomorrow night and the following night and I'll do whatever i want with Natalya. Because that is what is normal to me." damon said leaving the gilbert house. Natalya and elena finished up the dishes and made their way to their respective rooms for the night. Natalya laid in her bed making sure she locked her windows and shut her curtains hoping that would deter damon if he chose to come back. She turned her tv on for some background noise and fell asleep into a deep slumber.
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Amidst a field of vibrant wildflowers swaying gently in the breeze, a girl with cascading locks of Brown hair danced like a sprite, her laughter echoing through the air. She twirled and skipped, her dress billowing around her as she moved with grace and joy. Behind her, a boy with an air of mystery chased after her, his form blurred as if shrouded in mist. He matched her steps with a playful determination, his laughter blending with hers in harmonious melody. The sun cast a golden glow over the scene, painting the world in hues of warmth and serenity. Each step they took seemed to be imbued with the magic of the moment, a fleeting dance of innocence and freedom. The girl glanced over her shoulder, a mischievous sparkle in her eyes as she quickened her pace, daring the boy to catch her. He responded with a playful grin, his movements fluid and effortless as he closed the distance between them. Their laughter filled the air, mingling with the sweet scent of flowers and the rustle of leaves. For a moment, they were lost in their own world, a world where time stood still and worries faded away.
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so i may have made damon the villain in this storyโฆ i got way to carried away with some plot changes and yโall are going to HATE himโฆ oh lord.
you know iโm bored when i wrote a whole new chapter in one day omg ๐ฌ posting tonight ๐๐๐
i could never be famous because the second i learned people were shipping me with someone i'd be making out with them as much as possible
Loved your SFW alphabet!!!! Can you also do the nsfw alphabet for Wolverine??????๐ฅน๐ฅน๐ฅน๐ฅน๐ฅน
pairings : logan howlett x fem!reader warnings : smut prompts, deep throating, dacryphilia, choking, breeding kink, mean!logan, dom/sub dynamics, iโm probably missing some, NOT PROOFREAD a/n : hey so this sucks because iโve had to rewrite it like seven times bc tumblr wouldnโt let me post, iโm sorry if itโs disappointing:(
A โ Aftercare (what they're like after sex)
โคท logan is extremely attentive after sex, his deep rooted fear of over using his strength on you always in the forefront of his mind. with you usually being stuck in the clouds after the most amazing orgasm of your life heโs always sure to care for you.
โhere darlin drinkโ logan mumbles bringing a glass of water to your lips.
โhmmโ you mumble out nestling your head into the hand heโs using the move your head.
B โ Body part (their favorite body part of their
partner's)
โคท loganโs favorite body part is definitely your neck. he loveeeesssss kissing, biting, chokingโฆ. he loves your inhaling your scent, your pheromones always setting him off.
C โ Cum (where they like to cum)
โคท preferably inside of you, but heโs willing to whatever you want. heโs obsessed with the idea of leaving his seed in you whether it be your cunt or your mouth.
โcmon darlinโ swallow it for meโ he groans out reaching his peak his grip tightening on your hair.
D โ Dirty secret (pretty self explanatory, a dirty secret of theirs)
โคท he wonโt tell anyone but when heโs away on missions he always brings a pair of your underwear with him. especially if he knows itโs going to take longer than usual.
E โ Experience (how experienced are they? do they know what they're doing?)
โคท loganโs two hundred years old, heโs got a lot of experience and maybe it hadnโt really clicked in your head how experienced he was until the first time you slept together. him having you come undone in a matter of minutes.
F โ Favorite position (this goes without saying)
โคท he lovessss cowgirl, you being on top is the hottest thing to him. itโs not often people have control over him but with you heโd gladly let you. pulling you down by your neck holding you to his chest while he thrustโs viscously up into you at an inhuman speed.
โyea baby, you love when i fuck you like thisโ he grunts into your ear harshly.
G โ Goofy (are they more serious in the moment? are they humorous? etc.)
โคท he is not goofy at all. heโs a serious man when it comes to pleasing his woman.
H โ Hair (do they like hair pulling?)
โคท he loves hair pulling. at first he wasnโt sure if you would like it granted his strength but when he was deep inside you with you begging his to pull your hair he snapped. heโs been obsessed with it ever since.
โplease lo..โ you moan out eyes wide
โplease what baby, gotta tell me what you needโ he gruffs out his movements never once stopping at the plea in your tone as you move his hand to the back of your head.
โwant you tโโ your words getting cut short by the string grip that pulls your head back your neck wide on display.
I โ Intimacy (how are they during the moment? the romantic aspect)
โคท the first couple times intimacy was a hard thing for logan, it wasnโt slow and sensual it was hard and rough. you never complained heโd never really had a reason or a person to go slow with. slowly the more he opened up to you about his life and his past and saw how willingly you loved him his demeanor changed from needing to be in control to wanting to let go of that control and just be in that moment with you.
J โ Jack off (masturbation headcanon)
โคท loganโs mission had taken longer than expected, to say he was surprised would be an understatement. getting home late at night he wasnโt expecting to walk in on his peaches touching herself while moaning out his name. sure he was mad at first. but watching you struggle to reach the places he knew only he could turned him on more, knowing you werenโt satisfying yourself enough to actually cum.
K โ Kink (one or more of their kinks)
โคท BREEDING!!!! i shouldnโt have to say more but i will, he loves pumping you full of his seed whispering dirty things in your ear as he does it. he also loves to see you cry when your all cock drunk and begging for more.
โcmon princess, why are you crying i know you can take itโ
L โ Location (favorite places to do the do)
โคท he loves taking you on any surface he can have you. the shower, the kitchen counter, the sofa, the floor. but nothing beats the good ol bed especially because of his size it can make it difficult. heโd rather be able to spread you out and take care of each and every part of your body.
M โ Motivation (what turns them on, gets them going)
โคท the sounds you make when he starts touching you are enough to get him completely feral. the ragged breaths you let out when heโs attacking your neck, biting and kissing.
N โ No (something they wouldn't do, turn offs)
โคท heโd absolutely never use his claws on you. despite how beautiful you think they are he still hates them. he prefers to keep you as far away from his weapon of destruction as he can. even though sometimes you beg him to just run them down your torso he refuses.
O โ Oral (preference in giving or receiving, skill, etc.)
โคท depends on his mood. if heโs in a good mood heโll eat it like itโs his last meal on gods green earth. if you piss him off heโs fucking your face until you a blabbing mess of tears and spit.
โyou just had to fuckinโ piss me off darlinโ huh?โ he forces out, hands on either side of your head as he thrusts roughly.
P โ Pace (are they fast and rough? slow and sensual? etc.)
โคท oh baby he is both! depends on his mood but more likely heโs touch and gentle, he knows your body and he knows when you need that extra push to get you over the edge.
Q โ Quickie (their opinions on quickies, how often, etc.)
โคท HATES THEM!!! heโd rather not fuck you than have a quickie.
R โ Risk (are they game to experiment? do they take risks? etc.)
โคท heโll definitely try new things, although heโd never risk your safety no matter how much you want him to.
S โ Stamina (how many rounds can they go for? how long do they last?).
โคท itโs never just one round. heโd fuck you until you pass out if he could. but in all seriousness heโs always ready for another round, heโs no one thrust buck heโll have you in every position imaginable before he finishes.
T โ Toys (do they use toys?)
โคท literally no lol he refuses and he hates when you do to.
U โ Unfair (how much they like to tease
โคท oh he just loves teasing you, any chance he gets whether it be mocking or talking you through it.
โcmon peaches, you really thought iโd let you cum after what you did tonight?โ
V โ Volume (how loud they are, what sounds they make, etc.)
โคท heโs vocal. heโll tell you exactly how good you make him feel or how good your being. he knows you love when he groans and grunts in your ear.
W โ Wild card (a random headcanon for the character)
โคท logan fucking you on the counter after he got home from a mission that didnโt go as planned, heโs angry and needs to blow some steam so heโs rough with his movements, hand over your mouth to stop your moans, whispering in your ear โthats itโs baby just let me take it on you huh?โ
X โ X-ray (let's see what's going on under those clothes)
โคท HUNG!!! dudes hung. for the first while you couldnโt take all of him, but now you reveled in the fact you could. the first time you saw his cock you were definitely intimidated but he was just a cocky little fucker and told you he wasnโt worried and that you could take it.
Y โ Yearning (how high is their sex drive?)
โคท logan wants to fuck you anytime and anywhere. he has to stay aware that as a predator your sex drive isnโt nearly as high as his. often having to hold back on his urges especially if he spent all night fucking you into the bed the night before.
Z โ Zzz (how quickly they fall asleep afterwards)
โคท heโs not quick to fall asleep, heโll wait for you to fall first and then after he just holds you and basks in the feeling of having you beside him.
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I LOWKEY, LOWKEY NEED sfw and nsfw alphabet for Wolverine?!!?!?! ๐๐๐ that man has me going INSANE
pairing : logan howlett x fem!reader warnings : reader uses she/her pronouns, size difference a/n : these are my own thoughts, i understand people may see them differently. i respect that but please donโt leave mean comments ๐
A โ Affection (how affectionate are they? how do they show affection?)
โคท youโre relationship with logan doesnโt start out as the most affectionate. it takes him awhile to get used to sharing his life with someone. even more so it knaws at the back of his mind how small and fragile you are compared to his large size, heโs almost too scared to break you. once you convince him you arenโt made of glass he opens up. heโs obsessed with touching you. always having his hand on some part of you body whether it be your lower back or stomach, he feels without your touch he isnโt grounded.
B โ Best Friend (what would they be like as a best friend?)
โคท logan wouldnโt know how to handle having you as his friend. youโd talk to much and get little back from him. scared to hurt your feelings he would grunt and groan at any question you asked him. itโs not until you pull away from and start hanging around wade that he realizes how much he actually misses you talking his ear off with you excessive hand gestures.
C โ Cuddles (do they like to cuddle?)
โคท at first he wasnโt really into it, but then one night you were watching a movie and you slipped your self into his arms and when he realized how perfect you fit he became obsessed. now whenever the two of you are just relaxing he picks you up and puts you right between his arms
D โ Domestic (do they want to settle down?)
โคท at first the idea of settling down had scared him. youโd approached him with the idea after your friends had gotten engaged and it completely spooked him. he didnโt want to think to far into the future not really knowing whether heโd have one with all the danger in his life. but there was one night you were gathered around a table, your closest friends in suit with a birthday cake lit. the smile on your face was worth more than any lifetime he could live. lost in your face he realized just how truly and deeply he loved you and if he had to spend another two hundred years on this earth heโd do it wearing a ring that signifies that his heart will always belongs to you, long after your gone.
E โ Ending (if they had to break up with their partner how would they do it?)
โคท (i cry) youโd never end things with logan, far too in love with him. he would however, only on the occasion that he was putting your life in danger by being with him. heโd break your heart and tell you it never meant anything because you hating him hurt less than knowing he left and you still loved him.
F โ Fiancรฉ (how do they feel about marriage & commitment?)
โคท heโs obsessed with the idea of giving you the life you deserve while simultaneously giving himself the life he deserves. thereโs not a thing in the world he loves more than you.
G โ Gentle (how gentle are they? both physically and emotionally)
โคท heโs extremely gentle with you, always treating you as if you were the most expensive thing in the world. heโs never dare to hurt you, often leaving the house when his anger became to much.
H โ Hugs (do they like hugs?)
โคท oh yes he loves them, feeling your skin against his drives him insane.
I โ I love you (how fast do they say i love you)
โคท it took him awhile, you definitely said it first. he knew the weight of what that word meant for the people he cared about. it meant you not knowing if the next mission would be his last or you being put in danger. it felt selfish of him to feel that way for you.
J โ Jealousy (how jealous do they get? what do they do when they get jealous)
โคท oh boy does this man get jealous. donning you with his dog tags around your neck he easily stakes claim to you. while he knows you arenโt something to posses itโs an animal thing. to claim whatโs your and mark your territory. he knew people couldnโt smell the way he could but making sure you always left the house with a hint of his scent always put a smile on his face.
K โ Kisses (what are their kisses like? where do they like to kiss you? where do they like to be kissed?)
โคท MESSY!!! he kisses you like your the last breath of air heโll ever experience. filled with tongue and teeth he never fails to leave you breathless.
L โ Little ones (how are they around children)
โคท he freezes. heโs scared of them, how small they are and fragile. heโd love to have them with you one day but only if he was guaranteed they would end up like him.
M โ Mornings (how are mornings spent)
โคท usually lazy in bed cuddled up to you, his face in your neck just breathing in your scent.
N โ Nights (how are nights spent with them)
โคท most nights are spent with you showing his old movies and teasing him on how old he is. making jokes that he canโt keep up with you which turns into him showing you how much he definitely can.
O โ Open (when would they start revealing themselves?)
โคท for logan opening up to you meant showing you a side of him that he didnโt want you to see. painting this damaged and broken picture of himself and putting it on display for the most beautiful woman to see. it took him awhile and you were more than willing to wait. you loved him for who he was now, and you knew he wouldnโt be the person he is today without his past. youโd love that too.
P โ Patience (how easily angered are they)
โคท logan is easily angered, while heโs usually not angry with you. youโve seen his anger up close and personal but heโd never directed it towards you.
Q โ Quizzes (how much would they remember about you)
โคท heโd remember everything. from every dream youโve ever told him about to every beauty mark on your body. as if it was ingrained in his memory forever haunting his very being.
R โ Remember (what is their favorite memory)
โคท his favorite memory is definitely the night you met, your shower had broke and you knocked on wades door at one am, heโd open the door to find you staring up at his through hopefully eyes.
S โ Security (how protective are they?)
โคท let there be any threat to you and loganโs on it. whether it be the barista was rude when she handed your coffee or some guy catcalling you on the street. heโs eager to make you feel better and quick to let people know you donโt mess with whatโs his.
T โ Try (how thoughtful are they?)
โคท it took him awhile to figure out what you liked, whether flowers or extravagant gifts were your style. he remembers every day. the first year of your relationship was spent celebrating that day you met, your first kiss, and even the day he asked you to be his.
U โ Ugly (what are some bad habits)
โคท he shuts down when things get too hard. when he feels you pulling away he gets a nervous and essentially makes it easier for you to leave. you having to often remind him that every argument doesnโt mean your going to leave.
V โ Vanity (how concerned are they with their looks)
โคท he couldnโt care less how he looked always stunned by your beauty.
W โ Whole (would they feel incomplete without you)
โคท if you ever left him heโd claw his own heart out of his chest. you are the only thing that keeps him going. after two hundred long years life was starting to get tiring, but you made living worth it.
X โ xtra (a random head cannon for them)
โคท imagine you banging on wades door at one am, hair wet from the shower you started only for it to go cold. the door swings open and you see logan standing before you. creaking out a hello you ask for wade only for him to be asleep, you quickly enter the apartment reassuring the broody hot man that youโll only be a minute. but of course youโd forget your towel.
Y โ Yuck (what are some things they wouldnโt like)
โคท honestly he hates silence. after hearing you talk for years the second you silence yourself he knows somethings wrong.
Z โ Zzz (what is a sleep habit of theirs)
โคท logan usually canโt fall asleep without you, being riddled by nightmares. holding you tight to his chest he can finally sleep peacefully.
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Natalya woke up to the soft rays of morning sunlight filtering through her curtains, casting a warm glow across her room. Stretching languidly, she yawned and blinked away the remnants of sleep, feeling the gentle tug of anticipation for the day ahead. The scent of fresh coffee wafted from the kitchen, enticing her out of bed. With a contented sigh, she swung her legs over the edge of the mattress, relishing the comforting familiarity of her morning routine as she prepared to face the day. As Natalya descended the stairs, she could hear the faint sounds of her aunt Jenna's anxious murmurs emanating from the kitchen. With a furrowed brow, she quickened her pace, wondering what had her usually composed aunt so flustered. Entering the kitchen, Natalya found Jenna pacing back and forth, a whirlwind of activity. "Aunt Jenna, what's wrong?" Natalya asked, concern evident in her voice. Jenna glanced up, a slightly frazzled look on her face. "Hey, Natalya. I'm just trying to figure out what to whip up for breakfast for the first day back to school. Any suggestions?" she said, tossing a few ingredients onto the counter. Natalya surveyed the options and shrugged. "How about some simple pancakes or scrambled eggs? Can't go wrong with those," she suggested. Jenna nodded, relieved. "Good call." As they were setting the table, Elena descended the stairs, her usually vibrant demeanor replaced by a somber expression. Natalya and Jenna exchanged concerned glances as Elena joined them at the table, her eyes cast downward. "Morning, lena. You okay?" Natalya asked, reaching out to gently squeeze her sister's hand. Elena managed a weak smile. "Yeah, just not feeling it today, you know?" she replied, her voice tinged with melancholy. Natalya nodded understandingly, offering her sister a supportive nod. Jenna chimed in, placing a comforting hand on Elena's shoulder. "You're not alone, Elena. We're here for you," she reassured, her words carrying a sense of warmth and understanding. The sound of heavy footsteps echoed from the staircase, signaling Jeremy's arrival. However, when he entered the kitchen, it was immediately evident that something was off. His eyes were bloodshot, and a faint scent lingered in the air, unmistakable to Natalya and Elena. Natalya furrowed her brow, concern evident in her voice. "Jeremy, are you okay?" she asked, eyeing him closely. Jeremy scoffed, his movements sharp. "Yeah, I'm fine," he retorted, his tone defensive. Elena exchanged a worried glance with Jenna, sensing the tension in the room. "Jeremy, it's obvious you're not okay. What's going on?" she pressed, her voice tinged with frustration. Jeremy shook his head adamantly. "I'm not high, okay? Just tired," he insisted, his words laced with defiance. Elena didn't hold back. "Jeremy, cut the act. We know what's up," she said bluntly, her tone cutting through the tension. "Just leave me alone. alright?" Jeremy said as he walked out of the house. The two sisters looked at each other. "Aunt Jenna, we're going to pick up bonnie. Love you." Natalya said as she grabbed her keys.
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The car ride to school was eerily quiet, the weight of their recent loss hanging heavily in the air. Natalya gripped the steering wheel with white-knuckled determination, her gaze fixed on the road ahead. Beside her sat Elena, her expression somber as she stared out the window, lost in her thoughts. Bonnie, in the backseat, fidgeted nervously with the strap of her backpack, unsure of what to say. The three friends had been inseparable since childhood, but the events of the past summer had left them all reeling.As they approached the school gates, Natalya's grip on the steering wheel tightened. This would be their first day back since the accident that had claimed both of their parents' lives. The familiar sight of the school brought a flood of memories, both happy and painful.Elena let out a shaky breath, breaking the silence. "I don't know if I can do this," she admitted, her voice barely above a whisper. Natalya glanced at her sister, her own heart heavy with grief. "We'll get through this together, Elena. We have each other," she said, her voice filled with determination.
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As the three girls strolled down the halls of Mystic Falls High School, Bonnie animatedly recounted a conversation with her grandmother. "So, Grams tells me I'm psychic because we're descendants of the Celtic Druids. I know, right? I wasn't buying it either until I remembered my accuracy. I predicted Obama, David Cook, Heath Ledger, Britney's comeback, and I still think Florida will break off and become little resort islands. I think there's something to it," she explained, her voice filled with enthusiasm. Elena, lost in her own thoughts, paid little attention to Bonnie's ramblings as her gaze remained fixed on Matt, her ex-boyfriend. Bonnie noticed Elena's distraction and made eye contact with Natalya, who subtly gestured towards Matt. "Did I tell you about the orgy? I had the football team over. Threw a blindfold on. I still don't know who took my virginity -- EARTH TO ELENA," Bonnie exclaimed, snapping her fingers to get Elena's attention.
Startled, Elena jumped and turned her focus back to Bonnie. Behind her, Natalya struggled to suppress a laugh. "I'm sorry, it's just... I feel so bad. I broke up with him after our parents died, and... ugh, I don't know. I promise I heard what you said though," Elena apologized, leaning against the lockers. "Oh yeah? Then why don't you tell us what Elfie said?" Natalya teased, using a childhood nickname for Bonnie. Their grandmother, Sheila, had always played their favorite soundtrack, "Wicked," hence the nickname. "C'mon, then tell me," Bonnie urged, turning her attention back to Elena. "You were saying something about being psychic." Elena nodded, a curious expression on her face. "Huh, she missed the most important part," Natalya remarked, adjusting her hair. "Okay then, predict what's in store for me," Elena challenged, locking eyes with Bonnie. "I predict this year is going to be kick-ass. And I predict all the sad and dark moments are going away. You both are going to be happier than happy, with smoking hot sex too," Bonnie declared with a grin, her confidence shining through. Natalya scoffed at Bonnie's prediction. "Puh-lease, I'm not having piping hot sex with anyone. I'm waiting for a nice, rich guy, maybe older, to sweep me away and fly me to Paris before I put out," she stated matter-of-factly. "Well, it's always nice to have dreams, Glinda," Bonnie teased, her gaze shifting to Caroline, who was approaching their group. "Hey! Oh my gosh, Elena, Natalya, how are you guys? It's so good to see you," Caroline exclaimed, enveloping both girls in a tight hug. While Elena seemed less enthusiastic, Natalya reciprocated the hug with her usual bubbly demeanor. "Thanks, Caroline, we're hanging in there," Natalya replied as she pulled away, smiling warmly at her. As Elena busied herself with her locker, Caroline turned her attention to her. "So, have you seen Matt yet?" she inquired, her gaze fixed on Elena. Natalya's eyes widened in surprise. It wasn't a secret that Elena and Matt had broken up. "They broke up, Caroline," Bonnie interjected, shooting Caroline a disapproving look. "I know, but that doesn't mean they can't talk," Caroline insisted, her attention still on Elena. "You're right, it doesn't. But Elena and I have been through a lot, so why would she want a constant reminder of the relationship that failed because our parents died?" Natalya snapped at Caroline, her frustration evident. As if on cue, Matt approached their group. "Speak of the devil and he shall appear," Natalya muttered under her breath to Bonnie, who smirked in response. "Hey, guys..." Matt's eyes scanned over all three girls before settling on Elena. She offered him a small smile, a departure from her usual demeanor. "Hi, Matt," she greeted softly, looking down. He nodded in acknowledgment. "Good to see you," he replied before walking off in the other direction. "Well, that was fucking weird. What was he trying to accomplish with that stupid move?" Natalya sighed, unable to make sense of Matt's actions. It baffled her how upset he seemed with Elena when she hadn't left him for someone else. Caroline turned around and walked away before she could worsen the situation. "You know, Lena, don't let Matt get to you with his stupid games. Same with Caroline. Well, actually, Caroline cares about you. Matt is TBD," Natalya remarked as the three girls started walking down the hallway. They passed the admin office when Bonnie abruptly stopped. "Who's that?" she questioned, prompting the sisters to look through the window. "We can only see his back," Elena responded. "Yeah, but it's a hot back," Natalya winked at Elena.
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The secretary looked up at Stefan as he leaned over the desk. "I'm sorry, but your records are incomplete," she said. "Are they?" Stefan mocked. "You're missing immunization records, transcripts, parental contact information..." she rambled, shaking her head. "We really prefer parents to come in and meet with us in person, and we absolutely insist on transcripts," she said, looking up at him. Stefan lowered his sunglasses as his eyes dilated, captivating the woman's gaze. "Please look again. I'm sure everything you need is there," he said. The secretary looked back down, slightly disoriented. "Well, would you look at that! You're right, everything is here."
"Please don't be ugly, please don't be ugly," Bonnie chanted as he slowly turned around and made eye contact with the girls. "Oh wow, ten out of ten handsome," Natalya remarked. Out of the corner of her eye, she saw Jeremy walk past with what she called his stoner friends. She watched as he dragged his feet, swaying a bit. "Oh, he's definitely stoned," she thought to herself. She quickly excused herself as she watched him enter the men's room. She ran off towards the room, not angry at him, but upset with how terribly he was doing at hiding it. Jenna didn't deserve the shit storm that would come crashing down on her if the school found out. She slammed the men's room door open as Jeremy was putting eye drops in his eyes. Ignoring the two guys using the urinals, she grabbed Jeremy and spun him around, pushing him back a little. She took one look into his eyes and saw how bloodshot they were. Jeremy jerked his arm away from Natalya. "Great first day of school and you're stoned. You know I hate being the bad sister, but I can't keep letting you do this to yourself," she said. "I'm not stoned," he said. "You were stoned when you left the house this morning, Jeremy. Elena might have believed you, but I sure as hell didn't," she responded as she started digging through his coat pockets trying to find his stash. He jerked away, but she was faster. "Where is it? Is it on you?" she said, fighting with him. "You need to chill yourself," he said back in a lazy tone. "Chill yourself... Oh, stoner talk, you're so cool," she mocked him. "There's none on me, stop it," he said as he pushed her back, trying to get her to back down. "No, I'm going to be on your ass every single time. Do you even stop to think about how this is affecting others, Jeremy? I get it, you're hurting, and that's okay, do what you need to do. But don't do it where there are people who can make our lives an even bigger fucking mess than it is now. Do you even stop to think about how this could affect Aunt Jenna? The woman who stopped her life to take care of us so we weren't orphans? So, next time you go to take a hit from a bong, think to yourself... Is it worth it? Because I promise you, I will be there every time to ruin your buzz. Got it?" Natalya said frantically. Jeremy couldn't think of what to say, his silence scared Natalya. Did she let her anger get the best of her? Did she go too far? Her thoughts were running wild. "I know who you are, Jer, and it's not this person," she said softly. She watched as his eyes softened then hardened again. "I don't need this," he said, storming away. Stefan left the office and strolled down the hallway, drawing the attention of other students as he passed by. Bonnie and Elena followed behind him, intrigued to learn more about the mysterious new kid. He headed towards the men's room just as the door swung open, and Natalya walked out, colliding with him. They bumped into each other, and Natalya felt herself falling, but then she felt arms around her, steadying her. She looked up at the person she ran into. "Oh god, I'm sorry, and great, I'm coming out of the men's room," she said, running her hand through her hair. "Ugh, it's not what it seems like," she added, feeling flustered. He was gorgeous, more Elena's type than hers. "Pardon me," he said, stepping back. Natalya made a funny face at his old-fashioned language. "So, the men's room?" he retorted. "Yes, I was..." Natalya sighed. "Long story." She tried to step around him but bumped into him again. "Sorry," she said, finally managing to walk around him.
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