It's July 2023, i'm deeply in love with someone it'll never work with and i constantly replay the few weeks we had together, i cannot get rid of the deep pit in my stomach but i'm surrounded by friends and people that love me (i'm not sure how to feel about them but i'm too high to realise and i can't say no to a new shag) and i'm having some of the best trips and days of my life because its the summer, i don't have any responsibilities and i have my place at university secured so i know i'm leaving soon and i wont have to deal with how i feel for much longer (i will actually).
I love using my housemates coffee machine on my more chilled out days as a treat
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Once again I am unable to sleep because my brain cannot understand that I am safe in my own home and not every bit of shadow and darkness is someone out to get me (i will eventually sleep for an hour and then get a horrendous nightmare) (i am mourning the way i could be if my brain worked properly)
Using my laptop ONLY for tumblr is strange but refreshing. I'm doing my before bed scrolling, on my laptop, as god intended.
shaking them like ants in a jar
spent a large amount of the week in the library going insane and taking very sleepy pictures in the library toilets
It did also make the show I was watching look kind of AI generated and id like to rip out whatever part of my brain made that happen
Thinking about when I did maybe too many drugs last weekend and started hearing my childhood best friend singing in the bathroom, I’m sure that could mean something but I can’t be bothered to figure that out
“listen to your body” what if my body says do whatever you want all the time
Somewhere to post things, gods favourite boy toy, esoteric twink, dog etc etc
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