I genuinely don’t know how I’m gonna survive this next week while he’s off before he starts his new job on the 24th 😫 can’t fast until then & can’t really restrict much either… I hate this… ugh
Maybe someday (hopefully sooner rather than later) I’ll be able to post pics of my own collar bones rather than a random Pinterest pic
I’m alive. Kinda wish I wasn’t because I’ve put weight back on again since I was last here… but guess I’ll just have to start again
And before anyone says anything:
No, I don’t 100% trust him
I have very good reason for that
I don’t know if I’m gonna be able to deal with the fact he now has a work phone that I can’t access
My boyfriend just got back home, by the way
I should be happy… but I’m just anxious af
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I lost my account and lost all my moots and friends, so I'm trying to find them again and also follow more folks. Used to be @tobetheprettygirl
128 lbs - back in the 120s yayyy :) 10 lbs until my gw but that doesn't seem like enough to get rid of my thighs and hips. i'll see when i get there. these last few 10-15 lbs are gonna be harrrd to lose, i can feel it.
why do i only love myself when im starving