Just Realised I Can Totally Get Away With Only Eating Half Of Some Things At Home Without My Boyfriend

That’s my plan now he’s back home. Just to only eat when I actually have to because he’s around (should be just one meal a day, dinner). Obviously means I’ll have to eat normally on Saturdays and Sundays because they’re his days off… but I at least that’s only two days a week. I should still lose a decent amount of weight decently fast since I’ll only be eating one meal a day most of the week

The need to look like this is actually killing me…

Mainly because I know it won’t happen anytime soon 😭 even if I restrict and fast as much as I can, it’s still gonna take time. Ugh, this sucks

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Is it ridiculous to hope I’ll be decently under 200lbs by the time this 48 hour fast is over?

My 48 hour fast has begun!

Start weight is 204lbs 😭

The Monster Saga

(me trying the different flavours)

Ultra Rosa

My rating: 9/10

Review: Really, really nice! Feel like this is gonna be my go-to flavour when it comes to Monster

i think i speak for most of us when i say i've accepted i'm just going to be using tumblr until it either shuts down or i die

Just some personal motivation:

Due to the weight I’ve lost so far it’s so much easier for my boyfriend to overpower me when we’re playfighting! I love the fact that I don’t have as much weight to throw around/pin him with 🥺

Just over 9 hours into my 48 hour fast. Feeling pretty good! Only issue so far has been intense boredom… with my boyfriend gone and not eating anything, I’m just really bored haha

i am completely fine in an “i have been mentally unwell for years” kinda way

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