I don’t know if I’m gonna be able to deal with the fact he now has a work phone that I can’t access
My boyfriend just got back home, by the way
I should be happy… but I’m just anxious af
Plus I can obviously just not eat anything while he’s at work on the Thursday and Friday too (will probably still have to eat breakfast & dinner tho)
So, my boyfriend is gonna be away from home for training from early on the 24th until kinda late on the 26th! That means I can fast that whole time!
Which is good news since it’s his birthday that weekend 😅 so of course that’ll probably involve going out for a meal or getting takeout.. plus a birthday cake for him, of course… but at least a bit more of a prolonged fast a few days before should counteract that a bit 😅 hopefully lol
me? constantly afraid of being abandoned and replaced? hell yes
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Currently 31 hours into my 48 hour fast!
Still feeling fine 😄 think I’m gonna go for a drive to help pass some time a bit quicker… tempted to buy Coke Zero or something. That’s okay during a fast, right? Because it has like barely any calories
Just some personal motivation:
Due to the weight I’ve lost so far it’s so much easier for my boyfriend to overpower me when we’re playfighting! I love the fact that I don’t have as much weight to throw around/pin him with 🥺
No idea how I’m gonna cope during my 48 hour fast though 😅 recently I’ve been exhausted by like 4pm despite sleeping pretty well, and that’s with me eating three decent meals a day (kinda have to while my boyfriend was off). The lack of energy while I’m fasting might literally kill me
Drinking black coffee this late in the day (like 6:30pm) is probably gonna come back to haunt me when I can’t sleep later… but oh well 😅