Also Dreading This Weekend Because It’s His Birthday On Friday And This Idiot Promised To Bake Him

me? constantly afraid of being abandoned and replaced? hell yes

And before anyone says anything:

No, I don’t 100% trust him

I have very good reason for that

I don’t know if I’m gonna be able to deal with the fact he now has a work phone that I can’t access

My boyfriend just got back home, by the way

I should be happy… but I’m just anxious af

That’s my plan now he’s back home. Just to only eat when I actually have to because he’s around (should be just one meal a day, dinner). Obviously means I’ll have to eat normally on Saturdays and Sundays because they’re his days off… but I at least that’s only two days a week. I should still lose a decent amount of weight decently fast since I’ll only be eating one meal a day most of the week

Just want to be skinny so I can wear what I want

Today was my first time really drinking an energy drink and I have to say, the buzz is pretty nice 😄

Ugh… sometimes I wish I was still at university so I could get away with fasting and restricting more

Don’t get me wrong, I adore my boyfriend. But he definitely wouldn’t let me fast, or restrict as much as I want to. So I just have to do what I can when he’s at work and stuff

Currently 31 hours into my 48 hour fast!

Still feeling fine 😄 think I’m gonna go for a drive to help pass some time a bit quicker… tempted to buy Coke Zero or something. That’s okay during a fast, right? Because it has like barely any calories

I love it when I can see my collar bones properly…

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