Why isn’t my weight going down 😫
there are people who love and tolerate me more than i deserve
Now the question is whether I should finish fasting at lunch time tomorrow and have like a bowl of soup or something and whatever my boyfriend decides on for dinner when he gets back. Orrr whether I should just carry on fasting until dinner time tomorrow… really not sure 🤔
Height: 5’10” ~ 178cm
HW/SW: 247lbs ~ 112kg
CW: 222lbs ~ 100kg
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199 198 197 196 195
194 193 192 191 190
❌GW1: 190lbs ~ 86kg❌
189 188 187 186 185
184 183 182 181 180
❌GW2: 180lbs ~ 81kg❌
179 178 177 176 175
174 173 172 171 170
❌GW3: 170lbs ~ 77kg❌
169 168 167 166 165
164 163 162 161 160
❌GW4: 160lbs ~ 72kg❌
…to be continued…
(179lbs is highlighted because that’s the lowest weight I’ve ever achieved since actively trying to lose weight… so yeah)
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The need to look like this is actually killing me…
Mainly because I know it won’t happen anytime soon 😭 even if I restrict and fast as much as I can, it’s still gonna take time. Ugh, this sucks
(Pictures found on Pinterest)
always 🫶🫶
His work phone and tablet have Twitter on them
I feel sick now… I definitely can’t cope with this
all i can think about is how everything is on hold until i’m skinny. does anyone relate like?? this isn’t real like this doesn’t count i’m not a person until i’m thin