In Black And White

Istg im seriously trying to finish this childe fic

## GETTING HANMA’S TATTOOS AFTER HE DIED

tw: angst, death, mentions of needles, smoking

you remember talking about getting matching tattoos with hanma at least once, your lover joking that if you wanted ones on the back of your hands like his he’d have to knock you out while they did it in your sleep but there you were, in the tattoo parlor alone and gritting your teeth while the needle dug into the skin of your hand.

what hurt more than the pain of getting the tattoo was daydreaming about how he would react to seeing you like this, a wide cocky grin while your free hand held his to brace the pain. he’d make fun of you to distract himself from how hard you were holding him while you curse at him, yell even, not caring that you were in a public place. hanma was a piece of shit, but he was your piece of shit and god did you miss him.

sometimes you think getting the tattoos were a bad idea ‘cause with every passing day, your hands would look more and more like his. you’d hold a cigarette in between your fingers even though you didn’t smoke, trying to remember what he looked like smoking right next to you and waving the cigarette around as he talked.

there was always a whiff of tobacco whenever he’d touch your face, so you’d crush it in between your fingertips to get the smell to stick. his hands were rough like sandpaper too, so you’d scratch them, rub them up against a rough surface to dry them out.

now you realize getting the tattoos were a bad idea. you came to that conclusion when you’d look in the mirror and touch your face, crossing one hand over the other so your left palm touched the right side of your face and vice versa. with the smell of tobacco, the roughness, and the tattoos to complete it all, it almost felt like he was holding you.

you’d do it often, your left hand cupping your right cheek and stroking it with your thumb.

but no matter how many times you closed your eyes, how hard you imagined it, how many cigarettes you’ve smoked, hanma wasn’t coming back.

“ you left me no choice but to stay here forever. ”

EVERMORE — A 4.5K MILESTONE SPECIAL SERIES !

SYPNOSIS. years after a breakup with your first love, kamisato ayato, you thought you’ll never see him again in your life since that fateful night, until you received an invitation to his wedding as well as a free-week stay in a 5* hotel, something you definitely do not want to pass on. when you arrived, you didn’t expect to meet a strange yet aloof man get along with him easily… and perhaps end up becoming something more by the time this trip ends. (or not)

CHARACTERS. diluc ragnvindr, kamisato ayato, zhongli, thoma, raiden shogun, yae miko, yoimiya, arataki itto, kujou sara, sangonomiya kokomi, gorou, kamisato ayaka, kaeya alberich, tartaglia, and more ! (w/ gn!reader)

TIME. new chapter will be posted once a week at 00:00 / 21:00 GMT+8 !

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AUTHOR’S NOTE. this series is based on taylor swift’s album evermore and it is not aimed for fluff lovers and solely for angst lovers. if you wish to see a diluc x reader fluffy series all the way, proceed to versadies’s versions of chapters 13-epilogue once you arrive to those chapters. please read with caution ! (warnings will be written in each chapter).

MASTERLIST.

prologue // right where you left me

chapter one // willow

chapter two // champagne problems

chapter three // gold rush

chapter four // ‘tis the damn season

chapter five // tolerate it

interlude // no body no crime

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shounen ai mangas that should be a part of your reading list if you enjoy reading healthy and plot driven romances- part 1.

I've been reading bl for years now, the reason why i indulged myself into reading this particular genre was simply because shoujo as a genre is too repetitive, most tropes are overused and it's honestly really hard to find good stories once you've finished the easily accessible popular franchises.

boys love is divided into two sub genres, yaoi and shounen ai, I personally do not enjoy reading smut, it's a different story if intimacy plays an important point for the character development of the characters in the story, but i'am not a huge fan of the porn being used as the plot device for the entire manga and hence i won't be including yaoi mangas in this list.

1. Sayonara, Heron.

Sayonara, Heron is one of those mangas that remain ambiguous and non-linear for the majority of the time but gradually intensify itselves once the ending is near without losing it's delicacy, i won't be talking about the plot since i want you to experience this 7 chapter long manga the way i did, without knowing anything about it, but it's simply about family and relationships, the art style is so pretty, the rooftop, the cigarettes, the kisses, everything. I do not see enough people talking about it and maybe you should help me change that.

2. We're still in the spring of life.

Academics, Aerospace and Adorability, everything about this manga is so heart warming, the hesitation in the beginning of a friendship which ends with a comfortable yet passionate relationship, the naps, the math equations and the confessions, this manga is simply about two boys growing together by simultaneously relying on each other. Also the rocket metaphors have my heart, read it to find them out.

3. Our dining table.

I've always been a huge fan of child care as a separate genre on it's own, but this manga is one of the only romance mangas where the child care part of it actually plays a huge role for the development of the characters, it honestly isn't forced like some omegaverse stories rather it's comforting and actually heart warming to read, the food being used as a love language, the friendships and the bonding amidst the family and the main character is beautiful, give it a go if you want to experience legit therapy lol.

4. Blue sky complex.

Blue sky complex is one of the few shounen ai mangas which seems authentic and raw because of the awkwardness of the characters, the relationship between the characters is easily connectable in the sense that you get the insight of how their head actually works and makes those decisions, it explores gay relationships in a very interesting way, and honestly is very close to my heart because well it's the GLASSES GUY X GOOF BALL trope yet again.

5. Yuki no shita no qualia.

Now, this manga vaguely reminds me of sayonara, heron but honestly is a lot more strong with what it wants to explore, it's one of those mangas that will accidentally make you cry because of the beauty of it's characters and the development of their relationship.

"i think you make me kinder," is better than any "i love you".

# . . 𝗞𝗔𝗪𝗔𝗥𝗔𝗚𝗜 𝗦𝗘𝗡𝗝𝗨

blessing your tl with 2 panels of senju today. reblogs are highly appreciated! <3

© hqruchiyo on tumblr. 2021. do not repost / steal.

Awww imagine reposting and translating someone work.

IMPORTANT ANNOUNCEMENT !!

So, an anon informed me that my work was reposted and translated onto wattpad by the account: yukobit0. While in the process of looking for my post, I found many others who are big in the hashtag tokyo revengers. I just wanted to inform you all incase you were unaware. On my blog it specifically states my work is not to be reposted onto other platforms!! The person running the obit00 account did credit the original poster in the beginning of each ‘chapter’ on wattpad. Even so, many of these creators specifically say they do not want their work reposted. Please report the account or dm them so that they may take it down. Below are images. I tagged some people who’s @‘s I saw. Though I only got up to chapter 38 (my post) and I did not @ everyone I saw. If you see others please @ them!

@hqnma @mitsukeys @kazuluvr @kawaragi @bonten @zvnphoria @antagluv @swaggybaji2 @chifiru @himeno-exe @tokyo-fukushu

MORE ANGST, MORE SUFFERING

WTF IS WRONG WITH KURO?! I LEGIT FUCKING CRY WHEN WATCHING THIS SHIT. WTF LIV SACRIFICED SO MUCH JUST FOR THE SAKE OF EVERYONE'S HAPPINESSHFJSJSHDHOSJWNF

ALSO THAT PART WHEN LUCIA RUSHED TO SAVE HER? AND THEN SKK CAME TO HELP HER? AND THEN WIPED A TEAR OFF OF LIV'S FACE?! FUCKING GOT ME IN THE HEART

I FINALLY FINISHED FIGHTIBG THE RUIN SERPENT (lawd that thing took me like hour 😔, anw barbara carries<3)

Anw um *cough* can i request childhood friends to lover with childe, where yk after a long time childe finally meet with his long lost bestfriend but the reader is a harbinger and so is childe (the reader rank is higher than him). The reason why childe never know that the reader is his long lost bestfriend bcz his identity is very closed (and he always uses his work name like tartaglia ballader etc.)

Anw m!reader since i kinda wanna feel masculine 🏃‍♂️. Ty² i hope the request isn't really confusing ehe

BARBARA IKUYO

Anyways, yeah this was a fun request to write!! I finally get to write a male reader ask!!

I love this one so much i put alot of my fluff abilities on writing it so i hope it actually is fluffy

-ˋˏ✄— Dear Fellow Harbinger

˚₊· ͟͟͞͞➳ Tartaglia x Reader

Pronouns: he/him

"Alas, we meet again, like the water from the ocean raining down on land."

CW: Childe story spoilers!

.navigation. // .genshin impact masterlist.

Childe recalled a time where he was just Ajax, a curious boy who wished to travel the world with his best friend.

It was an innocent thing, he and the boy who'd once tag along with his antics, sneaking out of their homes to see what the noise by the woods were, or what the Zapolyarny palace looked up close.

It was an innocent thing, their friendship was.

Now, his feet leave bloody footsteps in its wake, as he moved away from the once lively pact of hilichurls that stood in his path.

Blue eyes, dull and half lidded, scanned his surroundings as he approached the Zapolyarny palace.

It looked better afar, he thought. Where you wouldn't be able to feel the harsh cold, colder than the snow and ice.

"Why must I be tasked to this?" He mumbled, scratching his head, scarf fluttering behind him in the wind as he stepped up the stairway. "Harbingers working together? What does the Tsaritsa expect to obtain from such a horrible mix?"

It was true, he had never met the first Harbinger of the Fatui, and even if rumours said he was more bearable than the others, he was still a Harbinger.

Pierro, the first Fatui Harbinger, was just a mere child when the title was given to him by the Fatui. The Tsaritsa had taken him in, trained him and raised him as her own, even letting him play outside, under the watchful eyes of agents hidden around corners.

"You will be woriking alongside Pierro during this task, Tartaglia. He was allowed to choose his ally, and he chose you." He remembered the Tsaritsa's order.

Pierro, "the fool". His title truly matched him.

Why would the first ask for the eleventh when there were nine more above him?

His steps grew heavy, and he'd admit only to himself that he was the slightest bit nervous.

Pierro, the first Fatui Harbinger, asked for his presence.

He neared the door to the first's office, the mark of the Fool embedded high above him.

Pierro, the fool, was right behind this door.

He knocked, knuckles tapping at the door three times, before a voice on the other side granted permission to enter.

He opened the door, entering the room and closing it behind him.

Pierro, the most feared out of the Fatui excluding the Tsaritsa, was behind him.

"Tartaglia," Pierro greeted, and he turned.

Nervous blue met exhausted e/c, and it was like he was Ajax again.

Pierro, the boy who'd once promise him to be by his side for eternity, was there.

His eyes widened, and his breath hitched.

A name echoed in his head.

Pierro, Pierro, Pierro—

No, that wasnt it.

Y/n, he remembered.

Y/n, Y/n, Y/n!

Y/n L/n—!

He choked back a sob.

─𖠄࿐

"Ajax," he greeted once again, a smile brighter than his eyes and softer than his words. "It's nice to see you again."

The man before him stiffened, eyes wide as his hand shakily raised to point at him.

"Y—Y/—" he stuttered, not being able to let word out.

"Come on, Ajax, we've talked about stuttering," an innocent head tilt, as if he wasn't a feared Harbinger, as if he wasn't the Fool of the Fatui, as if he wasn't Pierro.

It was as if they were both eight all over again.

Childe took a step forward, before he found himself sprinting towsrds the shorter/taller male.

A knee on his desk, he leaned forwards, closer to Y/n and—

"Ow!" A slap to the face—

"H—huh?" And arms wrapped tightly around him before ginger hair covered his view.

Childe, leaning over the wooden desk, had wrapped his arms around Y/n, head burried on his neck as if he hadn't slapped him moments prior and wasn't shaking in his shoes.

"I'm getting mixed signals from you," Y/n lightly joked, but reciprocated the hug.

Feeling his friend's arms around him, Childe let out a breathy laugh, holding the e/c boy he'd once dance in the snowy fields with.

"You're such an ass," Childe chuckled, pulling back a bit just to cup Y/n's face, tears streaming down his face.

Y/n's face burned, but he chuckled at Childe.

"How—how long have you been here? Did you know I was here? What—what happe—" a finger to his lips shushed the ginger, and Y/n gave a tired sigh.

"It's a really long story." He glanced shyly at his side, and Childe squeezed his cheeks.

"Ow— hey!"

"Sorry, sorry, it's just that..." Childe slowly neared him.

"Are you alright, Ajax?"

Hushed voices, whispers against each other's lips.

"I haven't seen you in a decade, Y/n," Childe muttered, eyes filled with sorrow and relief. "And now you're here, as the first Fatui Harbinger, as Pierro—"

—as the boy who had given him a makeshift crown of snowy flowers.

"I'm sorry," Y/n whispered. "I'll make it up to you."

"Then promise me," lips an inch apart, Ajax whispered. "Promise me you wouldn't break our promises from years ago. All of them."

"I promise my pinky on that."

"You better."

Gripping his collar, Ajax pressed their lips against each other, his other hand moving down from Y/n's face to squeeze at his side.

It was an innocent thing, their love was.

─𖠄࿐

"Y/n, Y/n!" Ajax called out to his friend. "Let's make a pinky promise!"

"What for?" The boy asked as he sat on the frosty ground.

"Let's promise to stay together forever!"

Y/n smiled, lifting his hand up with only his pinky finger raised.

"Then let's pinky promise!"

"Yay!!"

─𖠄࿐

"Let's get married someday, Y/n." Ajax told him one winter night.

"Huh? What's that?"

"Marriage! Momma said that you marry the person you love the most!"

"Aww, you love me the most?"

"Of course!"

"Then alright, let's get married someday!"

"Pinky promise?"

"I promise my pinky on that!"

"Haha, you better!"

—PATCHWRK !

with a s/o who’s much taller than them

request — hi! i just saw your request are open, i would like to request their s/o taller than them please! the characters hanma, sanzu, chifuyu [ or whoever you like! ] thank you!

notes — none + i’m not shadowbanned anymore <3

characters —  hanma + sanzu + chifuyu

✿ — shuji hanma

you fold your arms over your chest, staring down at hanma who was now snickering, “ give me my keys, babe— don’t make me forcefully take them for you. “

hanma was going to go to some turf war and since you, obviously care for his safety— you took his keys. you raised an eyebrow at your boyfriend and shrugged your shoulders, “ fine, go ahead and take them. “ taking his keys from your pocket and holding it above his head.

he threw back his head to see the keys dangling above him and he pouts, “ that’s not funny at all, aren’t you a little mean. “ he spits jokingly. he makes one jumping attempt but even that fails so he sighs, “ hand them over. “

“ jump for them. “

“ y/n. “

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