"toxic?"

⇨ absquatulate

absquatulate: (v). to leave without saying goodbye.

includes: kaeya, albedo, hu tao, kazuha, xinyan

KAEYA ALBERICH would try to hold on to you for as long as possible because you were the one who understood him, the only one who knew of his flaws and his crimes, yet still chose to love him. but in the end, he knew he couldn't hold on to you much longer. he was doomed to be alone, after all.

"please, don't leave me."

ALBEDO accepts the fact that he would never be with you again. i mean, that is how life works right? things come and go, yet for some reason, albedo can't help but miss the feeling of your presence, your touch, your words. you saw him as something more than the smart alchemist, but he regarded you as nothing more than an experiment with a surprisingly bittersweet end.

"you were the purest dust in my life."

HU TAO reminisces of the time you both spent together, savouring each laugh of yours in her memories, your bright smile that would illuminate her dark world and transform it into something beautiful. but the deafening silence was ringing in her ears, the absence of your jokes and comments and usual playful banter drained from existence, like a soul taken away.

"but life means nothing without you."

KAEDEHARA KAZUHA sits atop that one special rock that overlooked a small river in liyue with a soft smile on his face, watching the sunset as it casts a colourful glow over the river. his hand momentarily caresses the rock, looking for that particular warm feeling of your hand beside him, but then he remembers that you weren't there anymore, and that smile fades away along with the sunset.

"I can't lose you, too."

XINYAN strums her guitar onstage, her fingers gliding over each chord with ease. she prepares to sing the song you both wrote while huddling underneath a blanket on that frosty night, lifting her head to scan over the crowd searching for those distinct eyes she had grown to see full of admiration and love for her. her fingers hesitate, her breath cuts short, you're no longer there. the music breaks, along with her heart.

"but how about that song we wrote together?"

not my first genshin post being an angst

not revised because I'm fvcking tired :D ,, i'll do it l8r prolly

@solar-shatter, this is for you <3

Please spread the word.

fischl💓💕 pls

congrats on 100 followers! <3

awwww thank you anon!! (p.s. was very tired when i wrote this so sorry if its not that okay than usual)

💓- When they first know about their feelings about you

HAHAHA GAY PANIC, GAY PANIC, AHHHHHH AHHH AHHH PLS SEARCH THIS SONG THATS HER EXACT REACTION THE MOMENT SHE REALISES IT (THANKS OZ)

but ok seriously, she’s probably just at her house with Oz, rambling about you when Oz looks at her dead in the eye, and tells her

“Mein Fraulein, are you not in love with her?”

“What, Oz? Blasphemy! A mortal like y/n is not fit to earn my affection! I am the Princesszin Der Verurteilung, and I must marry someone of similar stature, to befit my status!”

“Are you sure though? You think about them, your heart beats faster around them, you blush easily around them, and most of all, you let down your guard around them, and let them in.”

“...”

“I’ll leave you to think about it, Princesszin.”

With a poof, Oz leaves Fischl alone on her bed.

She proceed to crawl to bed, but thoughts of you invade her every moment that night.

Needless to say, she did not get a good night’s sleep, and had caused you to worry about her sluggishness.

As she drifted to sleep in the morning, with you checking on her, she sighs internally

“Sigh... it does seem that I have fallen for y/n...”

💕- how they show affection

(a/n affection go brrrrrrrrr i dont need it)

dont pda. She shy. if you do it, she will instantly stop working. You learnt that after you pecked her lips in public.

She instantly crumbled and you took her back home.

And she was like, "Y/n! Please, do not do perform such affection outside closed doors, it is unfitting for me, as Princessin Der Verurteilung, to be so affectionate in public!"

*cue you being actually sad*

She instantly feels guilty and adds on that she didn't mean it, and has Oz explain that she's just so flustered by affection in public. But she doesn't want you to be upset at the thought of almost no pda

"Of course, you may still hold my hand and give me cheek kisses. Just, not too obviously, alright?"

She rarely would show pda in public unless she's jealous, missing you a lot, or nearly lost you and is panicking so badly. Only on rare occasions like your birthday or your anniversary would she give you a public peck on the lips.

She loves being around you at home, to make up for keeping up her persona and all. She'll be literally clinging onto you like a koala. Except when you have to go to the toilet, yes.

Gets all shy when receiving kisses, and even more so when she tries to give you kisses. She loves them, give it to them. She feels less pressured if you close your eyes though.

I think she would like hugs too, especially as she gives back hugs so that she can show affection without blushing in front of you.

something something i think they couldve gotten along if i just pretend canon doesnt exist

on your special day;

i saw it was ur birthday @solamber and decided to write u smth a little small !!! i hope u like mwah !!!

summary: a strange gift is left on your desk; just who could be the mystery sender? (genshin impact scaramouche, yanfei, xiao, & hu tao x reader)

scaramouche:

the box is crudely wrapped; the blue wrapping paper crinkled and ripped like whoever was gifting it was doing so on a deadline. your first instinct is that this is a package that was dropped off of a mail cart, but upon seeing your name written plainly on the tag outside, your curiosity is piqued.

inside is a folded piece of parchment, the wax seal keeping it closed could belong to none other but the balladeer. the box inside contains more parchment, these wrapped up more carefully. upon inspection, they're music sheets, compositions for lyre song that you suspect was written by scaramouche himself.

the note written to you reads; "celebrating one's day of birth is something for sentimental fools... but it has been a long while since i have last seen you, and felt this would be the best time to check and see if you're still alive. i know you must miss me so, but trust that in time, we will be reunited. if you're lucky, i may even play that song for you."

underneath the smudged ink at the bottom reads: "don't get too cocky knowing i wrote this song for you... you just so happen to be the only person i can stand. and i don't wish to owe you one from you giving me a gift on my birthday last year so ...happy birthday".

yanfei:

perfect would be too lax a word to describe just how beautifully decorated that box that sits in front of you is. the wrapping is a rose gold, golden and pastel pink bows tied neatly around its sides. it's symmetrical all around, and that alone clues you in as to who is the gifter of your birthday present. fresh silk lilies sit cut in a vase beside it, no doubt an extra gift from your favorite lawyer.

it almost feels criminal to open it, but eventually you do, and find a card on honey yellow paper sitting on top of another box of the same color.

the card reads; "happy birthday! i can't believe it has been a year that i've spent with you. each and every day i am with you is far too short, which is why tomorrow i've taken off of work so we can do something extra special, all-day long together. i love you! so, so much! and hope you like your gift. here's to many, many more birthdays spent together!"

inside the box is a beautifully ornate memories book, each page filled with pictures from your dates together. the lantern festival, the moonchase festival, your first and most recent dates — everything was recorded visually. along with little notes about yanfei's most memorable moment from each day, or pressed flowers that you had gifted her sealed within the pages. you could see how deep her affections ran with each and every word.

xiao:

there is no wrapping, and instead the gift lays out on your desk in the open, a piece of paper folded unevenly sitting beside it. a fresh cut of qingxin flowers tied up with twine. those flowers were notoriously hard to find; did he spend all morning gathering these up before delivering them to you? or was hopping across mountaintops easy work for an adeptus?

it was obvious by the messy scrawled handwriting that it was xiao's gift. the note reads; "i hope you like the small gift i got for you. i know mortal's birthdays are a big deal to them, so i thought you might like something like this... anyways, if you would like to see me simply call out my name. anytime, anywhere i will be there for you." and then, much messier, scratched out at the bottom reads: "this may seem like a selfish request but... if we could dance in the light of the fireflies tonight, together... i feel that would be... never mind."

underneath the note lay a small hairpin, shaped like a butterfly in beautiful turquoise and purple. he put a lot of thought into making you happy.

hu tao:

you know what hu tao's gift boxes look like. she often likes pranking you by putting lizards or frogs inside of them and leaving them at your doorstep. but this time the wrapping is more fun, more colorful; and there are no air holes poked into the top. it is a plain paper box with doodles all over it — mostly comprising of you and her holding hands, along with some of her ghost friends. it makes a smile grow on your face.

taking off the top of the box, inside are a whole bunch of knick-knacks; pretty crystals and wildflowers surrounding the center wherein lays paper dolls of the two of you, holding hands like on the outside of the box. underneath is a hand-knitted sweater, a cute ghost embroidered on each of the sleeve ends, and stitching on the chest that reads "HU TAO WANTS ME, SPIRITS FEAR ME". what would a gift from hu tao be if not a bit embarrassing.

"happy, happy, HAPPY BIRTHDAY! hehe, i hope you like your gift, i promise it's not cursed or anything — i actually made it with lots and lots of love! i'm glad i've gotten to see you grow in this coming year. no matter where you go, your favorite boo tao will be with you! so let's enjoy the time we have together, until we die!"

calling them “pretty girl” | headcanons

— characters: amber, sucrose, hu tao, ayaka, beidou !!

— warnings: ayaka says the l-word, beidou’s is mildly suggestive

note: head in hands. head in mf hands. i’ve seen the “pretty boy” version of this so many times in so many different fandoms, so why not have an alternative ^^ i love women and i loved writing this i’m definitely gonna write just for women more often <333 reblogs are rlly appreciated !!

summary: their reactions to you calling them “pretty girl” <3

ᥫ᭡ AMBER . . .

eyes wide with a slight blush

she blinks about ten times before she can muster a reply

“…pardon?”

the apples of her cheeks are bright pink when you repeat yourself, and it doesn’t help that you sound even more sure of yourself this time

she fumbles with whatever she’s holding, clearing her throat and gazing to the side with a pout

she’s adorable when she’s flustered

“gah, stop that! you know i can’t think straight when you do that…”

there’s no actual bite behind her words, she loves your petnames!

they just make her mind turn to mush sometimes </3

she puffs and grabs your hand, intertwining your fingers with urgency

a small kiss is placed to your hand, a thank you as well as a reciprocation

ᥫ᭡ SUCROSE . . .

an absolute wreck

“pretty…what?!”

she pushes her glasses up with her knuckle and her brows furrow as her mind deciphers what you’d said

when you repeat yourself she lowers her head, her hands flying to cover her face with a whine

oh dear you’ve broken her

you watch as her face only seems to get redder under the cover of her hands, and you start to feel a bit bad

as you begin to apologize for flustering her too much, you’re taken aback as she suddenly perks up and begins to protest

“nono, you misunderstand! i…”

you smile wide when she moves to wrap her arms around your neck, pulling you into her embrace

her tone is sheepish and you rake your fingers through her hair to coax her embarrassment

“i really like that name…”

you feel her own grin against your shoulder, and you laugh at how she quietly mutters that you’re pretty too <3

ᥫ᭡ HU TAO . . .

the cheekiest about it

“pretty girl? ooh, i like that one!”

her eyes sparkle at your greeting, and off instinct she wiggles her arms around your waist

her smile is too contagious, and you end up as the flustered one while she dotes on you

you hold your breath when her hands travel upwards, eventually landing to delicately cup your face

the rings adorning her fingers are cold against your skin, but as she rubs your cheeks you feel the warmth begin to cascade

“if i get to be pretty girl, don’t you think you deserve a name like that as well?”

the low tone her voice takes is befuddling enough to make you redirect your gaze, focusing on silently steadying your beating heart

one hand moves to tilt your chin, slender fingers igniting your skin with each graze as she advances on your lips

“so cute…”

ᥫ᭡ AYAKA . . .

a more controlled wreck

her small smile grows a bit at your words, as does the newfound blush she’s sporting

she clears her throat as inconspicuously as she can, shaking her head thoroughly once to compose herself

“…hello to you as well, love.”

you poke fun at her, teasing in hopes of a greater reaction

with a bashful sigh, she chuckles, laying her head onto your shoulder and gazing up at you

“i-i’ve just never gotten quite used to your affections. you always find new ways to surprise me.”

her eyes hold warm adoration, the pale blues shimmering in a way that causes you to yearn, yet you’re not exactly sure what for

with a tender disposition, she cranes to glide her hand over your cheek, landing with her fingers ghosting right along your jaw

her words were quick and hushed, but you still managed to hear the “love you” she murmured against your lips before connecting them

ᥫ᭡ BEIDOU . . .

uncharacteristically flustered

she’s not immune to your charm, though she’d usually respond with a quip of her own

her cheeks burn just the slightest as she quirks a questioning brow, positioning her elbow on the couch’s armrest to fully look at you

“pretty girl…? that’s new.”

her hand slowly smooths down her face, in what you assume to be an attempt at reigning the blush

her grin is toothy and proud as she playfully sizes you up, throwing her head back in a giggle when you wink at her

she pulls you on top of her relaxed form, caging you in her muscular arms as you melt into the hug

“hm, i am pretty, aren’t i?”

she leans into you, pressing a soft kiss to your neck

“call me that more often.” is sultrily whispered along the curve of your ear, and she laughs as you huff at her returned nature

cheering you on | pt.2

order: HOJICHA (ほうじ茶)

warnings: fluff

contents: kujou sara + ayaka + ningguang + cheering them on x gn!reader

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KUJOU SARA.

- she brings you a bouquet – not a bright one, but still beautiful nonetheless

- she waits outside the exam hall for you

- she's lowkey nervous ahhh

- gets mentally prepared to comfort you! she brings chocolate in her bag

- "the shogun's general always has to be prepared" that's her excuse. not that she.. y'know.. cares a lot about you or anything...

- once you've walked outside, she intertwines her hands with you and you walk off!!! like in the sunset or something idk ehe yall cute

- she brings you out for a picnic to see the inazuman sunset

- sushi, egg rolls, tea – all your favourite foods! she even brings a little cake

- the rest of the day is just cuddling and watching the sunset and chilling and vibing

- lots of photos :D

- hehee i love her. she's super cool ahh she loves you a lot and she hopes her gesture really made you cheer up!!

KAMISATO AYAKA.

- she waits outside your exam hall for you!!!

- brings you coffee/tea/hot choc, your preference! and a handwritten card with all your friends' names on it

- she takes you back the kamisato estate to have a party and to see your friends

- and have a hotpot competition!!!! with exams over, you could afford to get sick /j

- i think ayaka would give you a present... probably handmade

- ..eh. you tear up XD

- but she's so sweet about it, how could you not tear up? :((

- ayaka brings you to see the stars :"DD stargazing w ayaka!!!

- igfjkdghdjfs its so cute the two of yall are so sweet i love u

NINGGUANG.

- ningguang also waits outside your exam chamber

- she kind of. idk. stares at everyone, looking expensive and all

- everyone kind of oogles her and people ask her for her number

- but then you rush out into her arms and kiss :DDDD then other people are like "what the heck"

- n e ways

- she picks you up in this fancy dancy limo i think

- takes you back to the jade chamber :"))) beidou and ganyu and keqing are there and they celebrate with you!!!

- she brings you presents

- and takes you out for a date <33 yall go to qingyun peak hehe and see the sunset

- OH YEAH ALSO

- end the day w cuddles :D

- you feel really good hehe you love her!!! she makes you feel so happy

ehe hope yall like this TuT ebg-safe version. like/rb if you liked it!!!

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Hey hey~

Can I please request Lisa, Amber and Jean with an artistic gf?

She's usually drawing in her notebook and one day she's leaves it unattended and they got through it and see some drawings of them

I would like to see how these girls would react

lisa, amber and jean with an artistic s/o!

warnings: jean is the only story with reader referred to as a girl, gay panic,

genre: hcs/oneshots/fluff

a/n: hell to the yeah, my first genshin req made my brain release the happy chemicals. you always come up with great stuff when you requests, keep it up!

men, dni.

lisa

you were really protective of your works

so not even lisa gets to see them

yeah, she knows you’re an artist, yeah, she knows you spend hours on your pieces, but she’s never seen a single one.

and lisa respects your boundaries, she has never tried to steal a glance at your artbooks even if they’re in plain sight.

she’s a woman of her word, and if she said she wouldn’t look, she keeps her promise.

but, one saturday morning, lisa had just arrived at the library. still sleepy, she placed her glass of water on top of a stack of books, that stack included your artbook.

she quickly realized her mistake, but before she could yank the glass away, it had already been knocked over.

the librarian scurried to rescue your precious drawings, she could fix the damaged books, but yours she was uncertain. how can she recapture something that was carefully crafted by one hand alone? let alone the hand she loves so dearly? she fell to the ground, your book landing under her body as the water spilled on her desk, and on herself.

lisa looked up, but was immediately struck by worry. what if your book didn’t survive?

she hurried to pick up the book, she checked the front and the back, and without thinking, she opened it to a random page.

before realizing her mistake, she was met with herself. lisa looked in awe at a drawing you had fully colored, of her. it was so detailed she even remembered the day you drew it. you and her were on a date, she laughed away while you had your nose stuck in your book, she now realizes why that was.

you wanted to capture her every feature.

lisa wasn’t sure whether to confront you about this, or keep it a secret and save you the embarrassment.

but, she just loves to tease you…

amber

amber is your… clueless on art friend.

“ah… i have no idea what i should draw.”

“hmm… oh! you could draw those slimes over there!”

“wtf”

but she tries her hardest to support you in your artistic endeavors!

you literally have just been drawing in a field, amber looking over your shoulder, with comfortable silence between you both, and then hilichurls attacked-

you just sat there, focused on how the hand should look while amber burned enemies alive.

ah, to be young and in love <3

amber loves your drawings

if you hid them from her she would wander around wondering “did i do something wrong…?”

your hidden drawing wouldn’t be so hidden anymore though, she desperately wants to find out what the hell you created.

since you’re not a boss in a video game, it was fairly easy to find the drawing.

no traps, no locks, it was just in your backpack. though she had to wait your you

to fall asleep.

don’t call her a creep she’ll be even sadder

though, she forgets about her sadness when she sees your drawing of her.

her heart would flutter, she had to restrain herself from screaming so you wouldn’t wake up.

“GET OUT O- oh, amber.”

she shrieked, you stood there at the bottom of the stairs with a candle, looking unimpressed.

“i-i can explain-“

“explain why you’re in my house at three in the morning?”

“i-“

“for barbatos’s sake-“

let’s just say, you calmed her down from her anxious thoughts about you hating her, and she hugged you while crying, babbling about your drawing of her.

jean

you drew maps for the knights of favonius, intricate maps that went way more in detail then normal maps usually do.

jean is incredibly thankful for all the help you give, and never fails to praise you on your skills.

“wow, (f/n), amazing as always. you even explained the different ground levels for the less informed knights on the side, how many copies did you make again?”

“well… forty five…”

she just wants to pat your head each time you come back with the commissioned maps, you go even farther then you have to, which relaxes jean alot. she finally feels like all the weight of being the acting grand master is off her shoulders.

jean had commissioned three maps for three new knights, but you, the stressed artist you are, had already promised five other commissions to some travelers in liyue, making your schedule… hectic.

“sorry this was on such a short notice, (f/n), i-“

“no problem! here you go-! ah wait that was not for- wait a moment- ah there! here you go, jean! sorry for leaving so soon gottagobye!”

and with that, you ran out the door.

jean just stood there, confused and amazed. she honors your will to take on any task at hand. (this is a weird moment for you to be gay, jean.)

she picked up the three maps, but underneath, was something with a hard cover.

‘huh?’ jean thought to herself, picking it up while placing the requested maps down.

‘did lisa forget her books here again?’

she opened it, and her eyes grew wide.

the book was filled with beautiful sketches, she couldn’t help but keep turning to the other page. she saw a sketch of venti, one of the traveler, even one of diluc.

jean felt a little bad, after all, you work so hard on your maps, you only had time to quickly sketch these out. she needs to get you to take a break once in awhile.

her thought process stopped, though.

she reached a page, filled with sketches of… her.

there was even sketches of her sword.

jean blushed, not something she really does often.

she placed the book down, and decided to sit down for a few minutes…

read it could save you

I don’t know if this post has been made yet but I just want to warn everybody that if someone stops you in a parking lot and asks you if you’re interested in some perfume and hands you a paper to smell, PLEASE DON’T SMELL IT.

i repeat, DON’T SMELL IT.

Apparently the sample papers are being laced with a drug to knock you out. Please signal boost this. It can save someone’s life!

Reblog if you think asexuality is a real thing that actually exists.

I'm trying to prove something.