"Adverbs pave the road to hell."
-- Stephen King
I have this written on a tiny spiral notepad next to my desk just in case I need reminding.
Shifting Wings: Before the Raven Matthew, there was Jessamy, and Jessamy came with a little sister by the name of Adrienne. Dream adores his two little Ravens, but after over a hundred years of imprisonment and the death of Jessamy, Dream will find that he has not just lost his companion, but his beloved little Raven Adrienne no longer brightens the halls of his Palace. None of his staff wish to speak of where the Raven has gone, but the silent new resident of the palace is cause for question. After all, she was the one who aided in his release. If none of his subjects would help him find Adrienne, perhaps she could lead him to the whereabouts of the missing Raven. If only the woman wasnât so flighty and hard to track down.
Warnings: Angst, Foreshadowing.
To Note: Morpheus/Dream x FemaleRaven!Reader, NAMED Reader (I like the name).
Word Count: ~2.3k
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Your fingers were smeared with charcoal as you furiously sculpted Lord Morpheusâs face upon your sketchbook page. With his image and likeness freshly ingrained within you mind, you were fervently drawing him in crystal clear detail with dark strokes of black and a shimmering cobalt blue that made his eyes come to life on your drawings. You didnât understand why you felt this compulsive need to sketch him, to keep him in your memory. It was like he mattered to you. A silly notion. He mattered to the Dreaming, but to you personally? Surely you had gotten over your silly little crush on him by now.
The charcoal scratched across the page a few more strokes before you drew back your hand and stared at it. It was trembling. You glared at your limb in distaste and tightened your grasp on the charcoal. Surely you had more control over your body than this! You ground your teeth together, focusing on that needless tremble that you should not have. Perhaps it was a residual expression of your once feelings for the Endless being. How irritatingly needless.
âCease this needless reaction,â You softly growled, clutching the charcoal tighter. It snapped and the two pieces fell to the floor of your tiny room. Staring at the broken charcoal, your eyebrow arched and you looked at your sketch once more. Lord Morpheus was beautifully sketched, his eyes vibrant with the stars that shone within, and Jessamy was perched on his shoulder⌠infinitely beautiful and stoic. The perfect raven. âYou were always the better raven and sister, Jessamy,â You spoke before tearing the sketch from your notebook and setting it down in the pile of your other sketches, ignorant to the charcoal fingerprint you had left behind.
Standing in the middle of your closet turned bedroom, you looked around at the multitude of sketches you had up. It was, perhaps, obsessive of you to have nearly hundreds of sketches of Jessamy⌠both in her mortal form and raven formâ and yet you couldnât always control the compulsive urge to sketch her. You merely assumed that it was a side effect of your repressed emotions and shrugged it off. As long as you couldnât feel the agonizing hurt of her death, you didnât care what you spent your time doing.
You departed your room and crossed the space of your art studio, heading out to find Mervyn and hopefully, have something to do.
Lucienne had been out walking the sand dunes while you and Mervyn worked on clearing up yet another crumbling part of the palace. You and he kept the grounds meticulously clean from dust and debris, but that didnât the palace looked any better at a glance. It still looked condemned, abandoned, faded with time. At times it became suffocating so she took walks⌠but this walk was different than the thousands before it. No, Lucienne could have sworn that she saw the familiar form of her lord, laying in a dune but a few hundred yards away.
So she ran. As fast as she could through the blackened sand until she could confirm with her own eyes that Lord Morpheus had indeed returned to the Dreaming.
âSir! Sir!â She called out, hurrying to his side and crouching down. Lucienne scanned him for injury while rolling him onto his back. âOh my goodness.â She breathed out, hardly able to comprehend what she was seeing, feeling. âSir?â She asked as Morpheus stirred. âSir, itâs me,â Lucienne reached for his hand as he looked at her. âItâs Lucienne.â
Morpheus gasped and coughed, still feeling utterly drained of his power.
âLucienne,â He rasped weakly, holding onto her hand. He couldnât hold back the relieving smile of finally being free and home.
âYouâre home, my lord.â She said, feeling her own relief washing through her body. Morpheus was home, the Dreaming could finally heal, and you, Morpheusâs beloved raven that had withered to an empty shell, could finally begin to heal.
âI am,â Morpheus spoke as Lucienne helped him to his feet. The Morpheus took stock of his surroundings. He was beyond the ivory gates, beyond the walls of the glimmering city and palace. It was dead and desolate, there, empty. He was eager to open his gates and view his home once more.
Morpheus placed his palm on the Ivory Gates, feeling their warm and comforting hum of magic, his magic. It was nice to feel that touch once more. The gates began to part, rumbling and groaning from disuse.
âForgive me, sir, butâŚâ Lucienne didnât know how to tell Morpheus that his kingdom had crumbled to dust and ruin while he was away. Morpheus stared at her with questions in his eyes. ââŚthe palace, the villageâ Lucienne sighed. âThey are not as you left them.â The gate continued to move, revealing the desolation of Morpheusâs kingdom and palace.
All that remained were bare trees, long since dead, and skeletons of what used to be an extraordinary palace. The bridge connecting the town was crumbled and no longer usable, the lake that surrounded the once grandiose building was almost dried up and wind whistled, stirring up dust and sand. Morpheus was overwhelmed at the destruction his home, wondering what could have caused this kind of ruin. Where were his people? Where were his creations? His Dreams? His Nightmares? Where was Adrienne!?
âWhat happened here?â He asked, his voice strained with barely contained emotional devastation. âWho did this?â
In the distance a tower crumbled and fell to ruins below. More work for Blanche and Mervyn to clean up. Lucienne cleared her throat.
âMy lord, you are The Dreaming,â She explained, regretting the knowledge that for Morpheus to know what had caused ruin to reign in his kingdom, was his absence. âThe Dreaming is you. With you gone as long as you were, the realm began to⌠decay and crumble.â
âAnd the residents?â Morpheus questioned, his very being aching with physical pain. âThe palace staff? Adrienne?â Lucienne bit her tongue at the mention of you, for with Morpheusâs return, he was sure to eventually find what you had done. You could change your appearance and name, but you were the beloved of Dream of the Endless, he would find you.
âIâm afraid most have gone.â Lucienne answered, wincing on the inside in fear of her lordâs reaction.
âGone?â Morpheus repeated in disbelief.
âSome went looking for youâŚâ Lucienne trailed off, dropping her eyes to the rocky ground.
âAnd the rest? Where did they go? Where did Adrienne go? Where is she?â
âThe others thought, perhaps, youâd grown weary of your duties, as for Adrienne, sheââ Lucienne cut off, not knowing how to explain you. Morpheus would take nothing but the truth of your whereabouts. âShe remains, my lord, but does not spend her time in the company of others. She chooses solitude.â
âSo the others think that I chose to abandon them?â Morpheus questioned in disbelief. âAdrienne believes that I willingly abandoned her, broke my promise and left her without word?â Betrayal was flashing across his face as his eyes burned with tears. âHad they so little faith in me? Did Adrienne believe that I would willingly abandon her with so little thought!?â
âAdrienneâs faith in you has not wavered in the one hundred and six years youâve been gone,â Lucienne corrected Morpheus. âDo not question her loyalty and loââ Lucienne paused. Yes, you were loyal to Morpheus, but only as a subject and raven now. The love you had for him you exchanged for a mortal body and the ability to search for him. Yes, Morpheus would not take kindly to hearing that you no longer held the capability of loving him. âShe is loyal to Dream of the Endless,â Lucienne carefully replied. âAnd she is dedicated to being your raven, it is perhaps her deepest fault, she will die for you should it come to that.â
Morpheus flinched. Jessamy had already done so, he couldnât bear the thought that you would make that a repeated event. Jessamy had been a dear friend and loyal subject. Adrienne was the one whom he loved with everything he had. He would not lose both of you.
âAdrienne, under no circumstances,â Morpheus said, his voice darkening with seriousness. âIs to ever risk her life for me. I forbid it.â Once again Lucienne held her tongue, for Morpheus had no idea what you had become. The only way you would ever accept those words is if Morpheus gave you a direct order. But he couldnât do that if he didnât even know he was speaking to you. Morpheus turned back to his decimated kingdom. âI made this realm once, Lucienne, I will make it again.âÂ
Lord Morpheus had returned. You knew that much as you cleaned up the latest rubble pile of the palace. Lucienne had been out on her walk beyond the wall when she had found him. You were pleased that Lord Morpheus had made it back on his own. While you had left the water spicket open, you werenât entirely sure how long it would take for the magic circle to be broken. Even then you werenât sure how much power he had left, and didnât know if he could even get himself back to the Dreaming.
But he had and was now touring the ruin and destruction of his palace while you and Mervyn worked with the Wyvern to clean up what you could. Without his tools and much of his power, Lord Morpheus would not be able to return the realm to its natural beauty. It was merely a waiting game. Sweeping dust and rubble, you glanced up when Mervyn lumbered over to you.
âJust got word, Loosh wants you to pull a few books from what we have, she and Morpheus are working on solving our ruin problem.â You stopped sweeping and raised an eyebrow.
âAnd how are books to help with that?â You asked cynically. âHis power resides within his tools, nothing shall change until he regains them.â Mervyn shrugged at your words.
âHell if I know, kid, Iâll take over sweeping, run along before Loosh barges over here and starts snapping out orders.â You inclined your head and passed the broom to Mervyn before picking your way across the mostly clear courtyard. Most of the library was already gone, had been for a while, but a few books remained. You werenât sure what Lucienne wanted from them since it was Lord Morpheusâs tools that he needed, but you knew which books she was going to want.
You fluttered your way to what was left of the library, a mere single bookshelf of only about eight books. You plucked the volume that Lucienne was going to want and held it against your chest. Striding through dilapidated halls, your face remained blank as the subtle and smooth voice of your lord reached your ears. It was as dulcet as you remembered, intense in a way that drew those listening in. You had liked listening to it, had liked it when he read to you. Emerging from a crumbling alcove, you strode over to Lucienne with purpose, ignoring the moping Endless sitting on the ruins of the spiral staircase that once led to his throne and your old perch.
âThe book you requested,â You explained, offering Lucienne the heavy leather book while Morpheus stared at you, his eyes focused on the streak of white at your temple. His thoughts of his ruined kingdom shifted to you, the woman who he was certain, had intentionally left the water spicket open just enough to break the binding circle.
 âAh, thank you, Blanche,â Lucienne said, taking the book and opening it immediately.
âIf that is all,â You said, taking a step back to leave.
âWill you not stay?â Lucienne probed you, searching your eyes for some semblance of your old self who would have been all over Morpheus the moment he returned. Nothing. You were about to respond when the sound of another piece of the palace breaking off and hitting the ground echoed throughout the throne room. Your head titled to the side.
âIâm afraid Iâve just become quite busy,â You answered flatly before inclining your head. âMy apologies, Lucienne.â You then gave your lord a head bow. âLord Morpheus.â With that you turned on your heel and strode away, planning on finding another broom to clean up the palaceâs latest mess.
The moment Blanche departed the throne room, Morpheus was turning his gaze back to his librarian.
âLucienne, who was that?â He asked, his sharp blue eyes, still ringed with red, observing her closely. âThis is the first time I recall seeing her within my domain.â Lucienne cleared her throat and adjusted her glasses.
âThat, sir, is Blanche,â Lucienne explained, feeling troubled about lying by omission to her lord, but wanting to respect your wishes for your previous life and name, to remain dead. âYou need not worry about her or her loyalty, she has chosen to remain when others have left.â
Morpheus examined Lucienne, she clearly trusted you⌠but Morpheus was still wary. Very wary.
âShe has no empathy, Lucienne, and yet you say she poses no threat to us or our kingdom.â The Endless pointed out.
âBlanche has remained here faithfully, for the last one hundred and six years, helping Mervyn maintain the palace as best as they could when others have left. Yes, she does not feel, but her loyalty to this realm and to you, is unwavering.â Morpheus took in that information. Surely he would have noticed one so loyal as Blanche, certainly with her hair color so remarkably similar to Jessamy and Adrienneâs feathering.
âShe was the one who aided in my escape,â Morpheus commented, thinking Blanche over further. âOne who I do not know, aided me when my own people could not.â
Lucienneâs heart was breaking within her chest, for all she wanted was to blurt out who Blanche really was, and how Adrienne had done everything she could to find Morpheus and return him home⌠and she had. She wanted to tell her lord that the one he loved had been relentless in her search for him, and had not stopped until she found him. But how could Lucienne tell Morpheus that the woman whom he loved, could no longer love him back?
Date Published: 6/21/23
Last Edit: 6/21/23
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Summary: After Morpheus cruelly dismisses you, you decide that you'll get back at him by staying out of the Dreaming one night for as long as you can. What you don't anticipate is letting your feelings get the best of you and getting very drunk instead.
Or, drunk shenanigans galore!
Word Count: 3.5k
Author's Note: I don't know what this is, y'all. I haven't written anything in more than a month, and it was so tough to even write this, but I wanted to write SOMETHING. As always, hope you enjoyed, let me know your thoughts, and likes, comments, and reblogs make my world go round.
ALSO! Dream logic applies here, in that you're still drunk when you reach the Dreaming.
Listen.
You know that certain coping mechanisms, like, say, going out clubbing with your friends and getting crazy drunk for the first time in a long time, arenât exactly healthy. But things have been difficult for you lately! Youâve been struggling a lot, in both your professional and personal life. These hardships are only compounded by the fact that the one person (or person-shaped being) in your life that you thought you could count on, your Morpheus, has been too busy to have time for you.
Literally. He said those exact words to you a mere three days ago, when you had found him in his personal study (a study that he almost never used) after what felt like a day spent chasing him around the Dreaming. You meant for it to come out as teasing when you took note of the fact that you hardly saw him around lately and that it felt like he was purposefully avoiding you, but he had sighed and glared at you before saying, âI have much to do, and I am far too busy to entertain you right now.â
You glowered, but, as he said, he was too busy to see it. Fine, you thought as you turned around and stalked out of his study. Leave him to his business.Â
Cut to today. When your friends asked if you wanted to go out with them, you almost said no, having gotten accustomed in the past couple of months to the routine of going to bed by nine oâclock in order to maximize time spent in your loverâs realm. But then, the more you thought about it, the more you realized that you didnât want to just continue sitting around in the Dreaming and hoping that Morphues would come out of whatever funk he was in. After all, why should you make an effort when he wonât? Youâre not about to beg for his attention.
With that in mind, you texted back that you very much wanted to go out with them and proceeded to get ready for a fun night out.
The plan was to have a couple of drinks, dance for a bit, and stay out of the Dreaming just long enough to make Morpheus sweat a bit.
But then shots had been ordered.
And your friend bought you a drink because they knew you had had a tough week.
And you bought yourself two drinks.
And a group of guys bought you another round of shots, and though you all laughed at the fact that they were not getting anything out of this, you still took them because you werenât about to turn down free alcohol.
This leads to you and your friends stumbling out of a bar at two in the morning, holding each other up as you do. Definitely not the plan, but whatâs that one quote about plans and mice and men?
âWhat about a mouse?â your friend asks from beside you, making you realize that you said that out loud.
âDonâ worry âbout it,â you say.
Somehow, you make it into a Lyft (thank the gods for friends who donât get carried away), and somehow, you make it into your home. Not without its difficultiesâyou dropped your keys multiple times on the walk to your front door, and there might be a you-shaped indent in the entryway wall from where you fell into it when trying to kick your shoes off.Â
When you reach your bedroom, you decide that actually, the floor looks comfier than your bed does. Youâre so drunk that the room feels like itâs spinning when you lay down, and you close your eyes to enjoy the ride.
âFuck, Iâm so drunk right now,â you say out loud, laughing at the sound of your slurred words.
You donât mean to fall asleep, really. You know that you need to crawl to the bathroom to wash your face and find enough dexterity to change clothes before hopefully sobering up just enough that you can make it to the kitchen to grab painkillers and water for the inevitable killer hangover youâre going to have tomorrow. The floor is just so soft, though, and you work yourself into a trance-like state by staring up at the ceiling fan and watching it go around and around and around. On one blink, youâre staring at your ceiling.
And on the next, youâre staring at another ceiling, one thatâs not really a ceiling at all, but an entire galaxy above your head.
Itâs easy to get lost in the magnificent colors swirling above you (especially in your current state), and you do, until you hear someone calling your name. When you look away from the universe, you see the love of your life looking at you, though at present, he is not reciprocating the heart eyes that you are always looking at him with.
âWhere have you been?â Morpheus demands.
âMorpheus, my love!â You throw your arms out and grin. âIâve missed you.â
âDo you have any idea how worried I have been? I sent Matthew to find you hours ago when first you were late, only for him to report that he could not find you at your home.â Youâre a little surprised that Matthew hadnât managed to track you down; your little raven friend was almost scarily good at finding people/places/things.
âAw, youâve missed me?â It makes sense, of course; after all, youâve missed him, so itâs only natural that he would miss you in return. Still, the sentiment makes you feel all warm and melty on the inside.
 Itâs obvious to anybody who actually takes the time to know Morpheusâa tiny list of people and beings, two of whom are in the room with him right nowâthat heâs fighting a war between wanting to scold you and wanting to hold you and check you up and down for wounds. Morpheus crosses the room towards you, and you ready yourself for the inevitable lecture youâre about to get, about how youâre just a fragile little human and he worries every moment that youâre away from him (yâknow, now that you have the clarity of a drunk person, youâre actually annoyed that this is constantly coming from the being thatâs meant to be your lover).
But thatâs not what happens.
Instead, you find his arms wrapped tightly around you and his face buried in your neck. Heâs hugging you, not the other way around. Heâs never done such a thing before, and you donât know how to react. What you do know is that any of the residual anger you had been feeling drains out of you like water from an unstoppered bathtub. You really didnât think that being away forâthe math isnât mathing for you currently, and you donât actually know how long itâs beenâa couple of hours would affect him this much.
âYou are the one most dear to my heart,â he mutters into your ear, cognizant of the fact that you are not alone in this throne room. âOf course, I missed you.â
âOh. When you said you were âtoo busy to entertainâ me, I just kinda assumed you wouldnât notice I was gone.â Though you donât mean to weaponize your words, the poison darts make contact with their target anyway, and Morpheus stiffens in your hold.
âAre you alright?â he asks instead, choosing to wait until a later time to have this particular conversation.
âAw, dream boyâ you coo, snaking a hand up to clumsily run it through his hair. âIâm okay baby, swear it! Like, absolutely, one hundred percent fine.â
Morpheus pulls away from you so that he can look you up and down to confirm that you really are okay. âYou smell like a pub,â he notes.Â
âHow can you tell that in the Dreaming?â
He ignores your question when a realization seems to hit him. âAre you inebriated?â
âNo, Iâm drunk,â you correct very matter-of-factly.
âThat isââ he stops, choosing instead to just shake his head.
âOh, dear,â Lucienne mutters from behind Morpheus, reminding you of her presence in the first place.
âLucienne! Hi! How have you been!âÂ
You crane around Morpheus to be able to see your favorite librarian, but you almost fall over in the process. Before you can tip too far over, Morpheus is there to right you again. When he does, he looks down at you with quite the serious expression on his perfect face.
âWho did this to you?â he asks, ready to punish whoever put you in such a state.
âVodka. Rum, maybe?â You think back on your drinks for the evening, though itâs hard to think back that far. âYeah, the second round of shots was definitely rum.â
âYou put yourself in this state?â
âYes?â Has Morpheus never heard of the concept of going out and getting shitfaced with your pals? âTo be fair, I didnât think that my drunkenness wouldâŚâ You search for the word that you want to use, but itâs just not coming to you! âUh, carry over?â
âPlease tell me you managed to make it home safely?â
You nod. âSure did! Pretty sure I fell asleep on the floor, though.â
Lucienne slowly begins to back up towards the door, and Morpheus stares at you for a long moment before sighing heavily.
âAre you mad at me?â you ask nervously, starting to get upset the longer the silence drags on. Did you say something that you shouldnât have? Is there a rule you donât know about against sleeping on floors?
Instead of answering you, Morpheus waves a hand in the air and says, âThis dream is over.âÂ
Youâre awake and once again staring up at your ceiling fan, only this time, Morpheus is also in your line of sight. Itâs impossible to stop yourself from touching him when youâre sober, so itâs not at all surprising that your hands go up to caress his face now when youâre drunk.
âHi cutie,â you greet, laughing in delight when he flushes just the slightest amount.
He grabs your hands and kisses the back of both before setting them against your chest. âWhy are you sleeping on your floor?â
âBecause,â is your simple, childish reply.
âThat is not a good answer.â
âItâs the one you get because itâs the one I have.â You throw in a peace sign to be extra spicy, but Morpheus, unfortunately, doesnât comprehend your 21st-century humor, and instead just segues into the next order of business.
âMight I help you up, so that we can get you properly ready for bed?â
âBut Iâm comfy,â you groan. Morpheus is not buying what youâre selling, unfortunately, so you sigh. âFine.â
Morpheus holds his hands out for you to take and helps you to your feet. Too fast, apparently, because the room begins to spin and your stomach tilts dangerously, making you clap a hand over your mouth.
âOh no. Dizzy, dizzy, dizzy,â you chant, squeezing your eyes shut and laying your head against Morpheusâs shoulder while you try to breathe through sudden nausea. You will not throw up on your super hot eldritch nightmare king boyfriend, you command yourself. Not tonight, and not ever.
âWhat is wrong?â Morpheus sounds panicked, and you want to reassure him, but you hold up a finger in the meantime.
When the nausea finally passes, you take a deep breath and slowly look up. âOkay, I think Iâm good now.â
âAre you sure?â
âIâm sure. Sometimes drinking too much combined with moving too fast makes people feel sick. Itâs my fault, but Iâll be okay.â
âAre you well enough to move?â
âYes, I promise.âÂ
To prove your point, you let go of his hand and start walking heel to toe as the police require during field sobriety tests (honestly, youâre a little surprised that you can actually do this right now). You can practically feel your lover's amusement behind you, but it proves to him that you are capable. Morpheus lets you walk to the bathroom on your own power, and you think the only reason he doesnât sweep you off your feet is because heâs worried youâll throw up if he does. He watches you intently the entire time, though.Â
You sit on the lip of the bathtub, watching Morpheus move about your bathroom as though he knows where everything is; he probably does, you realize, whether it be from that endless wealth of knowledge about everyone and everything that he possesses, or just his familiarity with your home. After rummaging around for a few moments, he comes back with a washcloth and your favorite pajamas. The sight of the familiar material makes you tear up, and you sniffle loudly.
Morpheus looks up in alarm. âAre you okay?â
âYou remembered my favorite pajamas,â you say, trying to not start crying. You can count on one hand the number of times heâs come directly to see you off to his realm, and youâve probably worn those pajamas twice. Yet he remembered the one-off comment you had made about how they were your favorite because of course he did.
His face softens. âOf course I did.â
You clear your throat and wipe your eyes. âSorry. Iâm okay! Just drunk.â
Morpheus hands you said pajamas before turning the faucet on and letting the water run. He seems to realize something after a moment and looks at you helplessly. âI do not feel temperature as you do. Is the water alright?âÂ
You grin and stick your hand under the faucet, moving the tap just a smidge hotter before nodding at him. âItâs good now. Thank you for asking.â
He begins to run the damp washcloth gently over your face, a barely-there smile appearing on his own when you wrinkle your nose at the cool sensations. Where this situation would be awkward with anybody else, it feels entirely natural with Morpheus. Youâll take these little moments of domesticity with him whenever you can get them, even when youâre still half drunk.
Even if you wanted to, you canât hold yourself back from saying, âYouâre so beautiful, do you know that? Seriously, youâre the prettiest man-slash-anthropomorphic-personification Iâve ever seen in my entire life.â The words are heavy on your tongue, but youâre pretty proud of the way you only barely stumble through âanthropomorphicâ.
âYou are still under the influence,â he notes.
âSo? Drunk words equal sober thoughts, right?â
ââA drunk mind speaks a sober heart.â Jean-Jacques Rosseau,â he supplies.
âSure, that. Iâd tell you how pretty you are even if I was sober, and you know that.â
âPerhaps.â He says it in that infuriatingly sexy way of his, the one that makes you want to tear his clothes off.
Instead, youâre the one taking your own clothes off, though not for any fun reason. Getting changed is not as difficult a task as it would have been when you first arrived home, with the benefit of time naturally sobering one up on your side. Morpheus still keeps a hand held out, just in case you lose your balance and need something to grab onto, but after youâve finished changing, that hand slips under your shirt and caresses your side.
âThought you were supposed to be helping me keep my clothes on,â you say with a shiver, grabbing his wrist and pulling the offending extremity out from under your shirt.
âApologies.â His tone implies that heâs not sorry at all, not that you would want him to be. âI simply couldnât resist.â
He looks down at you with so much love in those blue eyes of his that you feel like you donât think your mortal mind could ever truly comprehend it. Nobody has ever loved you the way that Morpheus hasâall-consuming and passionate. He told you once that many of his relationships had ended because he had been seen as too intense, too obsessive in his love. Bring it on, you had told him when he expected you to back down. To date, you havenât regretted that.
You donât think you ever will.
Now that you can see the end of your night in sight, tiredness begins to seep into your bones. Though your bed is just right through the bathroom door, it feels miles away. With that in mind, you ask, âWill you carry me?âÂ
âWere you not worried that you would feel sick?â
âYeah, but Iâm tired.â You pout (on purpose because you know what it does to him), and you can practically see his resolve break. âJust be careful?â
âAlways,â he promises.
And careful he is, slowly picking you up and waiting until you nod to carry you to your bed. He sets you down gently, Youâre thrilled to see a glass of water already waiting for you on your bedside table, Morpheus anticipating your needs before youâve even realized you have them in the first place.
Crawling under the covers after finishing your water, you motion for Morpheus to sit next to you on the bed. He does as you ask, and you move your pillows so that you can sit up and lean on him. When youâre comfortable, you say, âThank you for everything tonight. I know taking care of me wasnât what you had planned.â
âYou need not thank me. I enjoy caring for you, no matter the situation.âÂ
Your eyes flutter closed at the sensation of his hand carding through your hair, and you start to feel yourself inching closer to the Dreaming. Something keeps you from truly falling asleep, though, and when Morpheus shifts next to you, you realize what it is: the conversationâs not over. Morpheus is trying to figure out how to say what it is he wants to say.
Finally, he figures it out. âMight I ask you something?â
You open your eyes to give him your full attention and nod.
âEarlier, when you seemed surprised that I had noticed your absence. Did you do this,â âthisâ being getting very drunk, âbecause of what I said?â
âNo. I mean, I went out because I was mad at you, and I figured that me being a couple of hours late would make you learn your lesson, but I got drunk because I wanted to have fun with my friends and let loose.â
âAnd did you?â
âMaybe a little too much,â you admit cheekily.
âI apologize for my harsh words the other day. I have beenâŚfeeling burdened under the weight of my realm, and I took it out on you for no reason.â
âItâs okay, Morpheus. Youâre busy running an entire realm and overseeing the collective unconscious. I shouldnât be so needy.â
He shakes his head. âIt is not okay. I should never talk to you in such a way, and you should never feel as though I do not want you around. I do want you around, always.â
âPeople say things that they donât mean. That doesnât mean theyâre not worthy of forgiveness. But you gotta talk to me, okay? When youâre feeling stressed, or when things get to be too much. Iâm here for you, and I want to support you however I can.â
âI love you,â he says. The fact that heâs being so open with his emotions is a pleasant surprise; it took him so long to be the first to say it, and even longer to be comfortable with it. You smile up at him.
âI love you, too. Stay with me until I fall asleep?â
âOf course.â
Morpheus turns your bedroom light off without you needing to ask (seriously, you love him so much), and you close your eyes. Then, a thought hits you.
âHey,â you say, staring up at him in the dark and waiting until he looks at you to continue. âCan you get drunk?â
âNo.â
âWhy not? I mean, isnât there special alcohol for preternatural beings? Youâd think gods and goddesses wouldâve figured out a way to get turnt by now.â
Though he doesnât want to give in to your rambling when youâre meant to be trying to fall asleep, he canât help but indulge you. âGods and goddesses can. We, the Endless, cannot.â
âWhat? Thatâs so fucking lame. No. Thatâsâthatâs an injustice! Iâm so sorry.
âI promise, it is okay. Now, please go to sleep.â
You nod, but close your eyes for maybe thirty seconds before they snap open again with a realization. âWait.â
âWhat?â
âYou mentioned other gods and goddesses. How many are there? Are they all real? Is actual God real? I mean, I know the devil is real, you kicked their ass for your helm, but for some reason thatâs more believable thanââ
âGo. To. Sleep,â Morpheus commands.
âUgh, youâre no fun!â
âI am not afraid to use my sand if need be.â
âYou wouldnât.â You raise an eyebrow in challenge, and he raises one right back. After a brief stalemate, youâre the first to give in. âYou have to understand how world-altering this information is to a regular human like me, I meanââ
Youâre asleep before your head hits the pillow.
So I just used ChatGPT for feedback for a writing piece. Just pasted the piece in and said 'critique this piece please'. (I have no-one else to get feedback from who I want to read this).
Since when is AI so.......so? ;-;
(I don't agree with AI being a replacement for a real person, this was just a spur of 'I want feedback').
Dark!Morpheus x (female)reader, fantasy/medieval AU, 18+
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Dream of the Endless had been promised a bride.
Chapter track: Rainbow - The Temple of the King - Algal the Bard
It has been... a rough couple weeks. But I'm back! Hope you enjoy! Your comments and questions mean the world! Special thanks to all you lovely rebloggers! I'm still trying to figure out how to respond without essentially reposting half a dozen times, but I see you, you make my week!
A knock on the door disturbed her work. It was an hour past midnight, when all but the youngest servants and ardent lovers had retired to their beds with heads full of dreams, a time a wandering mice and catâs work.
But she wasnât surprised, even less when she opened the door of her windowless chamber to find a young lady in her nightdress, wrapped in a shawl with wary hope in her eyes and a candle in her hand. Alis Everard. The youngest of a large family, and the only child still unmarried â and a child she was, barely thirteen, and of all the reasons the bard hated the king of Meiren, summoning such young suitors for his Endless guest might be the greatest. Her face hadnât quite lost childhoodâs rounded cheeks, and the seams on her nightgown had recently been let out after a growth spurt.
âI see your father is impatient,â the bard said. Wrapped in her own shawl over her own nightgown, she felt more than ever the nobleâs equal. After such a long life, she understood better than most how little rank protected one from life and how much a peasantâs child was like a queenâs. She was the girlâs elder by far, but sheâd been young once, and what youth didnât go sneaking down corridors in the dark during their first trip to court?
âHe bid me seek your counsel. May I come in?â
Stepping back, she ushered the girl into her sparse little room. âOf course.â
Once the girl was through, she moved to close the door, but a slippered foot darted through the gap to block it. âNot so quicky!â
The foot neatly kicked the door back open as the bard released it, and a young woman â who was, at least, properly a woman â swept by in a dressing gown of satin and a riot of chestnut curls. âI enjoy midnight jaunts, but not being spied on one.â
The bard did her very best not to smile, but failed entirely. She knew this late guest as well. Eilwyn Alder. The third generation in her family the bard had befriended, and she sat next to little Alis on the bed with the casual grace of someone entitled to it.
âMy grandmother sent me for your thoughts, though Iâm sure sheâll collect them for herself tomorrow. But I am a dutiful granddaughter, so here I am.â She blinked doe eyes as the door finally fell shut, poised and perfect coquettish grace. âSo, what news? Or will I lose my beauty sleep for nothing?â
Pulling out a stool from beneath her tiny desk, the bard said, âI havenât spent an hour in his presence, and Iâve had a long ride, so forgive me if I havenât yet taken the full measure of the kingâs guest and his schemes.â
Alis wriggled on the bed, twisting her hands up in her shawl. Her eyes bounced between shadows, looking for threats like the Dream Lordâs nightmares might crawl out of the walls to exact vengeance for some imagined slight. Not that they couldnât, but the bard assumed Lord Morpheus had better things to do with his time than torment one overwrought teenager who didnât want to marry him.
âWhat if he eats his bride on the wedding night? Like the Lindworm?â
Eilwyn scoffed, and the bard donned a gentle smile, even if she couldnât keep the laugher from her voice.
âHeâs Endless, not a dragon.â
âWhat does that mean?â
âMeans youâd be better off with a dragon.â
The child curled into the corner of the bed, sinking into the blankets with her shawl swallowing the lower half of her face. Looking for comfort where her companionsâ mirth had failed. The bard reached over to pat her knee, taking the opportunity to change the subject. âHonestly dragons arenât so bad. One of my patrons is a dragon, you know. I was attending my yearly visit to his lair when your great, worried, noble parents called for me.â
A whisper of a promised story lured Alisâs eyes away from visions of doom. She glanced at Eilwyn, like sheâd confirm the tale. The older girl gladly took up the role of expert.
âEveryone knows that,â she sniffed.
âIs itâŚâ Alis mulled over the idea, confusing herself with her own bevy of questions. âIs it a⌠nice dragon?â
âThese days he is. But he wasnât always.â
The hook snared Alisâs attention, and her posture softened, though she didnât leave the corner of the little bed. In fact, she made herself more comfortable, settling like a kitten, and a stab of rage that anyone thought this little girl ought to be considered as a wife seared through the gathering strands of the bardâs story.
She took a blanket and settled it over the child as she began to speak, shielding her from a kingâs machinations, a world too big for little hands, and prying eyes.
.O.O.O.
Dream of the Endless retired to the chambers the King set aside for his use, though he had little use for them at all. He would not sleep. He had no intention of entertaining in the parlor, or writing missives at the richly appointed desk. There was no book on the shelves he did not already possess, and he left the food prepared for him to grow cold and stale on the table.
He did sip the wine, and in the darkest hours he found his amusement in wandered the sleeping minds of the castle. Boredom drove him. Cruelty, even. Vengeance called for the king to atone for his wounded pride, and the decade since the humanâs error only gave Dream time to image new and wondrous torments. He wanted to watch the kingâs schemes crumble in the dread nightmares prowling the would-be suitorsâ dreams. He enjoyed the seeds of hate planted in parentsâ hearts, the doubt in subjects whoâd been nothing but loyal until this gathering.
The kingâs story would be a horror, a kind of tragedy that left wounds in his lands and subjects the turn of generations would not heal. These seven days would be the fuse, a prologue to terror and loss. A lesson none would soon forget, lest they bring such punishment on their own loves.
He drifted, savoring the fears he would shape to his own ends. Until words snared his attention. A half-heard tale of a dragon spinning through recent memories of a soft touch and a smile in the face of inescapable dread.
He found a young mind loosely tethered to the Dreaming, caught in the tides running between the conscious and subconscious, where words and images of the Waking cast strange reflections in the fading thoughts before sleep. She led him to a plain, simple room deep in the castle. A place for high-ranking members of staff, perhaps. Utilitarian and uninspiring. Not a place this noble child belonged. But she was not alone, and as she dozed, Dream borrowed her senses.
Voices. One he recognized. The bard the king so detested. He knew her as he knew all dreamers, and he sensed his sisterâs touch upon her.
She spoke of him.
âHeâs the Prince of Stories. A bride market is beneath him. This is how political unions for picky lords looking for pretty faces are arranged, not how one of the most powerful creatures to ever live seeks a partner,â the bard said.
She was not wrong, of course. The story weaver spied the loose strings in the tale, the ragged ends that did not match, though she had yet to understand the pattern he wove.
âWhatever he wants, it isnât love or a warm body in his bed. Thereâs something else. I just have to figure out if that something is a danger to any of you.â
So, loyalty did grow in the kingâs court. Just not to the monarch. Dream felt the peace the bardâs presence brought the dreamer half-snared in her sleep. A quiet, sure thing. The confidence children had in oak trees their parents and grandparents climbed when they were young.
The other voice in the room did not speak as a child. This one was old enough for caution, and it worried for the old oak as well as those who sheltered beneath.
âTo us, I should think.â
Did the bard not fear him? Had she stood outside as the storyteller for so long sheâd forgotten she could be part of them as well?
âWhatever happens, dear, Iâll survive it.â Her only worry was for those she perceived as in her care. The children of children sheâd watched grow. A touch carried through the dreamerâs skin and into their subconscious, a kind voice leading her back to the Waking. âIt isnât time to sleep yet. You must return to your roomâŚâ
The fragile link collapsed, and the bridge between the servantsâ quarters and the noble guest room dissolved.
Lord Morpheus, Dream of the Endless, sat in his darkened chambers in the court of a damned king, and thought as he sipped from his wine that he would enjoy seeing the bard at work. He must amuse himself for seven days, after all, until the time of the agreement ran out, and she was a surprising creature.
The most surprising heâd seen in some time.
Shifting Wings: Before the Raven Matthew, there was Jessamy, and Jessamy came with a little sister by the name of Adrienne. Dream adores his two little Ravens, but after over a hundred years of imprisonment and the death of Jessamy, Dream will find that he has not just lost his companion, but his beloved little Raven Adrienne no longer brightens the halls of his Palace. None of his staff wish to speak of where the Raven has gone, but the silent new resident of the palace is cause for question. After all, she was the one who aided in his release. If none of his subjects would help him find Adrienne, perhaps she could lead him to the whereabouts of the missing Raven. If only the woman wasnât so flighty and hard to track down.
Warnings: Angst, Language.
To Note: Morpheus/Dream x FemaleRaven!Reader, NAMED Reader (I like the name).
Word Count: ~2.3k
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She has not shown herself to you, because she does not wish to.
Lucienneâs words haunted Morpheus in an Endless pain he felt within his being. He had expected you to seek him out the moment he returned as you had always been faithfully by his side. Not to mention he had made a promise to you that he was not able to keep. Surely you were upset by that. No, he had expected everything to be as it was when he had left. Heâd been wrong. Lucienne changed. Cain and Abel changed. Fiddlerâs Green changed. It was a naive notion to think that you wouldnât change. Stewing in his morose thoughts, Morpheus decided he had brooded long enough. It was time he tracked you down, for Morpheus needed your comforting presence, even if you held nothing but animosity towards him. Even if all youâd allow was for the Endless to merely gaze upon you, that would be enough.
Rising from his throne, Morpheus stepped down the stairs and strode for the one place that would have the most clues regarding your whereabouts. Your studio. Striding through the palace, Morpheus pondered your absence some more, disturbed by your lack of appearance. Did you not love him as he thought you did? Had he not made his affections clear to you? Jessamy had certainly threatened him plenty over his intentions towards you. 106 years. How much could a person change in that time? Had your love dissipated and resentment taken shelter? Were you angry? Were you unconsolable? Did you want nothing to do with him and the palace after Jessamyâs death? Did you hate him? Perhaps you did if you refused his company.
He reached the door to your studio and paused. He couldnât feel your presence within, but several light orbs were softly illuminated indicating that you had been within your studio recently. Opening the door, Morpheus stepped into your art studio and ventured forwards. There were paintings and sketches scattered throughout the studio, you were clearly still painting and drawing⌠but all of your works now held a darker tone. Your artwork reflected a darkened mind crippled by pain, agony.
Walking around your work bench, Morpheus eyed the luxurious bed, expecting to see your nest of pillows, feathers, and down. But all he saw was a neatly made bed, devoid of indication that anyone used it. The studio was used, yes, but clearly you did not use it as you once had. He looked closer at your sketches, many of which were sketches of Jessamy, beautifully sketched and detailed. Your skill had only increased. It only felt like a night ago in which you were just starting to learn how to draw in your new body.
âYou look quite concentrated, little one,â Morpheus observed as he sat for you while you struggled to hold a pencil with your foot and draw his likeness. You growled under your breath and spit out a few curses which made Morpheusâs lips twitch. He doubted you noticed, but you truly came alive when you were focused on your art. The melancholy on your face faded and a spark of determination sparkled within the depths of your black eyes.
âThatâs because I still sometimes have a hard time grasping this stupid pencil,â You huffed back, gripping the small instrument in your tiny foot. You hopped several places and flapped your wings. âI can control it pretty well at times but then it getâs away from me and everything starts going awry!â
You let out a caw of frustration and threw the misbehaving pencil across the room. It was much easier to paint, in your opinion, than to draw. Youâd taken to the brush much quicker than the pencil, and your frustrations were starting to get the better of you. Morpheus rose from his seat and walked over to where you were standing, trying not to let your frustrations get the better of you.
âWhy am I even doing this?â You asked with an exaggerated sigh. Morpheus lifted a finger to your beak and tilted your head up.
âBecause you are determined, Adrienne,â He reminded you with a small smile. âAnd you are not one to give up so easily, your perseverance has brought you this far, has it not?â
You eyed your lord, seeing his provocative eyebrow raise. It ruffled your feathers and you huffed.
âI never said I was gonna give up, I justâI feel like I am not making any progress and itâs been decades.â
âAnd you have eons more to hone your skill, for I shall always look forward to your creations.â You eyed him carefully. Sometimes you really wished that you had your human body rather than a birds.
Donât be envious. Donât be envious. It wasnât like the dreams and nightmares throughout the realm had the pleasure of painting Morpheusâs portrait with the Endless sitting right in front of them. It wasnât like the Endless actively sought out their company.
âFine, fine, sit back down Iâm almost done with your general profile.â You ordered, having no issue ordering the Endless around. Morpheus, pleased that you had finally perked up, returned to his seat and watched as you fluttered to where your thrown pencil had ended up. Grasping it in your foot once more, you swooped back up to the easel and focused back on your sketch.
You were not a conventional lover, certainly if your relationship with him had grown more intimate. But at the time your company had been more than enough for him. Now all Morpheus wanted was to hear your comforting voice and see the familiar splash of midnight and pearl. Even if it was only to hear your thoughts of envy and yearning for what you had once had. He also owed you an apology. Not just for the fact that he had broken his promise to return with an hour, but your sister had been killed while in his service. It had been voluntary, but you would still feel betrayed.
Morpheus was about to leave the studio, not having garnered any new information from inspecting your studio, but then caught sight of a brighter light peeking out the trim of the small closet. Curiosity peaked, for why would you have the closet light so bright compared to the rest of your studio? Morpheus drew the slightly cracked door open and found his answer. Compared to the rest of the studio, the closet was far more homely and lived in. Down and feathers littered the floor, and there was a nest tucked in the corner. That was where you slept. But what Morpheus took notice most of all, was the obsessive amount of drawings of Jessamy.
They were everywhere, pinned on the walls, stacked on shelves, stuffed between books on a small bookshelf. He moved over to a stack that sat next to a bowl full of charcoal, clearly being used. On the top of the pile was a sketch of himself with Jessamy, the drawn lines darkened and clear, sharp. His eyes were the only hint of color on the page, an illuminating blue. By far your best work yet, not even Morpheus had seen you draw this beautifully. As Morpheus stared at the sketch, he spotted something at the edge of the page that should not be there. A charcoal fingerprint.
All who knew you, who lived within the palace, knew to never touch your artwork unless permission was given. Who would even think to enter a place so small and intimate, one you took shelter in, and touch your work? Certainly with charcoal on their fingers? Morpheus reached for a journal he had given you, inscribed with your name in gold lettering, and opened it. More pictures of him and Jessamy greeted his gaze. It was just as obsessive, and Morpheus could see your mental breakdown over the years. But even as he witnessed your breakdown through your drawings his eyes kept returning to the fingerprint upon your sketch. So journal and sketch in hand, he strode from your studio and headed for the library, determined to finally get answers.
Lucienne had been speaking with Mervyn about the newly rejuvenated gardens when their lord came striding into the library with a swirl of anger. Her brown eyes saw that he carried a leather-bound journal she often saw you drawing in, and a piece of parchment.
âSir,â Lucienne greeted, trying to keep herself calm. âIs there something you need?â Morpheus strode up to her and held up a charcoal drawing of him with Jessamy perched on his shoulder. âAh, I see you have discovered Adrienneâs artwork? She has much improved over the last century.â Lucienne said pleasantly, ignoring the charcoal fingerprint on the edge.
âTell me, Lucienne, who enters Adrienneâs studio and touches her work when we all know that is an egregious event?â Morpheus asked, his voice poised with a lethal edge of a dagger. Both Mervyn and Lucienne shifted where they stood.
âIâ I am not aware that anyone has entered Adrienneâs studio without permission let alone touched her work. We know she does not like it when her work is touched.â Lucienne replied evenly, reverting back to what was well known about you. âNot even to admireâŚâ Morpheus shifted his gaze to Mervyn.
âAnd have you, Mervyn, witnessed anyone trespassing these halls? Surely you have seen something, as Adrienne does not possess hands.â He was enunciating his words now, his patience dwindling at the lack of information on you. Where were you? Why had you not appeared before him? Did you truly hate him? Did you despise him for Jessamyâs death? Were you in such anger that you would refuse to grace his presence ever again? Mervyn rubbed the back of his head, not knowing what to say. The promise he made to you all those years ago to treat Adrienne as dead was still strong⌠but lie to his lord? That he could not do.
âWellâŚâ Mervyn sighed dramatically. âNo one has gone into her studio who shouldnât have, I can tell you that. Sheâd eat âem alive if they did⌠kinda anal about keeping people out actually. Sheâs gotten mean the past few decades,â He muttered while Lucienne forced herself to not facepalm herself in front of Morpheus. Mean. Adrienne had gotten mean. That was the first piece of true information Morpheus had gotten since coming home. But how could you have turned mean? You didnât hold one mean bone in your entire body.
âMervyn,â Your quiet, flat voice shattered the tension between the trio as you came striding into the library. The pumpkin headed janitor looked at you as you came to a stop. Your hair was ruffled and your clothes looked hastily put on. âI retrieved the sprite lantern from the relieving arch.â You announced. âIf you want the Hesperides to stop throwing the lantern up there, may I suggest moving it? They despise each other.â
âMove it?â Melvyn repeated, insulted at the idea. âThe whole point of having the spite lantern there is because of the waterâ ah fuck, Iâm really gonna have to find a new place for the lantern, ainât I?â
âIndeed,â You echoed, knowing that the janitor hated when he had to shift the homes of the residents of the palace around. They were quite persnickety about their place of home. You contemplated where the sprite lantern could be moved. âPerhaps the east end garden? I believe Lord Morpheus put in a new pond there.â
âYeah, yeah, good idea,â Mervyn agreed before glancing at Morpheus. âSpeaking of which, you met whitey here?â He asked, jerking his stick thumb at you. âSheâs kind of mean and never smiles, not that she can, but is one hell of a worker to have around. Sheâs kept this place running while you were gone.â
You blinked at Mervyn before looking at Lord Morpheus.
âWe have met before, though never the chance to formally speak,â You confirmed, then gave Mervyn an unimpressed look. âAnd I believe you mistake my frankness for me being mean, because that would imply emotions which you are aware that I do not experience.â As you stared at Mervyn who was scowling at you, you felt Morpheus gaze wearing heavily on your body. âIf you will excuse me, retrieving the sprite lantern from the receiving arch is not the only task I have do to this day,â You said before giving your lord a respectful nod. âLord Morpheus,â
You strode out of the library, heading for your next task. Morpheus stared at your back as you strode away, still feeling like there was something off about you. No, there was. He just couldnât put his finger on it, and it wasnât that you lacked empathy. It was something else. Something about you was hauntingly familiar, yet entirely foreign.
âWhere did she come from?â He asked, settling his gaze back on Lucienne and Mervyn. They shifted uncomfortably. âShe might be a resident of the Dreaming, but I have no memory of her. So tell me, exactly where did she come from? You say she has maintained my palace diligently all these years, yet I do not know her.â
âI just realized that I left the sprinkler on in the desert garden so Iâm just gunnaâŚâ Mervyn rambled while edging his way out of the library, Morpheus made no comment, his eyes locked with Lucienneâs, who was staring back and trying not to be daunted. A nearly impossible task, even for her.
âOnly a creature with wings, is capable of retrieving something from the relieving arch,â Morpheus stated, his eyes now hard. He was done asking questions. Yes, done with asking questions, worrying about where you were, wondering if you hated him, needing you⌠and would now demand answers. He demanded to know where you were, he demanded your presence. The secrets had gone on long enough. Even if you did in fact hate him, he still demanded your presence. âI expect Adrienne in my throne room tomorrow morning at ten oâclock exactly,â Morpheus decreed, then his eyes glowed silver in warning. âOr I shall summon her directly with my sand regardless of her wishes.â With that he strode away, coat billowing just as much as his anger.
Date Published: 7/5/23
Last Edit: 7/5/23
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Did I daydream this, or was there a website for writers with like. A ridiculous quantity of descriptive aid. Like I remember clicking on " inside a cinema " or something like that. Then, BAM. Here's a list of smell and sounds. I can't remember it for the life of me, but if someone else can, help a bitch out <3
Morpheus x Female Reader
Soulmate AU
You are the daughter of Rodrick Burgess. You find out about the "demon" in the basement and decide you want to see it. Things take an unexpected turn when your soulmate connection is made with the man you find down there. You are the one he has been waiting for, and you're being taken away from. Not for long. Dream will protect his soulmate.
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Chapter One - See you in my dreams
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1916 - 11 years old
Tonight was the night.
Tonight was the night your father was going to summon Death and try and bring your older brother back.
You were sitting in your room, on the edge of the bed, hands restlessly placed in your lap as you can hear the clock ticking away. You were nervous. Of course you were. This plan was crazy, but your father was crazy enough to go through with this.
Of course you missed your brother. He was better than you and Alex in every way, but he loved you both. Rodrick certainly loved him better than his other children. When he died, your father seemed to only hate you even more.
You could hear everyone bustling about the house. The book your father had been waiting for had arrived. Tonight he would attempt the impossible. At least, impossible by your standards.
No one could capture Death.
Death was inevitable and came for everyone. Even your brother. That was just the truth of it. There was not a spell in the world that could being him back.
You were not allowed to leave your room, despite the fact Alex, who was younger than you, was permitted to watch. It didn't seem fair. Even if you believed the matter to be impossible, why couldn't you witness the attempt?
At some point, the house grows quiet. You sit there with nothing but the sound of your soft breathing to keep you company. Your eyes focused on the door.
The silence was becoming deafening.
Had they done it?
You climb off your bed and open your door. At first, you don't see or hear anyone. The house seemed empty, but after a few more moments, you can hear voices and footsteps. You stand in the doorway of your bedroom and watch as many of your father's men go past talking too quickly for you to understand what they're saying.
You look down the hall and see your father walking to his study, a peculiar item in his hand. Alex comes into view and looks at you for a moment. You want to go over and ask what happened, but his name gets called and he hurries off.
A sense of something bad sets in your bones.
âââ
You're in bed when you hear knocking on your door. It's quiet and hesitant, as if the other person wasn't supposed to be here. You climb out of bed and head to the door, opening it slightly. You see Alex standing there.
Alex comes into your room and closes the door behind him quickly. He looks at you with big eyes, worry embedded in them.
"What happened?" You ask him.
Alex walks over to your bed and takes a seat. He looks down at his slippers. "I think he did it."
"He did?" You look at Alex with wide eyes.
"Well... there's something down there..." Alex tells you, voice quiet. You swallow nervously.
Something.
"Death?"
Alex shakes his head. "No... I don't think so. I heard father talking to someone in his office, but I couldn't hear everything."
"What did you hear?" You ask, eager to know what had happened.
"Something about dreams."
"Dreams?" You had no idea what that meant.
Alex simply shrugged and looked up at you. "I'm afraid."
"Will it hurt us?"
"I don't know... I hope not. I didn't get to look at it for very long."
Silence fell between you both. You weren't sure what else to ask. All you knew was that your father had successfully caught something down in the basement, and you were too scared to even dig deeper.
Alex left your room, leaving you more questions than answers. However, for now, it felt better to leave it like that.
âââ
1926 - 21 years old
Rodrick never mentioned the demon in his basement. You never asked about it, no matter how curious you got. You had heard the whispers. Everyone called it a demon, which frightened you even more.
You had done your utmost to forget about the thing in the basement. The stories were enough to put you off going down there. Even the people in town talked about Rodrick's demon.
He became something of a celebrity.
However, the world was suffering.
Dreams. Alex had told you Rodrick and his stranger in the office had spoken about dreams. As it turned out, some people could no longer sleep, some couldn't ever wake up. Dreams became a thing of tale, none existent.
Except for the ones you had been having.
You hadn't told anyone. Not even Alex. Your dreams were yours. Your secret. Your strange mysterious secret.
You dream of a man.
It's dark, but you can see him. He's sitting there, naked. He is expressionless. He never speaks. He just sits there with his legs up, arms around his knees, and staring forward.
You don't know his name.
Every night, you see him in your dreams. He seems to be trapped. Unable to go anywhere. You wonder if he's hungry and cold. He must be.
"Who are you?"
You always wake up right after that.
Every night, he's there in your dreams. It's strangely comforting. He's your secret. You just wish you knew who he was.
As you leave your room today, you see Alex leaving the office with a shotgun in hand. You frown as you look at him, catching a glimpse of your father in the office.
"What are you doing?" You ask him.
"I'm going to shoot a bird." Alex responds, though not so happily.
You stare at him hard. "A bird?"
"A raven," Alex says.
"Huh?"
"I'm off to kill his raven."
"Who's raven?"
Alex looked at you with an empty stare. He clutches the shotgun in his fist tight. Alex knew you had never seen the man in the basement. Rodrick had kept it that way. He had always said you were more trouble than you were worth.
"The thing in the basement."
Alex didn't say anything more as he left the house. You were confused by everything. Nothing made any sense to you.
You wanted to know what your father was keeping down there. Yet, fear consumed you. Was it dangerous?
Why did it have a raven? That confused the most.
It was half an hour later when you heard a gunshot. You had been in your room, staying out of the way as usual. The sound echoed through the house and scared you. You rushed to the door and looked down the hall. Alex and your father emerged from the basement. Alex looked lost.
You wanted to go over and ask what had happened, but Rodrick spots you watching and you retreat into your room.
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A few days go by where you don't see much of Rodrick or Alex. You do your best to avoid them as much as possible. Which was probably for the best as far as Rodrick was concerned.
Ethel, your father's mistress, was pregnant. He didn't want it. Of course he didn't.
Having so much time to yourself gave you time to think. Your dreams were consistent. Every night, you saw the naked man in his glass prison. Just sitting there, waiting.
Waiting for what? You did not know.
However, you wanted to help him. You wanted to understand him. You just didn't know who he was, or where he was.
That night, Ethel ran away. While you were tucked up in your bed sleeping, visiting your dream man, Ethel had run away with the tools, and some money from Rodrick's safe.
She was gone.
Rodrick was furious.
From what you heard, he tried to bargain with the being in the basement. When he got no response, Rodrick turned his anger to Alex. Had heard the yelling. You had wanted to go down there and see what was happening, but the guard at the door was stopping you.
That's when it happened.
Alex pushed Rodrick, and your father hit his head quite badly. He did not get up again.
The funeral was a week later.
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1931 - 25 years old
The house was too quiet these days. Alex spent most of his time avoiding you. You tried to occupy yourself with your hobbies, but there was a voice in the back of your head nagging at you.
The basement.
It was still guarded. Alex kept it that way. However, you knew times when the door wasn't guarded. There wasn't anyone there 24/7. Some of the guards like to slack off.
You had decided. You were going to go down there. After all this time, you wanted to know what your father had captured that day. You wanted to know the reason your father had been so successful and popular with people in town.
You wanted to know why things were the way they were.
You waited. The guard left as usual. He always disappeared for 15 minutes on his shifts. 30 if he thought he could get away with being away that long. This was your chance to get down there.
You were quiet as you moved down the hall. You weren't sure exactly where Alex was at this time of night. You needed to be careful. You double-checked to make sure no one was around and unlocked the door to the basement. You had been planning this for weeks. You knew the codes and the schedules for the guards. You knew someone else would normally be down there, but never at this time of night. That's why the guard thought he could get away with disappearing for so long.
You looked down the dark stairs and took a moment before going through with your plan. Finally, you would see what was down there.
You descend the stairs.
It was dark. Lighting was kept to a minimum, it seemed. You were careful as you took each step and soon enough found yourself at the bottom.
What you saw was not what you expected.
You slowly reach out and open the gate, taking in the sight before you. A large glass globe surrounded by the summoning circle your father had made years ago. Inside the globe was a man.
A man.
A very familiar man.
You feel like all air from your lungs is stolen from you as you stare at him. Your dream man. There he was! Naked and curled up by himself inside his prison.
All this time, you were dreaming of the man in the basement. You find yourself stepping a little closer, not sure what to do. Nothing made sense. This was impossible. How can you be dreaming about this man? And why is he trapped like this?
Who is he?
Sensing your presence, he looks up. In those next few seconds, several things happen. Your eyes connect with his, and you find yourself lost in them. A searing pain crosses your wrist, and you gasp loudly, cradling your hand. You drop your gaze from him to look at the red scar on your wrist. When you look back up, he's cradling his own hand but doesn't seem to be in pain like you.
You stare at him.
He stares at you.
"Who are you?" You ask.
The man in the globe moves slowly, leaning forward slightly. He's keeping himself covered, but he's still moving toward the glass. With one hand, he reaches out, hand dressed against the glass of his prison.
You feel strange. At ease. It was like he was trying to calm you from within his prison.
"Who are you?" You ask again.
You watch as he part his lips, prepared to speak, but a voice behind you speaks instead, leaving you in shock and embarrassment for getting caught in the basement.
"What are you doing down here?" Alex asks.
You frown. "I came to see what was down here! You can't keep me in the dark forever."
Alex pulls you behind him as he looks at the man in the cage. "You have to stay away from him."
"Alex--"
"No! He's dangerous. I think..."
You push past Alex and stand between him and the other man. You glare at your brother. Alex looks at you with mixed confused and disappointment.
"Who is he? What is he?"
Alex says your name.
"No! Tell me. What is all this? What did father do?"
Alex clenches his fist at his side and takes a deep breath. "You need to leave. Get out of here."
"Why is there a man trapped in the basement, Alex?"
Alex loses his patience with you and lunges forward, grabbing your arm tightly. You try to fight him off, but he wraps both his arms around you, restraining your arms.
"Alex! Let go of me!"
"You shouldn't have come down here," he says angrily.
From within his prison, Morpheus stands. He doesn't like what he's seeing. You. You had been living in this house all along, and he had no idea. Now you were here, you had come to see him, and you were being dragged out again.
Alex called for help, and two people came running. Paul and the guard should have been on duty. Morpheus leans against the glass with both hands as he watches Alex demand you get removed from the basement. The two men take hold of you and start dragging you back upstairs, all the while you're ahouing at Alex.
Alex turns and looks at him.
"Don't you ever speak to her. Don't you ever do anything to her." Alex demands. "She was never supposed to see you..."
Alex leaves.
Morpheus sinks back down in his prison and curls up again. His hands ball into fists as he stares ahead of him.
His soulmate had been here all along.
He needed to get out.
He needed to save you from this house.
He turns his hand over and looks at his wrist. A small scar in the shape of a star. He had had it forever. He ran his thumb over it. He knew from the moment he looked at you, from the moment you received your scar, that you were his soulmate.
It was unheard of for an Endless to have such a thing, but Dream had always been unique. If anyone wasn't going to be granted a partner for eternity, it was going to be him.
Not that he was actively looking. Morpheus had had lovers before, certainly, but knowing you're right there above him, it changes things.
You were real.
They only let go of you once you're in your room. Alex closes the door on you and you hear him lock you in. You bang against the door furiously and then stop, sobbing as you sink to the floor.
None of this was making any sense to you.
Did Alex know something?
Who was that man?
And why did your wrist still burn?
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